Chapter 75: Working Through It

Chapter 75: Working Through It

My blood is still rushing, as all I hear are the low sounds of spiders moving around and munching, throughout the alleyway.

I throw out a pulse, to see if there are anymore enemies or surprise guests.

Based on my scan, most of the people who lived around here have run away from the area. There are still a few spies watching, but they look ready to bolt away, at any second. One is frantically writing notes, on a pad at their side.

That was intense. I didnt think that he could still be alive when such a large portion of his body was gone. Its clear that he was going to take me out with him.

What scared me the most, is that for any normal human, those wounds would have put them down for good. Being a cultivator, as should have been obvious to me, really enhances you beyond common sense.

Even if you are the weakest type of cultivator

I find myself staring at his body, seeing the arachnids swarm in and around his body. His hands, arms, and head, mangled from trying to kill the spiders which were devouring him.

Looking at the spiders even closer, I can feel their emotions and thoughts.

Delicious. Fun. Exciting. Yay!

Feelings of joy emanates from the group of spiders, now taking pieces of the mans body and shuffling it off elsewhere.

My stomach turns at the thought and sight. Their simplistic happiness throws me for a loop, contrasting my natural disposition.

I feel my hands shaking and I realize Im now bent over, looking at the ground. I still cant handle the idea of this happening to someone. Even if, in every sense, they deserved what was coming to them.

Its me. Ne/w novel chapters are published at novelhall.com having a hard time reconciling my actions. Yelling out to murder this man. To attack certain parts of him and devour him. To make the decision to actively kill him. Without provocation.

Hell. He even gave me advice on the way out, as a human. Clearly, I could have just left and ignored everything I was seeing.

The blood below him is continuing to pool on the ground. The smaller spiders either float upon it using webs or by piggybacking on top of the other, larger spiders, trudging through the slop. Trekking through to help lay webs and carry things off, together.

My thoughts drift back to my actions.

I get that in order to help people, some people need to be stopped But, at what point am I deciding that myself? Making arbitrary decisions that what Im doing is the only right way?

Could I have convinced people like him?

Fuck.

This is probably why she was so callous when she was slaughtering the Vermillion Stripes. Not only because of what she had seen them do, assuming that things like what this murdering bastard was doing, is condoned by them.

And she has probably seen too many people die. She just does what she can.

Do I want to be like that? Do I think I should become like that?

These kinds of thoughts occupy me the whole way home. The spiders are fanned out, but begin scattering the closer I get to the gate of the border.

As I approach the gate, the local architecture has become noticeably better. To be specific, it has been rebuilt and I find myself looking closer at it.

Possibly to distract myself.

Like cement, the stone walls of the buildings have been placed back together with web serving as the cement. The gate, located in the middle of an alleyway spanning two building. A look to my left and right, show architecture that seems older than the ones Ive seen near the slum street and especially the main street.

Worn away by time, subtly elegant designs of dragons and giant sea creatures battling, with men facing rising tides of water, decorate and repeat across the bottom and top surface of the buildings. The reddish tinged, upturned roof corners catch my eye, filling me with curiosity.

How was something this old and made of stone, able to be preserved so well? And how was Gong able to know how put it back together?

As I continue to gaze at these structures, I find it remarkable that each building is slightly different.

The designs remain the same and are symmetrical for each individual building. However, the adjacent buildings change a few aspects, like a variance in eave size or change in (now worn) decorative columns.

Somehow, even with these changes, they form a collective beauty. All into one cohesive whole, formed of different parts.

It reminds me of the stone army from Earth, locked in a tomb, until it was unearthed later. Each unique, but part of one army.

This path of thinking drifts me away from my thoughts, for the briefest of times, and lets me just take in the beauty of the world around me.

That its not all bad. That there are beautiful and good things here, as well.

Jumping back into the real world, I can see through the gate that Gong is organizing some demi-humans to head to the small village being built within the gates. Waving them through, with a smile and what appears to be kind words. She seems busy enough, just trying to guide them.

Turning my eyes away from her, I begin to notice that Gong and the spiders have repaired and reinforced all the buildings that line the web walls and gates.

The gate itself rises higher than the walls, splaying over the buildings and onto the walls, formed on the other side of the buildings.

Utilizing scavenged stone from buildings outside the gates, it looks like giant stone gate, with thick wooden doors. The doors seem to be reinforced with web and my assumption is that it would be quite difficult to beat down.

However, my attention is stolen away from these structures, as I see Gong turn toward me. And gives me a big smile and wave.

Hesitantly, I wave back. Returning the smile.

I think I can go on a bit longer before staying in for a while.

I step towards her. Feeling the slightest bit better.

Im back.