Chu Ru Si's heart is full of disdain, tone is firm: "I checked so many years, don't I know?"? The influence of the Chu and Jiang families is complicated, and it's not something I can afford. But I'm not afraid. You know very well that I've died once. The most important thing a man wants in his life is dignity, face and flower posture. If you think about it for me, you are willing to die together. "

He pause, wanton smile, extremely dangerous: "besides, I can't win."

Qu huazi is really worried about Chu Ru Si. He is a little angry: "how do you want to win? Do you know what Chu Wanshi has now? Most of Chu family is his, Jiang family also wholeheartedly help him, even Sophia is with him, so he got the protection of the governor. So, listen to my advice, you won't win. "

Chu Ru is very calm, seems to put his life and death aside: "I know, but I can't stop, as long as I stop, I will think of those nightmares. I can't get rid of all this. I'm not happy at all. What's the point of being unhappy? "

He is like an old scholar, gently said his philosophy of life: "if you want me to admit my life, then I can only hold my hatred every day, I can't eat well, I can't sleep well, and I can't even struggle. The only thing I can do is to live my life quietly. "

"Huazi, you know, if I want to, I can have a perfect life. My wife is beautiful and my son is clever. However, my life should not be like this. I should live a warm and free life, drink the strongest wine, love the most beautiful people, and be calm in my heart... "

Qu huazi listens to Chu Ru Si's words, inexplicably perceives a kind of sadness, she does not ask Chu Ru Si this kind of day, why does the big grievance want to swallow down?

Chu Ru Si said, suddenly stopped, helpless smile: "huazi, if I accept life, if I don't resist, my life really won't be too bad, but this is not what I want."

Qu huazi's goose bumps are all up. In fact, this is a man's strength, which is also her favorite place.

If Chu Rushi really gave up fighting, then he might be an ordinary man, holding a family of old and young, rich and glorious.

She suddenly wanted to help Chu Ru.

For her love for truss.

Also for her hatred of Chu Wanshi.

"So, do you really want to find out the truth?"

"Yes."

"It's hard."

"But I've already thought about it."

"Then, do it. I'll be with you." Qu huazi slowly clenched Chu Ru Si's hand and decided to stand on the United Front with him: "since I have started to investigate the truth nine years ago, I will never shrink back so easily."

Chu Rushi suddenly took back his hand and once again used the means of retreating: "huazi, the reason why I called you here today is very simple. I hope you don't check this again. It's my business. You shouldn't be involved in it."

"Also, you remember me for so many years. I'm really happy. It's good to meet old friends and be able to tell the secret of my heart freely. Huazi, listen to me. After I go back, I will continue to live your life as if I don't know anything. "