Sometimes I wonder if this is the real fate. Just as Su Yicheng said to her before, they have both suffered from each other's injury and have been waiting for each other for such a long time. Maybe those injuries and waiting are for the later, for now they meet and then combine, and the chance and test given by heaven to each other. Because of such test and hardship, they are right Each other kept themselves.
Thinking, Enron, the corner of the mouth light swing out smile, that smile is satisfied and happy.
"You know, I used to think that as long as I could give birth to his child, he would stay with me for the rest of his life." Tong Xiaojie slowly opened his mouth with a sarcastic smile, "but he would rather not have children than stay with me."
Enron did not speak, just looked at her, did not speak, did not express any views on the matter.
"He really does not love, even though I am very hard to love him, but his heart did not have me." Tong Xiaojie said, the smile of the corner of the mouth slowly expanded, and then laughed out, "ha ha." In Enron's eyes, the smile was more difficult than crying.
Turning his head and looking at Enron, he asked with a smile, "do you think I'm stupid and stupid? I've worked hard on a man for six years. It took six years to get to know him and accept that this man won't love me. No matter how much I do, no matter how good I do, he will never have my place in his heart."
Enron still did not speak, because she did not know what she could say. In fact, it seems that Tong Xiaojie has never been a poor man. Is it possible that her marriage with her just used her family background and background to help her succeed in her career, but she never paid her real feelings. Their marriage was just a product of some purpose. In fact, it was not too unexpected to get such a result.
"I know he's with me because of my background, my family background, I know he never loves me, I know how painful he was when he made a choice between you and me, and I know that he never forgot you even after he left you. I know all these things." Tong Xiaojie said, turning her head and looking at the distance, the breeze blew her elegant hair disorderly and directly pasted it on her face. Even a handful of her hair flew directly to her mouth, and did not reach out to pull it away. She continued to say faintly: "I don't mind that she doesn't love me. I don't mind that he is only with me for the sake of money and power and status. Even I can't mind that he still can't forget You, even if he was holding me and shouting your name, I could pretend that I didn't hear anything, and I could try to tell myself that I would live in her heart one day. I think that time can change everything. I think that after a long time, he can erase you from his memory. I think that after a long time, he can see my efforts, my love for him and his kindness, but... " Tong Xiaojie settled down for a long time, then slowly opened her mouth again and said, "but I was wrong. I was wrong. I would not love. No matter how hard I tried, he could not see my good and my love. However, it took me six years to see clearly the truth." Then he stretched out his hand and slowly covered his flat stomach. For a while, his hands suddenly tightened and clenched tightly into a fist. The expression on his face was a little painful. He said, "the price is still my child's life!" The tears in the eyes fell down without warning, and there was no sound, but it was pitiful.
She is a mother to be, and she is still pregnant with a child. She knows the feeling of a child in her stomach. Even if he doesn't even move at first, it's the same as when he doesn't even move at first. But after knowing that, the feeling is very wonderful. She can't feel it, but she can feel it.
Enron didn't know what to say. He just looked at her and asked, "are you ok?"
After calming down his emotions, he reached out to wipe away the tears on his face, shook his head, and forced out a smile from the corners of his mouth. He said, "it's OK. Although the cost is heavy, it's not meaningless. At least I can see that this man is no longer worth my love. After six years of being stupid, it's time to stop being stupid."
Enron didn't know what to say, just watched her nod. Strange to say, at this moment, she even began to have some pity, pity her.
"Do you know who he is with now?" Tong Xiaojie asked casually.
Enron didn't speak, just shook his head and fixed his eyes on her.
"Xiao Xiao." Tong Xiaojie said, "this name should not be unfamiliar to you. It's your former colleague and a woman of all kinds."
Enron just nodded. Yes, she also remembered. Last time she went shopping with Su Yicheng in the pedestrian street, Xiao Xiao was very close to him. Because he was really a stranger, he didn't deliberately remember his affairs because he didn't care.
Her reaction is too insipid, let Tong Xiaojie some surprise, looking at him some doubt asked: "you are not surprised?" Even if you really have no feelings with Murphy, but this combination is still very strange, isn't it?
"I've met them on the street before." Enron said truthfully.
"Oh, well." Tong Xiaojie nodded clearly, and then said with a smile: "you know, I hate you very much before, really special hate you, I always think it is because of your relationship, so can't accept me, can't love me, if there is no you, if you met me earlier, maybe our ending would not be like this.""Since six years ago, when Murphy told me to break up and come to you, I couldn't have been with him." Enron once again clarified that maybe before meeting Su Yicheng, she had not really let go of Murphy, or that she had not come out of the previous relationship. However, she was very clear that even if Murphy looked back, they would not be possible.
"I didn't believe it before. There is an old saying that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Ha ha, all his faults are good in my eyes. At the beginning, he was the best and even perfect in my eyes, because there was a strong sense of insecurity in his feelings. I always thought that your words were deceiving me. I even thought that such an excellent man was coveted by everyone outside, Now I think how ridiculous, he is not excellent, more imperfect, even the feelings of loyalty can not do a man, where can be called a good man
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