Chapter 434

Lin Li thinks that since last week's sports meeting in Xiaobin school, her interaction with the child seems to have improved greatly compared with before. Although the child still doesn't love to talk and smile, and has precocity that does not conform to his current age, the subtle changes also let Lin Li feel that the child is no longer like before, so exclusive of her, very small A detail, when she subconsciously reaches out to touch his head, he doesn't hide. Although she talks with him, he still doesn't want to communicate with her, but he will nod or shake his head, and look at her seriously. More times, Lin Li can read the meaning of several simple simple simple words from his eyes.

Anyway, all this is a good start for Lin Li. Since she has made up her mind to manage this marriage as a job, a good working environment is certainly one of the important factors for how long this job can last.

However, what makes Lin Li feel more and more bad is her stomach, which seems to have been said by herself. Maybe before, she really ate too much and her stomach function was too powerful. As long as there were many things, she could eat them. And such a good appetite is just like good luck. It won't follow you for a long time. When you use up all your good luck, then So bad luck is coming. Now for Lin Li, that bad luck is her bad appetite. Maybe she really has anorexia. She has no appetite for food. Sometimes even though she is very hungry, she is not willing to eat. Even if she eats, she will vomit soon after eating, just like now

Lin Li squatted on the ground, vomiting a little weak, chest ups and downs, slightly still some breathing. This afternoon, she picked up Xiaobin and made an appointment with Enron after school. Because Enron is her best friend, she feels it necessary to tell her about her current situation.

There is time and fate is like this, but also tease people, it is so that people can not guess torture, a few months ago because of Enron's flash marriage and has been unable to accept and understand, in her ideas and understanding, marriage is sacred, only two people in love, in the blessing of everyone, promise to each other for a lifetime! So the union of two people who don't love each other is not marriage at all.

But now, she really understood and understood Enron's feelings and helplessness. Enron said at the beginning, "if you can't marry someone you want to marry, who will be different?" Yes, just like her now, since she will no longer love, marriage has no meaning for herself, but a cooperative relationship. So, whether or not to marry, who to marry, what is the relationship? What's the difference!

Besides, it's hard to find a person who shares his or her own ideals. Such a cooperative relationship is too pleasant. I really have nothing to complain about.

She is sure that she is not as lucky as Enron to meet Su Yicheng, but she is also very happy that Enron can find her own happiness after experiencing Murphy.

Lin Li squatted on the ground for a long time, waiting for the cold wall behind her to get ready. But because she had been squatting on the ground for a long time and her feet were numb, she stood up. Her feet were soft and she was about to fall. Suddenly, a strong force stood up behind her and lifted her whole body up. Then Lin Li felt her back was hot, The whole person stepped into a warm chest.

Slowly raised his head, saw Zhou Hanzheng slightly frown at her, that look in addition to his consistent cold, which seems to have a variety of blame meaning.

"Thank you, thank you." Lin Li said thanks, reached out and pushed him away, unable to guess the meaning in his eyes.

Zhou Han did not let go. He gave her a cold look and said with a voice that was more cold than ten degrees in his eyes: "do you think you can still walk?" Finish saying also does not wait for her to open the mouth to answer, directly embrace waist to beat her to hold up.

Lin Li just felt dizzy, and had just vomited, which made her dizzy. Her subordinates hugged his neck consciously. However, in view of the numbness coming from her feet, Lin Li did not push him away and said that she wanted to go by herself, because she did not have any strength.

When Zhou Han carried her out of the bathroom, he stood at the door. Zhou Jiabin was staring at his big black eyes and looking at Lin Li. Lin Li was a little clear. She remembered that she had been doing homework with the little guy in the living room, but suddenly her stomach was tumbling violently. She left him directly and ran to the washing room. It is estimated that the child was worried about what happened to her, so she came into the study called Zhou Han came here.

Thinking about it, Lin Li suddenly felt a little satisfied, and felt a kind of unspeakable joy in her heart. The corner of her mouth pulled a smile and looked at him and said, "I'm ok."

The little guy didn't speak, gave way to Zhou Han, but his eyes were still fixed on her.

Zhou Han carried her to her room, carefully put her on the bed, fixed to look at him, and asked, "do you want to drink water?"

Lin Li nodded, just after vomiting, the mouth is really a little uncomfortable.

Zhou Han only looked at her, then did not say anything more, directly turned out.

After a long time, Zhou Hancai brought in a cup of warm water with moderate temperature, and handed it to him without much expression on his face.

Lin Li reached out to take it and said, "thank you." I took a big drink from the glass.Zhou Han looked at her, expressionless said: "tomorrow morning at nine o'clock, the city's fifth hospital gastroenterology department, I have contacted Dr. Tang, you will only need to report the name."

Lin Li was stunned for a long time. Realizing the meaning of his words, she glanced directly over her face to look at him and said, "I don't want to go. I don't need to."

"I've got in touch." Zhou Han said, tone and expression have not changed.

"I said no Lin Li frowned. She insisted on putting the cup on the bedside table. She slipped down and pulled the quilt over her body.

"Give me a reason." Zhou Han looked at her aggressively, the eyes were too sharp, and the people who saw it had a kind of inexplicable fear.

Lin Li looked at him with wide eyes and said, "Mr. Zhou, if there is nothing wrong with us, we are just a cooperative relationship. Before obtaining the certificate, we signed a cooperation contract. You have no right to interfere with my freedom. If I say I don't want to go, I just don't want to go. There is no reason and no reason to do so! I'm going to bed. " With that, he turned his back to him.

Zhou handingding looked at the woman with her back to him. Her brows were more important than just now. He opened his mouth and said, "I can't control your health. I can't go. But please don't fall in the bathroom like this and ask me to carry you out. Don't let people think that I abused you and didn't give you good food."

"I didn't ask you to take me out." With her back to him, Lin Li murmured in a low voice, "you don't have to give food. It's just mental abuse if you keep a face like this all day long."

Zhou Han ignored her murmur and said without feeling: "if you want to punish yourself for other people's mistakes, then you are too stupid."

Smell speech, Lin Li whole person suddenly a shock, under the quilt bottom hand dead grasps the quilt sheet, the tooth clenches the lip tightly.

Zhou Han stood looking at him for a long time. He did not speak any more. He turned to leave. When he put his hand on the doorknob, Lin Li's quiet voice came from behind. His tone was light and felt a little painful.

"I didn't!"

The movement of his hands stopped. Zhou Han turned his head and looked at the man who was almost rolling himself into a ball in the quilt. He raised a sneer at the corner of his mouth and said, "don't you have any? Aren't you confessing that you didn't keep your child? Because you feel it's your responsibility, you begin to punish yourself, and even subconsciously feel that your life is an unforgivable mistake. So you start to be harsh on yourself and your stomach. In fact, you are not unable to eat at all, but you don't want to. You think that your healthy and happy life is a kind of sin. You have to toss yourself around and turn yourself into reality In this way, you will feel more comfortable in your heart, because you are atoning for your sins

Zhou Han's words stabbed Lin Li's heart like a sword. The pain was as sharp as a stick. It was so painful that people could not breathe. Under the quilt, Lin Li hugged herself tightly and whispered: "I didn't, I didn't..."

Sometimes when the secret in your heart is discovered and a word is broken by humanity, the pain of the fact that is exposed outside is always unacceptable. Even if you know that what others have said is all the facts, you have to resist the death and deny it. It seems that if you don't admit it, it will be safe and it won't hurt. But where is the wound and there is blood, how can it not hurt.

"Is there anything that only you know in your heart that what you do is your own choice, and others can't interfere with it. But is it worth your while to do so? Will the people who love you and love you feel distressed, and whether you are worthy of them! You are like this - "

" stop talking! " Lin Li interrupted him, clenched her teeth tightly to prevent her from crying. Her voice squeezed out of her teeth and said, "I'm tired. I'm going to sleep. Please go out."

Zhou Han looked at the trembling group on the bed for a long time. Finally, he did not say anything more and turned to leave the room.

When the door was opened and closed and hid in the quilt, Lin Li covered her hands and finally cried out. Her long suppressed tears wet her pillow towel along the corner of her eyes. Maybe because she was too painful in her heart, she cried a little too much. The whole person was twitching, and the whole room echoed with low sobs. First, it was very low, very depressed, and then the cry gradually changed from small to large In the heart of their own repressed for a long time of pain all release, cry out.

Outside the door, Zhou Han stood for a long time and then walked towards the study.

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