"Enough!" Zhou Han low roars, the voice suppresses the mood, both hands support slightly from her body to retreat.
"Why, you want to escape? You are a coward. You don't have the courage to face it. You always try to avoid the previous pain. But even if you avoid it, the wound is still there. You think you can ignore it if you pretend you can't see it. When you stab it, when you think about it, the past injuries are all experienced in purpose, and then the pain is still in memory New Say, Lin Li whole person's mood a little excited.
"You -" Lin Li also wanted to say something, but this just opened her mouth, her mouth was severely blocked, and she couldn't say a word.
In the dark, Zhou Han accurately kisses her lips, and opens his mouth directly to block her mouth, blocking every word that is about to pop out of her mouth and make him hate it.
"Woo Let go, let go Open... " Linli struggled and pushed him.
Zhou Han stretched out his hand and stretched out his hands against his chest in a desperate struggle. Lin Li exclaimed. The moment of opening his mouth, Zhou Han had the opportunity to put the tongue into her mouth, and then attacked the city and plundered the pool, without any tenderness and pity.
Lin Li struggled, unable to move her hands, she tried to push him with her feet, but she was directly pressed down by his strong and strong thighs and could not move at all.
Zhou Han's kiss with the nature of punishment, some irritable, no tenderness, at the moment, he is like that fried lion, was trampled on the tail by a foot, violent, very aggressive.
For a long time, when Zhou Han let go of her, Lin Li was already a little out of breath. She lay there, her whole chest heaved violently, unable to exert any strength.
"How good do you think you are!" Zhou Han's deep voice sounded in her ear, almost gnashing his teeth and said: "you are not stupid love for 10 years. You have been injured all over the body. How good do you think you are? For the sake of that man, you torture yourself not to eat well. How good do you think you are to see that man comes back and drink and get drunk. Don't talk about yourself as if nothing happened. We are half a dozen! ”
Lin Li was still out of breath, and she couldn't answer a word except low breath.
Seeing her like this, Zhou Han couldn't bear to let go of her hand, then put his arm around her waist and turned around. He let Lin Li lie down on his body, and then gently stroked her back with his big palm, so that she could get along well.
Lin Li finally eased up, and did not care how embarrassed the two people's posture was at the moment. She said fiercely, "I'm better than you. I've made up my mind to put it down. It's just a matter of time."
Zhou Han looked at her, by the dim light of the street lamp outside, he could only see her outline vaguely, and could not see her eyes at the moment. Silent sigh, for a long time slowly opened his mouth, said: "we must do this to each other to uncover each other's scars?" The tone is low with helplessness and powerlessness.
Hearing the speech, Lin Li was stunned and fixed to look at him for a moment. Some of them couldn't speak. They had similar experiences with each other. In fact, when they pricked each other's pain, they were not uncovering their own scars. Who was better than whom? They were both loved and injured.
"It takes time to put it down, you need it, and I also need it. I just want to shorten the process. Some people say that the pain caused by forgetting a relationship is to start a new relationship. If it can really make us forget the pain, why don't we try it?" Zhou Han asked slowly.
Just now his father asked him to go in. This was the first formal conversation he had with his father seven years later. Compared with seven years ago, his father said it very implicitly, just to remind him to remember his identity at the moment and to let go of all the past since he chose a new beginning.
If you can only use one relationship to forget another, he is willing to try.
Lin Li Leng for a long time, pushed him down from his body, turned over to one side, carrying him, only said: "I will not love again." She has been unable to love, ten years has spent all the love in her life, she never dare to love.
Zhou Han side looked at her back, only slowly opened his mouth, "so you want to spend a lifetime to end that 10 years of feelings?"
Smell speech, Lin Li body unnatural vibration, and then with the hands of Xiaobin that no power transformers, the whole person rigid, motionless.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Zhou Han said again, "you don't want to forget at all, so you don't want to try."
"I didn't!" This time Lin Li returned quickly and quickly. She turned her head and fixed her eyes on him and said, "I just don't want to be a stand in for someone else." At the beginning, she had been Xiaoxiao's double in Cheng Xiang's heart for 10 years. Cheng Xiang wanted to borrow her to forget his feelings for Xiaoxiao. But in the end, she didn't want to be Ling Ran's double again. Zhou Han took this to forget Ling ran.
"I won't, I'm not Cheng Xiang," Zhou Han said
Lin Li didn't speak or turn her head. She fixed her eyes on the front. The room was dark.
After a while, seeing that Lin Li did not move, Zhou Han turned to her side and reached out to take her into his arms.Lin Li stiff body, but did not refuse.
Zhou Han crossed her body, stretched out his hand to rest her head on his arm, lowered his head and gently kissed her forehead. Then he patted her back and whispered, "sleep."
His voice was like a hypnotic potion. After a while, Lin Li closed her eyes and went to sleep.
When Lin Li woke up again, it was the next morning. It was already bright outside. The environment around the organ yard was very beautiful. Because it was located in the suburb, the air was very good. There was a sweet scented osmanthus tree planted outside the window of Zhou Han's room. At the moment, several birds were resting on the tree, singing joyful songs, and the crisp bird call was a fast-paced city It's hard to hear in the city. I have been in Jiangcheng for more than 10 years. In the first few years at school, I can still hear this kind of birdsong. However, in the past few years, no matter how good the community has been, no such sound has been heard.
When her eyes adapted to the brightness of the whole room, Lin Li opened her eyes slowly. Zhou Han was no longer in the bed, and the bed on the right side was cold and without temperature.
After grabbing the mobile phone that was put on the bedside table last night, she looked at the time and lay in bed for a few more minutes. Then Lin Li turned over and went to the bathroom to wash.
When Lin Li picked up herself and came out of the room, Zhou Jiabin was sitting on the sofa in the living room. Zhou Hanzheng was taking a medicine box to carefully clean up and change the dressing for the child's wound in front of him. Looking, Lin Li walked up to them.
Mother Zhou and aunt Zhou in the kitchen are busy with today's breakfast. When Zhou's mother comes out with several kinds of porridge dishes, they see Zhou Han half squatting in front of the children in the living room, and Lin Li is handing medicine and gauze on the other side. This situation is very peaceful and happy. The corners of Zhou's mother's mouth curl up unconsciously, and the smile is gratifying.
After the family had breakfast, Zhou's father was driven by the driver to take him to the municipal Party Committee directly. However, Zhou Jiabin's hand was not a big problem. It's just that he didn't touch the water. So Zhou Han and Lin Li drove him to school directly. Although Zhou's mother was reluctant to give up his grandson, she also supported Zhou Han's idea It's going to delay study and homework.
After sending Zhou Jiabin's children to the kindergarten and giving them to their head teacher, Mr. Chen, Lin Li specially explained to Mr. Chen about the situation of the little guy and asked her to pay more attention to it when she was free. After seeing Mr. Chen nodded and agreed, Lin Li left at ease.
Back in the car, Zhou Han is on the phone. The conversation should be with Xu tezhu.
"OK, I've got it. I'll be at the company in 10 minutes. You'll inform me to have a meeting in the conference room in half an hour." Finish saying to hang up the phone directly, looked at Lin Li, and then did not say much, directly started the car to leave.
Sitting in the car, neither of them spoke first. Zhou Han focused on the road ahead and Lin Li focused on the scenery outside the window. The atmosphere inside the car was slightly embarrassed.
When Zhou Han drove the car into the basement of the company downstairs, he slowly stopped the car in the fixed parking space.
Now it's past work time, there is no one in the garage.
Sitting in the car, Lin Li and Zhou Han did not open the door first to get off the bus, so they sat.
For a long time, Zhou Han took the lead in breaking the silence and said slowly, "do you have the answer?"
There was no explanation, but both of them were very clear about what they were saying.
Zhou Han looked at me and closed his eyes and said, "if it's a big decision, I'll try again."
Looking at her, for a long time, the corner of her mouth waved a smile, reached out to touch her head, took back the hand of the moment in the homeopathy area, hook her neck directly to bring people in front of her, and then lowered her head and lips directly covered her lips, not last night's punishment and violence, this kiss Zhou Han kisses very gently, at first Lin Li still some can't let go, embarrassed, finally heart Since I decided to try, and then refused, it would be too pretentious. As soon as I thought it through, I slowly closed my eyes and put my hand on his back.
After a kiss, Zhou Han lets go of her and embraces her in his chest to let her breathe in his arms.
Lin Li leaned against his chest and wanted to say something. She opened her mouth but didn't know what to say. Finally, she repeated several times and finally gave up.
They hugged each other in the car for a long time. At last, Zhou Han let her go, reached out and touched her. She cut her hair and said, "go up."
When she opened the door and got off the bus, Lin Li suddenly opened her mouth and said, "Zhou Han, if you really can't forget, tell me, don't take me as a stand in."
Zhou handing looked at her, finally nodded, solemnly said: "good."
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