Chapter 538

In those days, I looked in the mirror as soon as I was free. At last, I felt that I was not good-looking when I saw too much. Then I threw the mirror in anger, and the mirror was broken one after another.

Finally, my mother couldn't look down and asked me to talk. I think she probably heard it from her mother Ye. After thinking for several days, she decided to have a deep talk with me.

She said that I was still too young, now it is important to study, should not focus on other places.

I know that what he said in other places meant that I liked Ye Ziwen. I was still silent in the mood that ye Ziwen ignored me. After listening to her, I asked her whether he refused me because I was too young.

Mother almost did not want to nod, said it must be like this, said that boys do not like girls several years younger than themselves, said they like girls of their age.

I naively thought it was really like this, but also complained that my mother said why I was born so late.

However, even though my mother told me a lot and let me focus on my current study, I still think about ye Ziwen and what he will do. When I think of him with other girls, I feel like a monkey scratching.

I still used to go around Ye's house every day after school, but I didn't happen to meet them once.

I feel very sad, I don't understand why he must hide from me so tightly. Does he really like that talented girl in Chinese department?

At that time, I was not happy, especially unhappy, I even secretly went to the store to buy a beer, learning from the TV lovelorn people like to borrow wine.

It was my first time to drink. It was so hard to drink when I took the first sip, but I finally resisted it, because I wanted to forget those unhappy things by drinking.

However, after a bottle of wine came down, I had slowly adapted to the taste of beer. When I drank all three bottles of beer I had bought, I didn't know what I had done in the end.

The next day when I woke up, I just felt like my head was about to crack. I just wanted to knock with my hands.

When my mother came in, she gave me a good lecture. I was drunk and sang and danced all night, which made the whole family sleepless all night. However, she still cooked tea for me. After drinking it, she felt much more comfortable.

Maybe it was my brother who told him about my drunkenness. After school that day, he took the initiative to wait for me at the gate of my school. However, his expression was very serious, and he didn't have the usual careless appearance. I looked at it and said that I was afraid.

He said that he had something to say to me. He took me to the park near the school. We sat down on the stone chair in the park. I asked him where he had been these days. He didn't speak, just looked at the front.

I curled my lips, some aggrieved, asked him why to avoid me, in fact, I know why he wants to hide from me, just do not ask me is not willing to.

He looked at the sky for a long time, turned to look at me seriously, and then said that he really only regarded me as my sister and asked me not to do those childish behaviors again. He would not like me.

Listen to him say these when I am very sad, the heart really with want to split like, I bite the lip, do not let his tears fall down, ask him why? Is it because I'm too young?

He nodded and said yes, as his mother said, he said he liked older people than me. He also said that he had watched me grow up and had always regarded me as my sister.

I am not willing to say that childhood love will be good.

He shook his head and said that he and I were not green plum and bamboo horse at all, because they were too different in age.

I was very angry and yelled at him, age, age or age! Ask him, others say that love is regardless of height or age. Why do you always use age as an excuse to refuse me.

He looked at me for a long time, then he gave me a simple list and asked me if I would like a boy who is still in the third grade of primary school.

I didn't respond that he was trying to set my words. He didn't even think about it. He said it would not.

Then he laughed and said I was the third grade boy I didn't like.

I have a feeling of lifting a stone and smashing my own foot. I can't say anything to refute, but stare at him angrily.

"Negotiation" got the result he wanted. He grinned, reached out and rubbed my head, telling me not to drink wine secretly in the future.

I'm still angry because he's tricking me. I'm not happy to shake off his hand and shout to him that I don't want to be his sister at all!

I thought he would go home with me just like he did when I was a child. But when I turned my head after running for some distance, I found that there was no figure behind him.

The grievance in my heart surged up, and the tears could not be controlled.

When I got home, my mother was chatting with mother ye in the yard. When I came in, I stopped talking.

I have no mind to guess what they said before I came in. I am still sad for what ye Ziwen said to me.Did not say hello, did not speak directly back to the room, shut the door, fell on the bed, and then some uncomfortable cry.

Mother came in after saying something to mother Ye. Seeing that I was lying on the bed crying, she helped me follow my back and asked if I liked Ye Ziwen so much.

I wronged the body will be buried in her arms, crying with her said Ye Ziwen with me those words.

Mother did not say hate more, only said that I am still young, in the future will meet people who really like.

I pushed her away and turned over in a bit of pique. I hate that they say I'm young. I'm sure my own feelings have nothing to do with my age.

Finally, I sighed and left. I don't know how long I cried that day, but I know that I finally fell asleep crying.

When I had breakfast, my eyes were red and swollen. When my grandfather saw the heartache, he scolded me for being unworthy. Ye Ziwen, together with his brother, was also scolded by him.

After breakfast, my father called me into the study, and he asked me if I was really sure of my feelings for ye Ziwen.

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