Isiah was now putting his hands on his neck, he looked like he was going to strangle himself so that he wouldn't be feeling any hunger.
He wasn't sure about the amount of time that had passed when he was laying on the cold ground trying to distract himself when he felt a movement next to him .
He heard the sound of the bed moving. He didn't move because he was not sure if he should do that, any bad move and his life was going to take a bad turn .
" Isiah, are you here ? " He heard her voice as she was asking quietly .
When Isiah heard her voice he sat immediately, he was already treating her like a corpse since he smelled her sweet scent .
when in fact she never died to begin with, therefore he felt confused by the sweet scent that he was still smelling until now .
He saw her laying on the ground while looking in his direction so he hurried to jump on the bed to get closer to her .
Isiah was still having that urge but just by knowing that she was still alive, he felt that he was partially safe from hunger .
When Lexie saw Isiah sitting next to her she burst into tears, She cried just like babies do when they see their mothers after someone hurt them .
She cried loudly with a lot of tears falling from her eyes, she just felt happy that he was still there .
When she woke up again and saw that she was in her room alone , she thought that she was alone in the whole house therefore she felt betrayed .
However, when she called for his name and saw him getting closer , she knew that she would die for this man .
Isiah didn't console her when she was crying , he just looked at her like he usually does until she sat with difficulty to face him, She was in a deep pain, he could tell, the burning sensation was not going to vanish away, that rain was more powerful than she ever could imagine .
Isiah didn't help her as she was trying to sit, he just said:" I thought that you were dead "
His words were very straight and out of emotions yet Lexie thought that he was worried for a second about her .
He was not looking good, he was pale and also he talked as if he was suppressing pain. She knew that it was the result of what he had done to the people and the fact that she didn't fulfill her job just like they both agreed made her feel terrible.
He didn't say anything but she just turned around and summoned a dagger with the little power left inside of her body and re-opened the past injury that was in her hand .
Isiah didn't stop her when she did that, he wanted to see if she was going to hesitate now that she was injured and feeling pain all over her body .
He wanted to see if she was going to choose herself instead of him , yet she shocked him one more time as she thought of his pain first .
When Isiah saw the blood coming out of her hand that was not burned he looked at it as if it was a holy cure yet he didn't approach her.
Therefore, Lexie just leaned her head towards that cut and sucked the blood from it. Isiah stayed away from her. He didn't want to kiss her either, the first she did it by surprise and there was no way that he was going to kiss her again .
She looked at him with a lot of pain in her eyes , she looked more fragile than she ever was and it all happened because of him .
But compared to the other choices , she was the least harmful one, she couldn't even move to get closer to him, he had to move towards her and get what he wanted.
Lexie closed her eyes because it took so long to decide whether he was about to kiss her or not .
Isiah moved towards her very fast , he was now sitting next to her , he looked huge next to her , and Lexie was too broken to even look at him.
She felt that he was so close but she didn't open her eyes.
She was too shy next to him and also she didn't want him to feel pressed when kissing her .
'He only wants blood, nothing more , he only wants blood nothing more …'
Isiah was pressured by that hunger , therefore he had to do it .
It was the first time ever for him to engage in a kiss with someone , it was the first time that he did it intentionally and not forced to do it somehow .
He tried to avoid looking at her face but he couldn't he had to see her lips so that he aims for them , he ended up taking her face between his two palms, he was not sure of the power he was using , he tried not to hurt her the maximum, she was already hurt and he needed her .
Once he pressed his lips upon hers, she started to kiss him back and make him drink the amount of blood she sucked .
Isiah's face was burning red at the time , because he was not sure of what he was doing , then , all he felt was lexie trying to take the lead from him .
She was the one doing everything while he was making sure to take what she gave .
He was shocked by the blood but the more he had the blood in his system he just felt like that hunger was never going to fade .
Isiah tried to focus on the mission there, he was trying to focus on his hunger therefore he kept tracking it as he swallowed the blood she gave him .
Once he swallowed the blood he just pulled back to analyze if his hunger faded as he was still putting his palms upon her cheeks .
Lexie gasped for air as she opened her eyes to look at him , he was not looking at her , it felt like he was frozen while he had the disgusted look on his face .
She thought that he was about to throw up so she just pulled back too when he just said :" More "
Lexie was stunned when Isiah said those few words, she just looked at him very overwhelmed as he pulled her back to be close to him .
Isiah hated the fact that he still had a lot of hunger inside of him even when he drank a lot of her blood, he thought that this might be related to the number of people he killed there in the imperial city .
It seemed that he killed a lot of people back then, the number of people he killed there was the biggest since the beginning of his revolution .
Lexie was very charmed by him, her emotions were blinded because then she just leaned toward her arm and made that cut very deep then she started sucking it again .
It was a very painful process but she did it , she ignored all the pain just to comfort him from that sensation .
She looked at him this tile as he leaned towards her and kissed her , she passed him that blood very fast , but she didn't pull her lips this time, she just waited there to see his reaction , her stomach was sending butterflies the more they kept having that contact .
Isiah pulled a few seconds later only to stay silent for more minutes, the hunger was still there, and he felt like it was never going to fade away .
"More !" He said while looking into her eyes this time .
" What's wrong ? The hunger …" She said while feeling a bit dizzy .
" It …it didn't stop "
" You killed a lot of people there "
At that moment, Lexie made the cut very deep, the blood was dripping from her hand very fast , she just looked at her hand very tired then said :" I am not letting you turn into an animal …Isiah …you are very safe ..with me "
Lexie sucked that cut so many times just to pass him the amount of blood he needed , it was more than three other times, when she just heard him say :" It reduced a bit …it is not that intense like before "
When she heard that she sucked her cut one more time she filled her mouth with her blood and passed it to him with the last kiss .
She took his dark hand and hold it in her hand then she said as he broke the kiss:" I feel cold …I feel pain …I …Isiah..don't leave me alone …"
Isiah looked at his dark hand between her hand , her mouth that was stained with blood , the pain in her eyes, her pale face , her melted arm, Lexie did everything for him, she did all of that for him
" Isiah ..I …I .I am sorry that I wasn't helpful to you "