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She was so shocked by his sudden words that she was in a state of half stupidity and half stupidity as if she had been shocked by an electric shock. Mu Jing Yan looks up at him and finds that he seems to be very tired. There is red blood in his eyes. Her eyes are slightly surprised.

Li Shengrui's shoulders were suddenly clamped by Li Shengrui. Her body shook violently and she was pinched by his increased strength. She struggled to get rid of his bondage. However, Li Shengrui pulled her to her eyes.

She frowned at him and said, "Li Shengrui, it hurts to let go."

"How to let go?" He asked.

"I" she was afraid of his eyes and avoided looking at him, "Li Shengrui, you always do this! Every time you want to attack me, every time you blame me, I am also a person with ideas, I am not your cat and dog, you can scold me and scold the past! Not every time you apologize, I have to accept, you understand? Do you understand? "

She said, do you understand?

Three words, through the layers of air into his eardrum, in his ears and heart exploded.

The next moment, her eyes blinked, turned red, and clenched her lips.

His long fingers tightly around her shoulders, relaxed, "where am I angry with you? I'm just kidding you when I'm angry? "

She pulled her lips helplessly. She reached out to pluck him, but he was tight. She gave up, but her voice was still tough, "so I asked you about Yunqing last night. Aren't you in a temper?"

She looked up into his eyes. "Li Shengrui, we have been together for seven years. Do you know what seven years means?"

She said with a wry smile, "it means that if you are really angry, I can feel it all at once."

After that, she pulled her lips bitterly, "you have never been so angry with me. Even if you are angry with me, you are not really angry. I know you just want to scare me. So Li Shengrui, do you really think I am a fool? Is it OK to be coaxed by you in a few words? Li Shengrui, you are a big fool, that's because I care about you, I love you, I'm afraid to lose you, I know you are bluffing me, not really angry with me, so no matter how sad or scared I am, I will still smile at you, I am willing to forget all the unhappiness, I just want to remember our happy time, as long as you are willing to spoil me, I can do anything Put it down. But this time it's different, it's not the same! "

Tears fell out of her eyes one by one, and her mood was breaking down bit by bit. Her voice was hoarse, "but no matter how humble I am, how small I am, I have a bottom line. You can't challenge my bottom line. I don't allow my feelings to have any flaws."

"Yan Yan." Li Shengrui frowned, reached out to hug her, but once again failed, he looked at her hurt to avoid himself, eyes fixed on her, "you believe me, I did not have a temper with you, no!"

"You have!"

He reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth, he wanted to coax her, but this time she did not give himself a chance, he lifted his palm in the air, because she dodged, wanted to touch but had no chance, or took it back. He didn't know what to do. He squeezed a smile that was even worse than crying. He was very silly and helpless, "I'm not angry with you, I'm just angry, you always question me. Because I don't want you to be unhappy. I don't like to see you look dejected. I like to see you fighting high. I like the heartless smile of you. I don't want to see you unhappy for the sake of unimportant people and nothing. I think we have enough trust and understanding in our seven-year relationship. "

"Doesn't it matter?" She raised her eyes and looked at him directly, "do you kiss her all the unimportant people? You don't care. You have a date with her? I'm your wife. I'm not a big belly person. I'm indifferent to your kisses, meals and dates! I care because you do something that makes me care! "

"Dinner? A date? " He didn't know where to start.

She laughs at herself and wants to leave, but she is pulled back by him vigorously. They pull and pull each other and struggle silently. He presses her tightly with his arm, "where have I dated her? That meal was because she just came back "

" she just came back, so you can't wait to eat with her and reminisce about the past? Is it so urgent to wait? "

She yelled at him, no longer repressing her emotions. Her scarlet eyes glared at him angrily. Li Shengrui didn't expect that she would care so much about it. He struggled in his heart, thinking whether to say it or not, but saw that she was going to break away from her confinement and say it out loud, "don't you just want to know why I saw her? Why can't you wait? OK, I'll tell you! I saw her to contact Duan Qing through her! Because I can't wait for Duan Qing to cure your infertility! Are you satisfied with the answer? Are you satisfied? I don't want to say, I'm afraid you're sad. I really have no way, I really have no way. I had a conflict with Duan Qing before. If he is willing to cure you, I will give him anything he wants. Even if I kneel down and beg him, I will be willing. But even if I put a gun against his brain bag, he will not be willing to. But Yunqing is her fiancee. She has his handle on her hand. As long as Yunqing comes forward, the probability of success will be 90%, even if it is only 0.1%. I am willing to give it a try for you. So knowing that Yunqing returned home, I looked for her, but she asked me to have a meal with her, and I went. But I really just want to contact Duan Qing through her. I just want to cure you! "Mu Jingyan was stunned and listened to him. She kept away from his sight and murmured, "no, you lied, you lied to me and cheated me"

my thoughts were disorderly formed into a net, and the more tight the net was, the more it reached the heart, a faint pain was felt, and the pain was like a knife, and the tears flowed down her eyes. She chose to believe his words, believe that he is for themselves, cheating is also for themselves, but infertility is a fact.

The heart is really about to die of pain.

"I really didn't lie to you!" No matter her resistance, he held her tightly in his arms, and he had to stab her in the heart. She must be very painful now

"I really didn't cheat you! I Swear! Everything I said is true, absolutely true! We have been together for seven years. Do you know what I feel for you? Why do you doubt my love for you again and again? Do you know, your doubts, your uncertainty not only hurt me, but also put me in the fear of losing you

"Her brain was blank, and it seemed that she began to lack oxygen, and her chest began to lack oxygen, but her big breath did not seem to help.

"But you did kiss her. She is your childhood sweetheart. She constantly provokes me because she loves you. How can I make sure that there is nothing between you"

she dare not ask, for fear of hearing the answer that breaks her heart, she has to ask again. Even if her heart is broken, she has to make clear that the love of three people is too crowded.

He hugged her tightly and explained in a hurry, "well, even if she is my childhood sweetheart, what can it say? Nothing happened between us! We just grew up together, and I slowly found that her eyes at me were a little different. I was also ignorant. I didn't refuse her eyes because I didn't feel relieved at all. We have nothing, really nothing. "

"But that kiss"

"it's just a picture. It's all due to Li Yihan's pranks, which she directed us to shoot. She just likes pranks and likes to do whatever she wants. I'm just shooting to deal with errands. I don't have any feelings. "

"Cheat! When you took that picture, how could you be 15 or 6 years old? 15 or 16 years old is just the age when you are in love. Do you not know how to feel? Would you kiss any girl? "

"It's casual, it's not easy, it's just a kiss! If you look at the photos, do you think I love her so much, or do I have to love her? " He was so anxious, sweating and eloquent that he didn't know how to explain it at this time. "He was really dealing with errands and took photos. He had no feelings, no mood, nothing! No! "

Seeing that she was still suspicious, he had to swear to God, "I was 15 or 16 at that time, but I really didn't know what feelings are. I've never been in contact with other girls, ever since I remember, She followed Li Yihan and was inseparable, so we moved closer, but in my eyes, she was no different from others. I never thought about avoiding her or how to avoid her.

he paused and said to himself, "I was very bored and bored at that time. If it was not for the coercion of Li Yihan, I spent most of my time in a daze and thinking. I never thought about feelings. "

"Wife, do you understand?" He rubbed his head in a daze, like a big boy. He thought for a whole day, thinking about how to explain clearly. Now finish, but always feel or where said not clear enough, afraid that she has misunderstood. She said that it had nothing to do with Yunqing. She was still skeptical. In order to make her believe, she contacted Li Yihan, one of the parties at that time, to make her explain clearly. But now she still doesn't know whether she is clear about what she said or whether she understands it.

She gently raised her chin and gazed at her. "If you must say that I have feelings for her, then I have feelings. However, Mu Jing Yan, we were seven years ago, is our previous feelings really so fragile, so vulnerable? Seven years ago, I thought we had the same mind. No matter how provocative or provocative others are, you will unconditionally trust me and our feelings. Now your doubt and your uncertainty make me afraid that I will lose you

He went on, "I was wrong last night. I shouldn't have lost my temper to you. I apologize. I'm really tired both physically and mentally, and something happened again, so I "

he stopped, skipped these words, and then said," I'm very tired. As soon as I get home, you question me and Yunqing, and you doubt me, so I don't control my temper for a moment, and then "

" it's all my fault. If you beat me and scold me, I'll accept it. However, don't ignore me and go home with me Yeah.

Listening, his eyes were burning on his face.

"Did you ever kiss?"

"No!"

"Have you ever held hands?"

"No!"

"You have no support"

"no, no! Nothing He has explained that he is going to go crazy. The sultry weather makes his brain start to sweat. "Wife, don't make a blind guess, OK? If you didn't tangle with me, I didn't know what love was? What is the feeling of loving someone? When I first sang Chuang with you, I was still a child. Don't you know"I, where would I know?"

"It's not a chick. I can't miss the entrance? Wife, please use your brain to think, OK? If you want to blame a man for not having a virgin, you can't get red, but I really gave it to you for the first time. Although there is no evidence, you can't doubt my purity, let alone say I'm not clean! "

As he spoke, he pursed his mouth and bowed his head. Mu Jingyan kept drawing circles on the ground, thinking about the authenticity of his words. He approached her and immediately explained, "what have I done to make people angry with each other? Should you treat me like this? You hate me so much that you want to avoid going back to your mother's house? It's very wicked of you to behave like this! I have nothing to do with Yunqing. Since she returned home, I have been keeping a distance from her. I know that she has a bad heart towards me, so I stay away from her. I have said more than once that I only love Mu Jingyan. I have warned her many times that I know her and I am afraid that she will hurt you. But her parents and my parents are good friends for many years, and she has not committed any heinous things. You should know her When investigating you and she hurt you, I am really angry. I really want her to get out of here, but she has an engagement with Duan family. I have to pay attention to the influence of Duan family. Maybe she will act against you. I have to protect you, so come home with me! "

"What does it have to do with Duan's family?" She frowned and didn't want to hear about Duan's family.

Li Shengrui pressed her shoulders, her eyes were serious, and her voice begged, "be obedient. Come home with me

You don't want to say, "what's wrong with her

"I" she looked up, her eyes cold and silent, "I'm going to stay at my mother's house for two days."

"Two days?" He frowned. "You still don't believe me?"

After so much talking, didn't you explain it clearly?

His credit limit in her heart is so low?

Do you really look like a liar?

Mu Jingyan didn't answer him directly, but his white and transparent face was covered with beads of sweat. There was no wind in the sultry night. It was sultry to make people sweat. "It's too hot outside. Go home quickly. I'll stay at home for two days, and when I think about it, I'll go home. "

"What do you think?" He was very upset and upset.

She didn't answer directly. She just glanced at herself with a frown, which made Li Shengrui depressed. What expression is this? Do you dislike it?

"Can't you talk to my mom about life?"

"He curled his lips." then I'll talk with you! "

Voice did not fall, stride big long legs into the corridor, Mu Jing Yan catch up with the question, "you should not want to live here tonight?"

"Yes

"No, my bed is too small!"

He looked back with a smile, "it's OK. Just squeeze it."