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Li Shengrui stood quietly in the rainstorm with his white shirt pasted on his body. Who could have thought that the domineering president of the shopping mall had such a miserable day. Let the rainstorm hit on his body, cold spread all over the body, can not help but shiver.

His eyes always stay on the second floor window, suddenly a woman arm appeared, the man's eyes a tight.

Heavy rain washed the dust of the street, dirty and dirty, but also blocked into the mountains and rivers between them.

He took out his mobile phone, sliding again and again, and finally dialed out. The rain was too heavy to hear the beep in the phone. It seemed that all the noise was drowned.

However, she did not answer.

She looked at her face without any expression.

"Mu Jing Yan! Answer the phone He yelled.

Even if the outside wind and lightning, thunderstorms, but his voice is still accompanied by the wind, under the heart of the unbearable. One year ago, the scene of my life hanging on the line was very obvious. Was the heavy rain on that day so rampant?

Li Shengrui, in such bad weather and in such a dangerous situation, you can completely ignore the lives of your wife and children. Are you really so hard hearted?

Do you love me? I believe you love me, but not so much.

Even if you let me fall to hell, we can't let our baby have any harm.

This, I can never forgive you, this is you owe the baby.

His abdomen has been touched, and you can feel it. Li Shengrui, even if you don't love me enough, how can you not love your child? He is your own flesh and blood.

You don't deserve to be the father of my child.

Even if you don't love me enough,

that accident was a pain that she could never make up for. She wanted to forget, but every time she closed her eyes, all the memories devoured her mercilessly.

She caresses her stomach, baby, you don't have to be afraid. This time, mother will fight to protect you.

Even if I try my best, my mother will protect you. Even if there is no father who loves you, I will give you all the love I have.

Use a hundred times a thousand times of love, let you peaceful birth, safe growth.

This is my mother's only wish in this life.

Downstairs, the man's voice intensified, and she turned fearlessly. Suddenly, there was a knock at the door.

She closed her eyes and got up to open the door.

Meng Junxi was awakened by Li Shengrui's earth shaking voice. He was sleepy, wrapped in a nightgown and frowned, "young master Li is downstairs."

"I know." Mu Jing Yan light response, as if the man downstairs in the rain has no relationship with himself.

Xu Baihui was leaning against the door frame to listen to him, but later came over.

"Mu Jingyan, it's not a way for you to stand still like this. It's Thunderstorm outside. It's raining down all the time. Even in a strong body, I can't bear it. I'm sure I'll be seriously ill. There is no overnight feud between husband and wife. If there is any misunderstanding between you, you should sit down to discuss, clarify and explain clearly. It will hurt your feelings for so many years. Where can there be a perfect man, a perfect marriage in this world. He "

" even if he is seriously ill Mu Jing Yan's nose turned sour and said coldly, "Secretary Xu, do you know, that time was also such a thunderstorm, rainstorm madness, I was locked in the basement, no one, a piece of black, just in the cold winter months, the rain is cold and piercing ah. I have been locked up for two days, these two days I have been immersed in the ice water, the cold has been through every pore in my body, there is no food, no drink, I call every day ineffective, call the earth should not. At the beginning, I still called for help. I imagined that he would come to help me. I had been waiting and waiting. Hope gradually turned into despair. I feel my baby is leaving my body a little bit, I pray God, don't take my child's life, if you want to take my life, please take my life. Do you know what it feels like? Do you know what it's like to be stuck in the heart? In those days, I suffered from the pain of being held up in my heart every day. I couldn't sleep every night. In my dream, there were always my children crying to me. Heartbroken, heartbroken, not enough to explain my pain. How can you understand the pain of losing my child! You will never understand! Never! "

She pointed out the window angrily, "what about him? What has that man been doing these two days? Isn't he omnipotent? Isn't he well connected? Isn't he outstanding? What was he doing at that time? Why can't we be found? Or did he not try his best to find it? Why did he do it! Did he dare to swear to God that he tried his best to find us? Dare he swear to me that he is worthy of me? Dare he tell my dead child that he is worthy of being his father? Why did I blame myself for such a long time, but didn't tell the truth, let me bear all the pressure, let me blame myself, but he, the chief culprit, was indifferent

"Xiao Yan!" Meng Junxi hugged her and patted her on the back.Mu Jing Yan's heart aches and trembles, but her eyes are stubbornly holding back tears. Xu Baihui really realized the pain in Mujing Yan's heart at this moment, even if he had not lost his child. The truth of the fact is too cruel for Mujing Yan.

Her eyes were sore and tears welled up.

Mu Jing Yan pushed Meng Junxi aside. His hands were tight, and his body was shaking. He stood there firmly. "Even if he was seriously ill, how about it? He will recover in at least two days, and my child will never come back. "

She said, tears can't help but flow down, she strong wipe tears, "you all go to sleep. It's a grudge between him and me. You don't have to worry about it. I'll take care of it. Since he likes to get wet in the rain, let's have a good shower. I won't feel heartache "

I won't be distressed anymore. He doesn't deserve it.

This mismatched marriage has left me devastated and exhausted. I look up to him with all my heart, but I am as humble as dust.

Now it's time to give up.

She was tired and didn't want to go on so hard. He was also very hard. Both of them worked hard.

Keep going if you can. If you can't go down, you can't go on shooting and scattering.

Really, no one can not leave who, the sky should be clear, the earth should turn, and the sun will rise tomorrow.

It's nice to be alone.

Think of him and Yunqing between ambiguous entanglement, think about disgusting, do not need to share a man with other women.

Xu Baihui also wanted to say something more. Mu Jing Yan raised his hand and coldly interrupted, "Secretary Xu, I know what you still want to say. I'm sorry, I don't want to hear anything. I'm tired and want to go to bed. "

Looking at her injured look, Meng Junxi was furious, tied his belt directly and rushed downstairs, "Damn it!"

How much anger did you get out of this foul word.

Xu Baihui, a look at this scene, know that Meng Junxi is impulsive again, and quickly turn around to catch up.

Seeing this scene, Mujing Yan tears like rain, tightly pursed his lips, clenched nails into the meat, the whole small face twitched because of excitement.

Even if her parents abandon her, even if her lover hurts her, she still has Meng Junxi, a friend, who always makes every effort to care for her.

Mu Jingyan, in fact, God treats you well

Meng Junxi, thank you, thank you for giving me warmth like a big brother when I was most helpless and when I was most lonely, like this shelter for me to live in.

Think carefully about the years when Li Shengrui went abroad, he was waiting for the stars and the moon every day. Every time when he came back, he seemed to live, stayed in a hurry for two days and left in a hurry. I began to accept separation. In those years, my life seemed to be waiting, waiting for reunion, waiting for separation.

Fortunately, in those years, in addition to being alone, he was lucky to have Meng Junxi with him, no matter what troubles he had. What trouble, he is the first time to appear, block in front of themselves, for their own shelter.

In fact, careful calculation shows that Li Shengrui's time with him in recent years is not as good as Meng Junxi.

Downstairs, Xu Baihui suddenly exclaimed, Mu Jing Yan a Zheng, dry tears, rushed downstairs.