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"Come on! Come on Li Shengrui rushes into the hospital with mujingyan in his arms, and puts her gently on the bed pushed by the nurse, watching her pushed into the operating room by the doctors and nurses.

He Zeyu looked at Li Shengrui, who was six gods and had no master. He came to comfort him, "you don't have to worry too much. Maybe it's normal fetal movement."

Li Shengrui looks at the wall, the whole person inexplicably decadent, the whole body relies on the back that spot, the eyes tightly stare at the front, "she just really hurt!"

He Zeyu no longer spoke, but pressed his palm on his shoulder to increase his strength.

After waiting for a long time, Li Shengrui can't wait to rush in. Mu Jingyan is finally withdrawn. Li Shengrui rushes to the front of the room and gently touches her cheek. "Wife, how are you?"

the fear on the little woman's face has not faded. After seeing Li Shengrui, her tears keep turning, and the cry becomes louder and louder. Gradually, the fear at the beginning becomes the real tears There was a great silence around.

Turn your head to the other side, trying to digest the fear and fear.

The emaciated figure was like a sharp knife, which gouged out Li Shengrui's heart.

Li Shengrui grabs her hand and feels her shiver. He comforts her softly, "don't be afraid. It's OK."

He looked up anxiously. He Zeyu was discussing with the attending doctor. The doctor came out and said that there was nothing wrong with the child, just

he just stopped behind and glanced at him.

He Zeyu gently touched him and motioned him to go to his office to talk. Li Shengrui frowned and was full of doubts. All the small movements between the doctor and he Zeyu fell into Mu Jingyan's eyes. She was so excited that she was about to stand up. "What's wrong with my baby?"

Li Shengrui pressed her to lie down and whispered, "don't move. The doctor said that if the baby is OK, it will be OK. Good, you go back to have a rest first. I'll ask about the situation and come back to tell you. "

"Li Shengrui" Mu Jing Yan tugs at the corner of his clothes, tears are still running, can not help but worry and helpless.

"Be obedient! Lie down first Cloud light breeze is clear, gave Mu Jing Yan a reassuring smile.

Put her gently down, her face is still some pale, weak body is not clearly showing strong.

Obviously, she was still immersed in her previous fears.

Tears can't stop flowing, although she tried to endure, but the tears kept calling.

"Wife" Li Shengrui frowned and pursed her mouth to shake her hand.

Mu Jing Yan droops her eyes, her face is plain white, and her voice is more and more weak. Twisted to the other side, and at the same time difficult to swallow all choking.

Li Shengrui took her into his arms regardless of her resistance. Maybe because of his warm and steadfast embrace, the melancholy spirit in his heart was cooling down a little bit before he bathed in Jing Yan. Some of the light in his eyes went out, and his eyes were like an abyss, unable to see the end and touch clearly.

All of a sudden, Mujing Yan's mouth was flat, and her tears collapsed again. The little woman in her arms was crying wantonly. She was very sad and seemed to be venting some emotion.

"Don't be afraid. Don't be afraid. I'm here." His big palm is very warm, once the brush over the back, give her great comfort.

"Husband"

the sound of "husband" seems to release the pressure for a long time. Just knowing that her lost child had a direct relationship with Li Shengrui, the unacceptable collapse and self blame and guilt for more than a year made her unable to face Li Shengrui, and even wanted to never see him again. However, the embarrassment after calming down the next day and the scene that seemed to reappear yesterday made her think that she would lose her baby again. She was afraid and timid. She was afraid that Li Shengrui would not appear. She was afraid that everything would be a dream. All of everything, all the uneasiness, all the fear, all the guilt, as if in this moment, disintegrated.

Firmly grasp his arm, constantly drill into his arms, if you can inlay into his body, is not there anything to be afraid of.

She cried bitterly and her voice changed its tune.

"It's OK." The expression on his face was gentle and soft, like a cloud, which made her heart tremble.

Mu Jing Yan sucked his nose and was still picking up. Now and then he said, "I'm sorry. But I was really scared. I'm really scared. "

"I know." He had a faint smile, which was cool and bitter.

Seeing her cry so depressed and so sad, Li Shengrui was so sad that she couldn't breathe. He blamed himself for not helping to protect her.

Her long-standing vexatious, her small temper, her awkward, nothing more than their own timidity.

When she thought of the baby who died in vain, her heart ached to death. And now this hard won baby has brought guilt and worry about the first baby from the beginning.

But who can understand the bitterness and tears in her heart?

I'm afraid no one will understand, except for the man who loves her like life.

But he alone understood, enough!

When Mu Jing Yan wakes up again, a burst of dazzling sunlight shoots into the room, and the warm sprinkles in the corner of the room.She looked up and squinted at the blue sky. Several white clouds were drifting, and the golden sunshine was shining on people. It would be nice if she could be lazy all the time.

The baby in the stomach seems to feel the mother's good mood, in the stomach happy stretch legs bend.

Smile and touch the stomach. At this time, the door opened and someone came in.

Seeing the person, Mu Jingyan looks like a child who knows her own life. Her head is low and her head is small. She is soft and sticky. The sunshine seems to have plated a layer of gold on her body.

Li Shengrui came to her and pinned a wisp of broken hair on her forehead behind her ear and asked her softly, "are you hungry?"

Mu Jing Yan shrunk his neck, his head pressed lower and shook his head vigorously.

In an instant, he nodded with embarrassment, and the cold color on his face became more and more tense.

"I've asked Aunt Chen to prepare the meal, which will be delivered immediately. Please wait for a moment."

He raised his eyebrows and grinned. His white and beautiful teeth were neat and his smile was very bright. Lazy voice with a trace of doting, fusion in the lonely night, like a wisp of feathers from the tip of my heart.

"I" she opened her mouth, but her voice was hoarse, "I'm not very hungry"

Li Shengrui frowned, touched her forehead, touched her cheek, her arm, and made sure that everything was OK. She frowned and asked, "do you have any discomfort?"

"No She said shallowly.

A gentle smile, like a gardenia like beauty and simplicity, the light from the fundus of the eyes flickered like diamonds.

For a moment, Li Shengrui was stunned.

A piece of bright sunshine falls on the white cheek, the whole person is like jade carving's general, beautiful, also cold.

Li Shengrui subconsciously wants to touch her cheek, but mu Jing Yan avoids it.

The hand that stops in midair, awkwardly shrinks.

"I'm going to see if Aunt Chen is here?"

"Li Shengrui!"

He stopped, and his back trembled slightly. After a moment, he turned to look at her with a smile, "what's the matter?"

"What did Aunt Chen do? I really want to eat some sour Smile, lovely tiger teeth leakage out.

"I've arranged it." Li Shengrui said,

his face is light, and he can't see too many emotions. Sadness and joy will not appear on it, which makes people can't guess what he really thinks in his heart.

He stood there, a moment later, suddenly said, "please believe me, a year ago, when you had an accident, I really tried my best to find you, just"

his nose closed, and his face gradually showed a disappointed expression, "because everything happened, but it is really because of my fault that you suffered so much and caused irreparable damage Things "

Mu Jingyan sits quietly on the bed, tears flowing quietly.

Listen to Li Shengrui's confession quietly.

, "I am really sorry for what hurt you, I understand what the child means to you."

means the continuation of our life, which means more important than our life, means the end of a waiting and the beginning of happiness, and everything is frothy because of the departure of the child. "I always know the pain in your heart," I said, "if I can, I will do it for you". "I am always willing to do it for you," he said. "

" means Bear all the pain. I understand that it is difficult for you to accept this fact, but please firmly believe in my love for you. I know what you said before is angry words. I accept all those words about why you married you, and about Yunqing and so on. I understand that you are angry with me

He lowered his eyes. "Anyway, I hope you don't leave me. You can scold me, hit me or punish me. I don't want you to leave me. Without you, I lose everything. Give me a chance to make up for it. Let me make it up to you and our children. I'll be twice as good to you, and all my heart to you. "

Mu Jingyan sits on one side, always not in a hurry, with a faint smile in his mouth. The whole person is like a touch of light sunshine falling here, but in the depth of the beautiful eyes, there is a touch of deep love.

Mu Jingyan knows that because of the crying, because of Li Shengrui's sincere confession, she is finally relieved.

It's just hard to accept and resent.

Now, she doesn't hate.

She certainly understood Li Shengrui's kindness to herself, which was really good.

I'm afraid no one in this world will treat himself so well.

The relationship between the two people seems to return to the pure love when they were young, and they seem to occupy the place again.

Once, I chased after him, looking forward to that beautiful.

At the beginning, also did not expect, finally one day he to his obedience, love.