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On the way back, Mu Jingyan sat quietly in his car, looking out of the window, did not know what he was thinking, and did not speak.

Li Shengrui glanced at the rearview mirror and took the initiative to break the calm. "That time, as soon as I returned home, I heard that you were missing. Just as I was desperately looking for you, I suddenly received a strange phone call. The other party said that as long as Li Shi promised his cooperation conditions, they would tell me where you were. It rained hard that day, and all the clues were hard to find. I really had no way to promise to meet with the other party first. However, I waited for the whole noon the next day, and the other party didn't show up, and there was no news from you. When I realized that I should have been cheated, they deliberately delayed time so that I couldn't find you. At this time Duan Qing called me. "

He parked your car on the side of the road, in a low voice, "it's all my fault. I put all my hopes on that negotiation. Maybe I'll find you earlier. Maybe it won't happen. I'm really sorry for you and the baby."

Side, side head looking at Mu Jing Yan, self blame look very sad, "I dare not say to you, not want to escape responsibility, I am afraid you blame me, hate me, want to leave me, so you can forgive me?"

Mu Jingyan looks at his side face quietly. The slightly raised corner of his mouth is a little far fetched. His almost perfect profile is clear. He can even see the clear eyebrows at his long eyebrows and the slight tremor of his long eyelashes. The occasional slip of his laryngeal knot indicates his hidden uneasiness.

"Mu Jing Yan?"

"Well?"

Mu Jing Yan looks at him confused.

"You just look at me and hear me?" Li Shengrui's shallow frown.

"Well."

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Mu Jingyan looked at him, then drew back his eyes, lowered his head and pursed his mouth." husband, I'm sorry, "

Li Shengrui looked at her in disbelief, looked at her eyebrows and eyes, got up, and put a kiss on her forehead. Smelling the fragrance of her hair, Li Shengrui was satisfied, and his face was full of smiles that could not be hidden.

The most beautiful emotion in the world is not how good you are, but how good you are to me. Mutual dependence is the deepest love.

Perhaps Li Shengrui and Mu Jingyan's feelings are like this.

Time flies, leaves fall one by one, with a trace of regret, in the blink of an eye is already late autumn, the weather is also slowly cold.

Mu Jingyan's stomach is already obvious. She goes to bed early and gets up early every day to adjust her work and rest time. Originally, she wanted to practice pregnant women's Yoga to kill the time. As a result, she was stopped by Xiang Ruolan without much practice. She said it was a high-risk action, which was too frightening. Let Mu Jingyan follow her to learn flower arrangement, cultivate sentiment. Sometimes dairou would ask her to go to the coffee shop they used to go to, listen to soothing light music, and live a natural and comfortable life.

"We miss you so much, Xia Si."

They sat together and chatted with Xiasi on video.

Xia Sisi was wearing pajamas without any image, staring at the chicken coop head and cutting her nails. After listening to her two words, she said with disapproval, "cut, less sensational. Your conscience is very heavy. Don't you count it in your heart? When I'm here, I'll beat and hurt me every day. If I can't see me, I'll recite mine

Dairou smile, lips light open, "miss you, she said, I did not say oh. But now I really believe in three years of pregnancy. Last week, I accompanied her to the hospital for a blood test. When she untied her coat and prepared to roll down the sleeves of her bottom coat, I was shocked. I hugged her and covered the goods with my coat. Guess what happened? It's wearing a bra over a base coat! "

"Damn it! Mu Jingyan, are you spay Superman? " Two people laugh back and forth.

Mu Jing Yan curled her mouth and watched them cover their stomachs and laugh wildly. She pretended to be aggrieved. "I felt that my brain was like a mobile phone with full memory. It was not only slow, but also easy to crash. However, my mother-in-law said that this is normal, you two don't laugh at me, maybe you two will not be as good as me then! When are you going to come back, I'll forget what you look like if you don't come back? "

"No conscience! No conscience Xiasi took a hard look at her, "I think you have a child, and you forget me completely!"

"Almost!"

"Mu Jing Yan! You are impatient to live! "

Dairou smiles and leans back. "Seriously, Xia Sisi, when are you going to come back? You won't plan to never meet us again?"

"Ah "Do you think I don't want to go back? I'm living like a thief every day. I have to sneak about everything. I dare not go to the street or buy vegetables. I order takeout every day. Even if I buy an aunt's towel, I have to take it out. What kind of life do I have! If it wasn't for Mr. Li, a living Bodhisattva, I would really go to eat the earth! "

"It's still so out of tune. What kind of care? The lady in the palace is here. She doesn't have a clue to her words! "

Hear her two chirp mentions oneself, Mu Jing Yan suddenly a Zheng, wave a hand, "have nothing to do, what did you not say?"

Dai Rou spread her hands and said, "look, I don't know what to think?"

"Ah?" Mu Jing Yan looks at her two."Oh, my God Xia Sisi almost jumped up, almost threw away the iPad, and settled his mind, "Mu Jing Yan, is it possible that your only intelligence quotient has been absorbed by your daughter. This silly girl, even your negative intelligence quotient also sucks, is not afraid that the more you smoke, the more stupid you are? "

Mu Jing Yan frowned and pointed to Xia Sisi in the iPad, "are you stupid? This is your daughter. Do you curse yourself for being a girl? Is it going to make you happy? "

Xia Sisi was stunned. Then she smirked at Mu Jing Yan, "ha ha, I know! Mu Jing Yan, you must have been empty and lonely because you haven't been with her husband for a long time

"Xia Si, are you talking nonsense again?"

"Oh, hey, I have all the children. What kind of reserve do you pretend to be?" Xia Sisi clapped her hands with indifference, "you must be empty body, which leads to empty brain! It's a chain reaction

"Xia Si, I think it's you who are empty and lonely! She's a dirty girl

"Ah Xia Si casually lies on the sofa, "do you know what is in the mind of an empty and lonely woman every day?"

Then he sat up and said, "you say I'm not suffocating, so I'm so empty and lonely? You know what? I have been doing spring eng for several days in a row? As soon as I close my eyes, I am a naked and strong man. Should I find a man to expel poison and vent

As expected, it's xiasisi. I don't care about the surface forever, but I care about death in my heart.

But when she said this, the two people had been shocked by her unspeakable words.

Xia Sixi found the surprised expression of the two people and said, "Hello! What are your expressions? Can't I find a man? What a surprise

"No!"

"That's right! But you don't have to worry! " Xia Sisi particularly showed off his bangs. "Yesterday afternoon, there was a handsome guy moving in from the opposite side. I went there. The biceps is strong. I think it's eight to nine."

he suddenly lowered his voice and said, "it's interesting to me!"

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" look, I knew you didn't believe it! Today, I opened the door to take out the garbage. The handsome man also opened the door and laughed at me. My God, that smile really hit my little heart

Xia Sisi said the spittle flies, Mu Jing Yan helplessly looks at dairou, seems to be asking for her opinion.

Dairou nodded to her and suddenly interrupted xiasisi, "xiasisi, Duan Qing is going to get married on Saturday."

The chirp of the beautiful fantasy, suddenly stopped.

Sometimes there are some things in the world that we really have to go against our conscience and original intention so that we can continue to look at them and endure them. Just like Xia Sisi, at the moment, she is clearly a little sad, some painful, and some lost. She has such mixed emotions, but I don't know who to tell her. She can only let these emotions roll in her heart, and then make her look like the wind is clear and the clouds are light.

What can she say? What can be expressed?

What I can do is to hide my heart's Xiaojiu. I still have a smile on my face that I don't care about! Is it hard for me to be a virtuous heroine for him? What's more, I've got a handsome guy from the opposite door

Mu Jingyan looks at Xia Sisi's eyes tightly, just like a deep pool that can never see the end. There is no secret and past hidden there, which tightly surrounds her. No one can approach her and warm her. Mu Jingyan seems to be able to accompany her. Such a Xia Si Si makes her feel distressed, "Xia Xia Xia, come back. Duan Qing has been looking for you. If he doesn't have you in his heart, how can he be so persistent in looking for you? I heard from Li Shengrui that Duan Qing didn't have a woman around him in recent years. If you still love him "

" what kind of love do you love? " Xia Sisi sneered and waved her hand. "I'm so old that I can't move and I can't love it anymore. In the past, he was young and ignorant. He liked to be a bossy president and self abuse. Now I want to open up, this kind of man can not afford to love. I'm in love with warm men now. It's only reliable to understand how these people live. "

Mu Jing Yan frowns, in fact, I still understand "OK. However, if you still can't let him go, you can come back to him before the weekend and make it clear that you don't want to regret yourself. "

there are some things that you can see clearly, speak clearly and think through, but you can't do it. For example, xiasisi can't forget it for seven years, but can it be relieved in just a few months?

"All right, all right. Mu Jing Yan, look at you sharpen the power of babbling. " "I loved him blind for seven years, but I kicked him in such an instant when I said I didn't love him. Even if he rolled over and knelt down to beg me now, I would not give him a chance. Don't tell me to make it clear to him. I'll never do this again

Mu Jingyan knows that she and Xia Sisi have the same attitude towards feelings. They like and dislike each other. They have no strength to try those marginal feelings. But she has always been braver and more independent than herself. She always knows what she wants.

Since she chose to let go, there must be her idea.After the video with Xia Sisi, Mu Jing Yan can't help asking dairou, "did she really put it down?"

Dairou sipped her coffee and said faintly, "it's really hard to say this kind of thing, but I haven't let go of my feelings for seven years. I put them down in an instant. Do you believe it? "

Mu Jing Yan Qiao smile Qian Xi, "I don't believe it!"