C220

Another day passed, and Meng Junxi still had no news. Mu Jingyan trembled anxiously when he thought that Secretary Xu might be leaving.

Mengxiyu finally called home.

At this time in the Li family, half an hour later, he said to Ruolan, "prepare to go on a blind date tomorrow."

Li Hanshui's eyes flashed, but he was silent all the time.

But her heart is like into a boulder, rippling, a circle swing away.

After a moment, she turned to go upstairs, Mu Jing Yan followed up, knocked on her door, "cold water!"

Li Hanshui opened the door and looked at her blankly, "what's the matter? Do you want to come in? "

Mu Jing Yan nodded and walked in. At the first glance, she probably swept Li Hanshui's bedroom. This was her first serious entry. She used to ask her to glance outside when she was eating.

Now look, it's girly.

Mu Jing Yan secretly thinks about how to open his mouth. His smile fades away, and his heart rings slightly, like a very thin string, which pops up a sigh at the bottom of her heart.

Seeing that she did not speak, Li Hanshui was even more puzzled and asked him in a voice, "what's the matter?"

Mu Jingyan felt her heart tremble slightly, and her fingertips were pale because she squeezed her fingers tightly. She swallowed a mouthful of saliva and her heart beat into a ball, but her tone was very firm, "cold water, can you not go to the blind date?"

"Li cold water is petrified.

Mu Jing Yan stares at her, and Li Hanshui's eyes flash, a touch of ridicule and disgust in the air like an invisible sword, light but ruthless stabbed at Mujing Yan.

"Cold water!" Mu Jing Yan looked at her expression change, pursed her lips and thought for a long time, "I understand your feelings, but you can see that Meng Junxi loves Secretary Xu, you must see it!"

Mu Jingyan's words are like a needle in her heart. The delicate and lingering pain slowly diffuses, which makes her even have some slight difficulty in breathing. She slowly opens her mouth, "I know how, how do I not know? Now it's him who is going to have a blind date, and I haven't forced him! "

"But you should understand that he is not going to make a blind date with you sincerely. He loves Secretary Xu so much, how can he not love her for such a short time and be willing to go on a blind date with you? "

Li Hanshui body a shake, her face is blue and white, tightly bite lips, drooping face, appear a trace of cold water smile. Such cold water is very painful.

How can you hide your feelings after living together for so long?

"Mu Jing Yan, what do you mean She had a slight sneer in her voice. When the last sentence came out, a smile appeared in her mouth. "I admit that I'm not as beautiful as her. I don't have her temperament. I can say that nothing is better than her? But what can this do? Is it because I am inferior to her that I am deprived of the right to love someone? "

The voice in her throat was choking and shaking. "I didn't put the knife on his neck to force him to make a blind date! He volunteered. What does it have to do with me? "

"Cold water!"

"Get out of here!" Li Hanshui pointed to the door and pushed her out, "you go out for me! I don't want to see you, I don't want to hear you, get out of here

The anger in the heart is more and more rising up, the cold in the voice instantly magnifies, "go out!"

Then the door was slammed shut.

Mu Jing Yan stood at the door, but would not give up persuasion, "cold water, you listen to me! I just want you to understand that it only hurts you. Even if he is willing to marry you, dare you? Can you accept that he loves others and marries you? This will only do you more harm! Wake up

Li Hanshui chuckled, his lips were a trace of sarcasm arc, but also in an instant tears, the heart of the pain such as raging sea waves, the moment crazy rolled her, such as drowning in the water, chest were squeezed pain, simply unable to breathe.

She asked, choking, "what about you? Why don't you give up when the whole world thinks you don't deserve my brother? If things don't happen to you, you take it for granted to criticize me. What qualifications do you have? "

Mu Jing Yan eyebrow heart is unable to change the melancholy cloud, "cold water, I know you like Meng Junxi, but you can't be emotional, and pay for the happiness of your life. You should know clearly that emotion is like a double-edged sword. If the other party can't give you the emotion you want, then you should cut it off decisively. Ambiguity will always hurt others and yourself. "

"Go away!" A heartrending roar came out, followed by a choking whimper.

"You should go to Meng Junxi about this. Is it useful for you to talk to me so much? What has changed? "

Mu Jing Yan has nothing to say for a moment. She tries to contact Meng Junxi, but he doesn't answer the phone at all.

It seems that Li Shengrui has to contact him.

Meng Junxi is obviously evading now. He dare not face the reality.

She didn't know why it turned out like this.

"Cold water, I just hope we are happy."

With that, Mu Jingyan turns around and sees Xiang Ruolan standing at the entrance of the stairs. She should have been standing there for a long time. The four eyes of the two people were numb, and they all saw the bewilderment, helplessness and fear from each other's eyes."A moment later, Mu Jingyan put aside her eyes and hung her head. Her long thick eyelashes fell on her pale eyelids like butterfly wings, which covered her eyes. She did not speak and went directly into the room.

Now she doesn't like it. After more than a year of running in, the family finally had a different change because of the hard-earned treasure in her stomach. Xiang Ruolan was no longer critical of herself, and Li Hanshui gradually opened her heart to herself, and the family lived happily together. During this period of time, her heart seems to be filled with warm honey, sweet and warm.

But all of a sudden, everything seems to be back to the origin. No one understood her, everyone was alienated by the little secret in their heart.

This feeling is really bad.

He is to Meng Junxi and Secretary Xu to be able to re reconcile and efforts, but ultimately also to let cold water have a better home.

Why is it not understood?

She closed the door and didn't turn on the light.

She seemed to have fallen asleep. She didn't even feel li Shengrui's coming back. Li Shengrui came back and made a deliberate murmur for fear of waking her up.

When I open my eyes again, it's already noon. The sleepiness is getting worse and worse.

Maybe it was yesterday that I was worried too much, so I slept very deeply today.

Hearing the sound of Li Shengrui taking a bath, she rubbed her sleepy eyes, staring at the confused hair and went to the bathroom. She could not wait to know that he had not contacted Meng Junxi, and investigated when Secretary Xu left.

Just walked to the bedside table, his mobile phone weak light flashed, she thought, or picked up the phone.

Open.

She was stunned for a moment, staring at the information on the screen of her mobile phone.

Li Shengrui opens the door and sees her expression. She wipes her hair. Her heart suddenly sinks. An ominous premonition spreads in his heart and crawls all over his body.

"Li Shengrui, can you tell me? What do you mean Mu Jing Yan's hysterical questioning.

Li Shengrui takes the mobile phone, frown heart twist city a group, have a kind of heart difficult to open feeling, heavy eyes look at her.

What do you mean by sending a message to Secretary Xu? What else have you not told me? " Mu Jing Yan stares at him with cold eyes.

Li Shengrui has no waves and no waves in his eyes, just like a calm deep sea, but the hidden undercurrent under the calm surface makes people feel inexplicably frightened. Mu Jing Yan worried about things finally happened.

"Xu Baihui's plane today should have gone by now."

"What! Why didn't you say it earlier? " Mu Jing Yan flustered to call Meng Junxi.

"Meng Junxi, please, please answer the phone quickly! Why don't you answer the phone! "

But no one answered, she pushed Li Shengrui open the door downstairs, but did not find no one at home, "where are the people?"

Aunt Chen came out of the kitchen. "They're all out."

"Where have you been?"

"It's a blind date!"

"When did you leave? Where is it? "

"They've been walking for more than an hour, like they're in some cafe."

Mu Jing Yan took the coat and was about to go out. Li Shengrui grabbed her, "don't worry, you don't even know how to find the place?"

"Don't touch me!" Mu Jing Yan fiercely shook off his hand, "I think I can do it myself. I don't need you to manage it! Li Shengrui, are you going too far? "

Li Shengrui's expression is stiff and stiff, but the helplessness of his eyes flashed, "I know where it is, I'll take you there!"

Said, quickly to Mu Jing Yan wrapped up, take her downstairs, put her into the car, fasten the seat belt, two people in the snow shuttle.

Li Shengrui is concentrating on overtaking. Mu Jingyan looks at the outside world, and has an indescribable feeling in his heart.

The frown of tiny frown, clenched hands, revealed her inner uneasiness.

Li Shengrui whispered, "don't be afraid. It's OK."

Mu Jing Yan nods, continues to side head silence.