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On the day of Meng Junxi's proposal, Bai Zilan went to Li's group and found Xu Baihui. She said a lot, said that she would not agree to their marriage, said how difficult it was when she gave birth to Meng Junxi, that she almost died on the operating table, said how much she loved Meng Junxi, said she wanted to give him the best life, and talked about Xu Congan.

Bai Zilan said that when she left Xu Baihui's father, she was sorry for him and had nothing to do with Meng Junxi. As a mother, she begged Xu Baihui to let Meng Junxi go.

Xu Baihui shakes his head, and two lines of clear tears flow down.

She said, auntie, love no one sorry who, only who do not know how to cherish who. You gave up my father, but now I can't give up Meng Junxi.

White Catalan angina pectoris fierce, her face pale, non-stop flow of virtual sweat, supporting the wall slowly left.

Xu Baihui hesitated because of her empty back. But later witnessed Xu Congan and Bai Zilan's meeting, let her collapse.

Xu cong'an can't forget Bai Zilan for so many years. He has been possessed by the devil. He can't tell whether it is love that can't be forgotten, or the hate that can't be forgotten. So this time when he came to Y City, they met.

But it's not pleasant.

It is said that that day, Xu Congan even shed tears. The "old man" whom he has not seen for decades has long been a matter of changing things and people.

Love and hate intertwined for decades, still fresh in memory, but also vague.

After decades of hardship, I thought I had the capital to stand in front of her again, and I could laugh at her for not being married, but I saw her happiness.

Some love, is complete, even if not love will also natural and unrestrained blessing.

Some love, is the destruction, even if does not love also wants to torture.

Xu Congan is paranoid that the woman who accompanied her for a long time in her most difficult time should be deeply rooted in her heart. Her love is so deep that she should be unforgettable until she dies.

On that day, he released the cruel words which had been suppressed for decades.

Bai Zilan had a heart attack.

That day, Xu Baihui stood outside the door, listening and crying. Then he saw Bai Zilan pushed out and Xu Congan's lonely back. Suddenly, he felt that he was really poor. It seemed that he had been trapped in the past memories for so many years. He thought revenge would bring him pleasure. Unexpectedly, it was a double-edged sword that hurt others and stabbed himself 。

Later in the morning, she received a call from Xuzhou Liang, saying that Xu Congan told her to go home immediately.

As soon as she went downstairs, she saw Meng Junxi's breakfast carefully prepared. Suddenly, she was afraid that all these wonderful things would disappear.

Those beautiful memories, those deep embedded in her heart of affection, but at this time mixed with the pain of Acacia, such as a sharp blade, mercilessly cut her heart, let her be in agony.

She begged Xu Congan to let him go, but Xu Congan's stubbornness was beyond imagination.

His favorite woman was robbed by that man. How could he allow his daughter to be robbed by the man's son again? His pride and self-esteem are absolutely not allowed.

The next day, Li Shengrui found out that it was Meng Junxi who went to s city to find Xu Baihui.

I arrived at Xu's house.

Xu Baihui is not at home.

He refused to leave, guarding the villa of the Xu family day and night. After a few days, he still did not see Xu Baihui.

Unexpectedly, on the sixth day, he received a phone call from Meng's family, saying that Bai Zilan was too worried about his heart disease recurrence and admitted to the hospital. At the moment, he was in a contradictory mood. On the one hand, he loved himself as the mother of life, and on the other hand, he loved her like a life woman. Finally, he deeply looked at the Xu family and left.

Meng Junxi returned to Y City and went directly to the hospital to see Bai Zilan.

When Mu Jingyan arrives at the hospital, Meng Junxi just comes out of the ward. The whole person is not good, decadent and listless. His once sunny smile is bitter and farfetched.

"Meng Junxi." Mu Jing Yan pulls his sleeve, the sound is like mosquito sound.

He laughed. "Come to see my mother? Come on in. She's awake

He took out his cigarette from his pocket and shook it in front of her. "I'll have a cigarette first."

Then he left.

To Ruolan to see his decadent back, silently shook his head, Mu Jing Yan curled his mouth, asked her, "Ma, white aunt's disease can be good?"

"Well, she has been suffering from it for decades. Your uncle Meng took her doctors at home and abroad to see it all over the world, and they couldn't get a radical cure. Usually it's very good. Although Meng Junxi used to spend time and drink outside, it's all within their control range. Although she hasn't been stimulated too much, she will occasionally be gasped for pain. "

Xiang Ruolan politely knocks on the door and pushes the door in. Bai Zilan is lying on the hospital bed talking to Meng Zhongye. When she sees them coming, she waves to show her tenderness.

"Better?"

Xiang Ruolan sat down. Bai Zilan's face was still pale. She looked powerless. She nodded and pulled the corners of her mouth with difficulty, "ah, I'm old. I can't accept it. In the past, when I was young, I could control my temper. Now I get excited when I talk about children. I always run to the hospital. You're worried about it. "Tone sounds more relaxed, to Ruolan looking at her, also understand her words in helpless.

Bai Zilan looks at soft, in fact, she is a strong woman.

"What do you say you're always so excited about? Children's affairs "to Ruolan looked at Mu Jing Yan, and then said the words in his heart," when the children are in charge, let them deal with it by themselves. Children and grandchildren have their own happiness. How can you manage everything? You see, at the beginning, I didn't look up to the girl. I didn't let her into the house. It's quite pleasant to look at. Just let that girl in. Maybe all the problems will be solved. "

White Catalan LAN pursed lips, seem to want to say something, but there are hard to speak, do not know how to say.

Xiang Ruolan continued, "let the children solve their own problems. Whether they can be together or not, it depends on their fate. As for Xu Congan, you don't have to care too much. Even if something happens to him, it will be a disaster for the two children. It's hard for a man to live a life without any difficulty? Can you fix all the problems for him? What's more, maybe these two kids are here to help you out? Maybe it's all arranged by God? "

"You don't know Xu Congan, he"

"just listen to me." To Ruolan interrupted him, "Xu cong'an how much trouble can he make? You just don't know anything, let him sing a monologue by himself

Bai Zilan's eyes narrowed and her face changed constantly. She was silent for a while and said, "but,"

"not so many but!" She patted her to Ruolan and said, "sometimes things are very simple, and those who are in the game are obsessed. You think things are too complicated. In fact, if you think about it, if you protect Junxi excessively, is it really good for him? Does he need your protection? "

Bai Zilan frowns and opens her eyes. There are some things in her eyes that are not clear. She thinks of Meng Junxi's haggard appearance just now. Where else is she once full of high spirited and confident, she sighs.

"Maybe you're right."

"I must be right!" Xiang Ruolan relieved his breath and winked at Mu Jing Yan.

Mu Jingyan listened to Ruolan's eloquence. His head was clear, and his eyes had already flashed the light of hope. In an instant, it was like a flame, and suddenly it burned up. His heart was full of strong smile and full of joy. I couldn't help but give her a thumbs up.

Bai Zilan sighed, "in fact"

"huh?"

She squinted at her, and her eyes began to freeze. "In fact, I did one thing that day. I told the girl about Junxi's blind date. I saw her figure downstairs that day. I estimated that"

Xiang Ruolan was stunned, and then sighed, "you are confused. How can you do such a thing

White Catalan low head, some regret said, "I was also drilled the horn point. One heart thought let her leave. I went to Li Shi and told her that Junxi was going to have a blind date. Later, she told me that she was leaving Y City. Who knows that she still went that day. Will she feel sad when she sees Junxi go on a blind date Mu Jingyan a pair of eyes tightly fixed on Bai Zilan, the muscles under his face suddenly jump, the blue veins on the forehead burst out, and his lips opened and closed. "The last time Secretary Xu misunderstood Meng Junxi and cold water for a blind date, he and Meng Junxi were uncomfortable for several days. This time she saw it again, she must be sad to death!"

So instead of going to the airport that day, she went to a blind date?

Is it possible that you haven't left yet?

Isn't it bad!

Mu Jing Yan quickly gets up and goes out to find Meng Junxi, but he doesn't know where he went.

I called quickly. But Meng Junxi shut down again.

The winter snow in Y City has been on and off for a month.

And this month for Meng Junxi, it seems like a century, he kept running back and forth between Y City and S City, he looked for the corner of two cities.

He even doubted whether she had long since ceased to live in these two cities? But if not, where can we go?

After thinking about it, I found that she really knew very little about her, even her favorite place.

Therefore, he even where to find her are so uncertain, so confused.

All he can do is to call her, send her text messages and tell her that he misses her very much and wants to miss her very much.

Every time the snowflakes were flying, he would tell her once.

Just remember, she said she loved snow.

Want to see the snow together.

He promised to accompany her to watch the snow every year, but he failed her.

Xu Baihui, where are you?