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Chapter 193 - Leave

He Ruiting disappeared for an entire month before returning to the He family for the first time.

When he came in that day, Su Jinyi was downstairs eating breakfast and was helping Nanny Lin pack up her things.

She looked at He Ruiting who was slowly walking in from the door. She wanted to call out to him, but it felt like she was stuck in her throat and she couldn't say a single word.

He Ruiting did not even look over, it was obvious that he noticed a living person standing here, but he did not have any intentions of doing so, and directly walked towards the stairs.

Su Jinyi watched his back as he slowly disappeared from her line of sight, and her nose turned sour as she cried.

But she quickly wiped the tears from her cheeks as if nothing had happened.

After finishing his business downstairs, Su Jinyi walked up the stairs with a heavy body. After walking up a few flights of stairs, she bumped into He Ruiting.

Su Jinyi still felt that it was better to say something, after hesitating for a moment, her mouth opened, wanting to ask him "How was your life".

But before she could even say the word "passed", He Ruiting had already walked past her as if there was no one else present.

His steps were firm, and he did not look like he was going to stop at all.

Su Jinyi looked at his back that did not turn back at all, and could not utter a single word, nor was he prepared to say a single word.

A few days ago, she wanted to leave again, but she couldn't let it go.

Because she felt that He Ruiting might still need her.

The most important sister in his life had left. Wasn't it too cruel for her to leave without saying goodbye at this time?

But now, it seemed that she'd thought too much.

Maybe her leaving now would be a form of relief to He Ruiting.

But where could she go?

Su Jinyi thought for a long time, then knew that she had no choice but to trouble Xiao Qiu again.

When she dialed Xiao Qiu's number, she was touched, because Xiao Qiu had talked about her worries for the past few days.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Qiu." she said apologetically on the phone.

"It's nothing, Sis Jinyi. I know you're not well either."

"You … You got it? "

"I... After meeting Manager Duan once, he roughly told me a little about him.

"Yes." In that moment, Su Jinyi really wanted to tell Xiao Qiu the truth. She wanted someone to know that she was innocent and that she was implicated.

But could she?

He Yiyi was already dead, if she said those words right now, she would definitely be deemed as deliberately framing her, let alone "the dead being the big boss".

Thinking about these crazy difficulties, Su Jinyi still swallowed the truth.

Hearing Xiao Qiu say that she had met Duan Yunxuan, Su Jinyi braced herself and said: "Quickly, tell me, what did Yun Xuan ask you to do? Did I confess to you? "

All the small happiness was a lifesaver to her, even if it was someone else's happiness.

Xiao Qiu was surprised, she did not expect Su Jinyi to easily guess what happened, but she felt embarrassed, and after a while, she remained silent on the other side of the phone.

"What is it? "Did I guess wrong?" Su Jinyi continued, "And here I thought I understood Yun Xuan quite well, looks like I was overthinking it. Xiao Qiu, don't worry about my words."

"That's not it..."

Xiao Qiu finally could not hold it in anymore.

"Hmm?"

"Sis Jinyi, you guessed right, but … "He's not confessing, it's just that …"

Seeing Xiao Qiu stuttering, Su Jinyi also struggled to listen to her.

"What's going on? Is it still my straightforward and mischievous Xiao Qiu? You don't really like him, do you? "Only in the real world can you say what you are thinking and what you are feeling."

Su Jinyi's words were not wrong at all. At that time, she had also really fallen for He Ruiting.

"Sis Jinyi, I'll go look for you."

"Alright, I am about to leave as well. Actually, I called you to get you to help. "

"Go?" Where to? You fought with the Boss He? "

Su Jinyi didn't know how to answer this question. The current her would rather she argue with He Ruiting, but in He Ruiting's eyes, she was nothing more than air.

Xiao Qiu, I want to borrow your town's house to live in for a while longer. Leave this place, I'm homeless.

That's right, she had completely fallen out with Su Jingran, the Su Family would never be able to return, but He Ruiting making Su Jingran kneel in front of her, finally made her vent her anger.

Just that, if Su Jingran knew that she was once again abandoned by He Ruiting, she would definitely wake up from her sleep laughing, right?

Su Jinyi rubbed her head, she did not want to care what others thought.

Life is your own, and only you know what it feels like.

"Alright, Sis Jinyi, if you need it, of course I will agree without hesitation. However, will you still be able to leave secretly this time? Have you discussed it with the Boss He? "

Su Jinyi was speechless.

Last time, she had tried everything to escape.

But this time, she carried her luggage and got on the carriage in front of He Ruiting, so He Ruiting would not even glance at her.

Just like today, in He Ruiting's eyes, she was no different from the air.

"En, don't worry. This time, there's no need to trouble you to help me escape. He won't interfere."

"I'm not afraid of trouble, I just don't want you to get hurt. I always thought that you two had made up, but who would have thought that so many things would happen. Sis Jinyi, you said that the two of them truly loved each other, but why is it so hard to be together? "

While Xiao Qiu was lamenting, Su Jinyi was thinking about how she said "love each other from the bottom of her heart".

What is true love? Was it because they weren't afraid of sacrificing themselves? For the sake of both sides?

She, Su Jinyi, had sacrificed before, and she had achieved it, but she hadn't thought that she would be smashed into pieces again when she returned.

Maybe this was their fate, if she was destined to be with He Ruiting, then it was probably because they had no right to be together.

It seemed like this opportunity was coming to an end.

That night, Su Jinyi sat on the sofa downstairs and waited for He Ruiting to return.

If he came back, she thought, she would tell him what she was leaving for.

She did not expect to hear the words' why '. She just wanted to personally tell him that she had made this decision, so that he would no longer worry about not being able to get along with her.

Her leaving, to him, must be the best decision.

However, from nine till three in the evening, there was no sign of her coming home …

Deep into the night, Su Jinyi got up tiredly. Looking at the gigantic He family villa, it was completely silent, as if she was the only one there.

It was luxurious and empty.

There had once been love here, there had been a return. And now, with that helplessness, she was going to leave this place forever.

She understood that she, Su Jinyi, would never come back.