Chapter 458

Can a half dead heart heal? At the thought of this, Yan Nuoqi couldn't help being more bitter. She and Ouyang Jin should be impossible again!

After all, she has said that today, and she can't let go now, so let it all end!

Yan Nuoqi closed the window sadly, went back to bed, pulled on the quilt and forced herself to sleep.

But lying in bed, those painful things pestered her again and again, making her unable to breathe.

How good would it be if you could choose to forget these things? So you don't have to be so painful!

But why is it so clear? Everything is so clear. The sweetness with Ouyang Jin and the bitterness when betraying are so clear, as if it happened yesterday.

I can't think about it anymore. Everything is in the past. I can't think about it anymore!

Yan Nuoqi forced herself to throw out all the messy things in her head. She couldn't let Ouyang Jin harass her. She couldn't!

As soon as Yan Nuoqi was excited, she pushed everything off the table and scattered it on the ground, making a huge noise.

Yan Nuoqi saw a messy ward, and her fatigue suddenly surged up. She didn't want to clean up. She just sat on the hospital bed with her legs and looked at the moonlight outside the window in a daze!

Why does she become less and less like herself now? It was clearly not like this before! In the past, you could face everything calmly, but in front of Ouyang Jin, everything was so fragile!

Ouyang Jin took her heart, but she crushed it. Now she's just an empty shell without inspiration and heart!

Tears keep falling down my cheeks. I don't want to cry, but I'm always so frustrated! How disappointing!

Gradually, Yan Nuoqi felt tired of crying and fell asleep on the bed!

The next day, the doctor went to the ward and saw a mess. He was surprised, but he didn't say anything.

"You can leave the hospital today! Take good care of your health after you go back. You are two people's body now. You can't be stimulated any more! " The doctor looked at Yan Nuoqi as a person and thought it might be a single mother, so he gave detailed instructions.

"Thank you, doctor. I see!" The person who made her angry and painful is no longer around her. Even if it is difficult, she will not go to Ouyang Jin! Yan Nuoqi suddenly felt that at this moment she was desperate for Ouyang Jin. She might still love him, but she couldn't come back to him.

She dragged her luggage and walked alone on the road. People came and went in groups, but she was the only one. She looked so small and lonely in the crowd!

forget it! Whatever it is, she is willing to bear it!

When yannuoqi dragged her luggage back to the downstairs of the apartment, she saw Liu Feng leaning against the car and lighting a cigarette. It seemed that she had been waiting for a long time.

Yan Nuoqi didn't know what kind of feeling she felt at the moment. After all, after so much pain and loneliness, there was someone waiting for her here, waiting for her specifically.

Liu Feng obviously also saw Yan Nuoqi. He ran over and grabbed Yan Nuoqi's shoulder. His voice trembled and said, "where have you been? Do you know I'm worried! When you go to the hospital, the doctor says you have been discharged from the hospital, and no one answers your cell phone. Can you not disappear suddenly? "

Yan Nuoqi was caught by Liu Feng and had some pain, but when she saw Liu Feng's anxious appearance, she suddenly felt that she wanted to laugh. It was a moving smile.

"Pain..." Yan Nuoqi couldn't help shouting.

"Sorry, I..." Liu Feng realized that he was too excited at this time!

"It's okay. I know you care too much about me!" Yannuoqi smiled.

Liu Feng sighed helplessly: "since you know I'm worried about you, why do you disappear quietly! Don't even tell me such a big thing as hospitalization! "

"I..." Yan Nuoqi didn't know how to answer. After all, how could he tell Liu Feng such a complex and chaotic thing clearly, "it's a long story! If we have time, let's talk about it another day! "

Liu Feng knew that Yan Nuoqi was avoiding. She always said to talk about it another day, but in the end, she wouldn't mention it again, but this thing was unlike other things that could make her perfunctory.

Liu Feng grabbed Yan Nuoqi's shoulder as if he had made a great determination and said, "Nuoqi, in fact, I have seen Ouyang Jin, just last night!"

"Have you seen him?" Yan Nuoqi asked with some trembling.

"When I was at the bar last night, I saw him with Shu Qi!" This is a fact, a very cruel fact. He could have chosen not to say it, but if he wanted Yan Nuoqi to give up his heart to Ouyang Jin, he had to say it.

Yan Nuoqi only felt that she was as painful as being shot through her heart by thousands of arrows!

Why did God remind her again and again of the betrayal she didn't want to mention? Why tell her again and again that she is the one who was abandoned?

"Nuoqi..." Liu Feng saw Yan Nuoqi's appearance of fainting, quickly held her and shouted with worry.

After a while, Yan Nuoqi opened her eyes, pushed Liu Feng away and said bitterly, "I'm fine. I just can't accept it for a while! You know what? I know he betrayed me and fell in love with others, so I divorced him at the beginning, but in fact, there has always been a small idea in my heart that he did not betray me. In fact, everything is just my unilateral idea, so I proposed to divorce him. I hope he can tell me that everything is false and his heart still loves me! "

Speaking of this, Yan Nuoqi closed her eyes and smiled at herself: "but I waited so long, I just said I didn't care. In fact, my heart has been waiting for an explanation from him, but I waited so long, so long, and finally he signed the divorce notice!"

"At that time, I told myself that this was his answer, which was the truth, but in fact, it was all self deception. I thought that even if we got divorced, we still loved each other most, but on the surface, we were not together, but I was really naive, too naive!" Yan Nuoqi had tears all over her face, but she kept talking. She didn't know whether it was Liu Feng's words or the things that had been pressing in her heart these days, which turned everything into tears and crying.

Liu Feng looked at Yan Nuoqi with a sad and painful face in front of him. He wished that he could bear the pain. He didn't want Yan Nuoqi to suffer at all.

"Nuoqi, those are the past, all the past..." Liu Feng hugged Yan Nuoqi and comforted him softly.

Yan Nuoqi struggled in Liu Feng's arms and shook her head desperately: "why betray me, why abandon me, why don't you give me an explanation! Why don't you come here to see me! What did I do wrong? What did I do wrong? Why did I do this to me... "

Liu Feng felt that Yan Nuoqi's tears had soaked his shirt, making him feel the bitterness and heaviness of tears. Why should such a good woman bear such pain?

"Nuo Qi, it's Ouyang Jin who doesn't know how to cherish. All this is not your fault, not your fault!"

"Then why did he let go, why... Ah..." Yan Nuoqi cried hysterically. Perhaps there has never been a moment that can release all the pain and depression like now!

"Because he doesn't deserve it, he doesn't deserve such a good you. You're so good. There should be better people to cherish, but Ouyang Jin doesn't deserve it!" Holding Yan Nuoqi's face, Liu Feng took out his handkerchief and gently wiped her tears. Such a woman is gentle and elegant, like sunshine and angel. It should not be owned by a man who doesn't know how to cherish like Ouyang Jin!

"But why do I still think of him?" Yan Nuoqi asked bitterly. If she could forget, she would rather give everything, as long as it was no longer so painful.

"Nuoqi, believe me, one day, you will completely forget that man, because I will treat you better instead of him and treat you twice as well as him. I won't make you feel wronged and don't let you cry again!" Liu Feng knows that this time may not be the best time to express, but he can't bear to stay silently with Yan Nuoqi. Seeing that she always cries for another man, he hopes to dry the tears on Yan Nuoqi's face with his warmth and soothe her inner sadness!

Yan Nuoqi was overwhelmed by Liu Feng's sudden confession. She forgot her tears and pain. She knew that Liu Feng had always had some thoughts on her, but she didn't expect Liu summit to say it at this time. She thought that the two people would always accompany each other as friends who knew themselves.

"Liu Feng, I already have Ouyang Jin's child. Are you willing to accept it?"

Although Liu Feng was ready, he still felt a pain when he heard about Ouyang Jin's children, because he knew that Yan Nuoqi could not let Ouyang Jin go. Now he has another involved child in it, so it is likely that Ouyang Jin will be involved with Yan Nuoqi in the future!

But for yannuoqi!

Liu Feng took a deep breath, grabbed Yan Nuoqi's hand, and said quietly but solemnly, "Nuoqi, I know you may not believe what I say now, but I will use my actions and a lifetime to let you know and understand that I love you more than anything. I think I love you. I am willing to accept this child, even if you will be involved with Ouyang Jin all your life, But as long as you can be by my side, other things are not important! "

After listening to Liu Feng's words, Yan Nuoqi shook her head desperately and broke away from Liu Feng's hand: "Liu Feng, you can't, we can't be together..." she said, and she kept retreating until the whole person was pasted on the wall.

"Why?" Liu Feng approached Yan Nuoqi and asked painfully.

"Are you worried about children? I will really treat the child as my own child. I will be good to you and the child! " Liu Feng thought Yan Nuoqi didn't believe in herself, so he desperately stated.

Yan Nuoqi shook her head: "I'm not because of this..."

"Why is that?" Liu Feng grabbed Yan Nuoqi's hand and forced her to look directly at herself.

Yan Nuoqi was forced to look at Liu Feng. She could clearly see the firmness and depression in Liu Feng's eyes.