How could he be Cao Ming? Yes, how could he... Why did he say he was not... Nothing... Thinking of this, Fang Yan squatted helplessly on the ground and cried loudly, attracting the eyes of the surrounding workers. Why? Why do you always abandon me, cheat me, and make me think you're dead but you're alive? Why did you tell me you would take me away, but you left me without saying a word? Why did I find you? You said you didn't know me? Why, Cao Ming, why did you do this to me... What you said, except death, leaving in any form is betrayal, so what is it now, what is it! Thinking of this, Fang Yan suddenly stood up and shouted Cao Ming regardless of the tears on her face.
At this time, the assistant ran to Fang Yan from a distance. Please control your emotions. I brought you here to work. This is not a place for you to spill! The assistant turned Fang Yan around and looked at her tearful face. He no longer had the heart to scold her. He silently put on his handkerchief and took her away.
Ding Yaling looked at Fang Yan crying through the window and couldn't say how happy she was. Cao Ming, watching your beloved woman suffer for you, I'll see how long you can endure.
After coming back for several days, Fang Yan always went to work in the company with swollen eyes. Zihan advised Fang Yan to ask for leave several times to go back to rest. Dialect shook her head stubbornly.
Ask her what's wrong, and she always doesn't say anything. She is like this, stubborn and distressing. Ding Yaling never came back to the company after that day. Gradually, the company heard the news that Ding's shares had been acquired, and people were terrified for a time. Fang Yan stands outside the construction site every noon, secretly observing the people inside, watching him squat in the corner like other workers at noon, drink water, wear dirty clothes and wipe sweat with a towel. She is strange and familiar.
In the past, how could Cao Ming do this? In his memory, he was as dazzling as a diamond and as warm as the sun. How could he bend and stretch to work on the construction site, and how could he turn a blind eye to her tears. For a long time, people on the construction site also know that outside the door is president Ding's secretary, waiting for Xiaoyang, who saved her amnesia last time.
Xiao Yang is the name everyone gave him, because his smile is bright and warm like sunshine. As the days passed, Xiao Yang also noticed Fang Yan's existence. When he saw her, he would say hello politely, but he was never closer.
Once Fang Yan stood at the gate of the construction site again.
Cao Ming was working very hard to move bricks inside, sweating like rain. Fang Yan was distressed to see it and stayed until the end of the work in the hot sun.
As the workers were working very hard, no one noticed the beautiful little sun. Now work is over. Fang Yan has been standing in the scorching sun all afternoon. Her face is pale and her skin seems to be diluted. Soon someone came up and asked him, "is Xiao Yang tired. Stand like this. "
Fang Yan was pale and shook her head. "I'm not tired. Thank you for your concern."
She held a bottle of cold soda in her hand. It was cranberry, sour and sweet. Cao Ming used to like it best. Now I don't know if he can afford it? Fang Yan thought and felt worried for a while, and kicked the bottle of soda tightly.
It's too hot for her to make the soda hot.
Thinking of Fang Yan, she couldn't help but go to the gate of the shed. A worker hurriedly stopped her and asked her, "Miss, what are you doing here?"
Fang Yan bit her lips and said pitifully, "brother, I'll find someone. Let me in."
The worker looked at her and probably thought she didn't look like a bad person, so he agreed, "OK, go in, but don't stay with you for too long. Go and come out right away. "
"Yes, yes." Fang Yan nodded and went in with gratitude.
As soon as she went in, the dust choked her for a while and made her more worried. How can Cao Ming condescend to live here? Life here is so hard. Is he used to it?
Fang Yan saw that Cao Ming was building bricks in very hard. Then smooth it and put it away. She was filled with anxiety again, and hurriedly ran up to wipe Cao Ming's sweat with her sleeves. "Are you okay?"?? Cao Ming. "
But Cao Ming's surprised eyes greeted him: "Miss, do you recognize the wrong person? Who is Cao Ming? I am a very ordinary migrant worker. "
Although Cao Ming has been looking directly at herself without any evasion, Fang Yan still keenly sees the trace of evasion and guilt in Cao Ming's eyes. It seems that he is still willing to recognize himself. Fang Yan smiled and reached out to pass the soda to Cao Ming“ Do you want to have some water? I bought it for you. "
Cao Ming took a gulp of gulp and drank it up. It seemed that it was broken. Fang Yan painfully wiped his sweat with her white sleeve. But Cao Ming escaped“ Don't touch it, it's dirty. "
Fang Yan suddenly feels hurt. Why doesn't Cao Ming like physical contact with herself? She stood wrongly staring at Cao Ming. Cao Ming bowed his head and began to work again. "You don't have to come in the future."
"Why?" Fang Yan felt very, very sad.
Cao Ming lowered his head and didn't look at him“ Nothing, I just want to say, in fact, I don't deserve your love now. "
Fang Yan stayed where she was.
She stared at Cao Ming in amazement.
She thought Cao Ming had something to hide.
But what is it? She doesn't know, and Cao Ming doesn't say.
She opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but she swallowed the sentence when it came to her mouth. What could she say? What else could she say? Cao Ming just didn't want to see himself, but what else could she say if she didn't say it for a reason.
Fang Yan remembered that at that time, Cao Ming said to herself, there are other reasons why I pretended to die except you.
Take another look at Cao Ming. He is working with his waist bent. He doesn't look at her. But Fang Yan felt that he felt very guilty about himself.
That's why I don't even look at myself.
Fang Yan said softly, "don't worry, I know, I believe you."
Cao Ming, you have something to hide.
That's why you don't recognize me, right.
She turned and walked out of the shed. The cold wind blew on her face, but somehow, tears still burst out uncontrollably.
Fang Yan walked out of here slowly and came to an indifferent cement open space.
She looked at the empty sky. And the cold wind.
Suddenly Fang Yan looked at a familiar figure in pink.
She almost cried out. It was Ding Yaling.
She watched Ding Yaling take off her glasses and looked at herself.
No matter how terrible the tiger is, it has to face it and can't hide. So Fang Yan walked over carefully with a smile and called respectfully, "Ding is always good."
Ding Yaling slowly put on her glasses. Fang Yan felt that she couldn't help slapping herself in the face.
Ding Yaling bit her teeth and said word by word, "I saw what you were doing today."
"You went to find Cao Ming again, didn't you?"
The voice was very small and calm, but Fang Yan felt that there was deep anger in it, so she said carefully, "yes... President Ding..."
Ding Yaling said coldly, "don't go there again in the future." She said in her dark high-heeled boots.
Fang Yan bit her lips to cry“ Ding Yaling... You can't do that. "
"Show someone a dejected look!" Ding Yaling suddenly shouted fiercely, "you cry, you cry, you cry to me, then who do I cry to! It's all you! It's all you dog men and women! I just got to where I am today. "
Fang Yan was too frightened to speak.
"In short, don't go to Cao Ming again." Ding Yaling's anger calmed down a little, and then stepped into the doorway: "get in the car."
When Fang Yan sat on the bus obediently, Ding Yaling glanced at her inadvertently“ If you go to Cao Ming again, I'll make you never see him again! "
Ding Yaling sat silently. She and Fang Yan were speechless all the way. Fang Yan has been sobbing. She didn't bother to pay attention to her. Anyway, the cry wasn't very annoying. What's more, she was very happy to see this woman want to cry but don't dare to cry.
Ding Yaling clutched the leather dress she was wearing.
So far, her hatred for Cao Ming has been far greater than her love for Cao Ming. It's all him! It's all him! Why didn't he think about himself when he ran away? Just think of the bitch sitting by his side crying all the time, isn't it! Men are selfish things. Thanks to her heart broken and sad for such people.
Cao Ming, Cao Ming, you ungrateful man, go to hell!
She cursed fiercely.
Looking at Fang Yan, who was crying weakly and helplessly, Ding Yaling suddenly felt a trace of fear. At the beginning, when this woman lived with herself? At that time, they were really good friends with each other... But now... Forget it. This woman robbed her man and should have died.
Ding Yaling bit her lips.
She decided. She went to see Cao Ming. She wanted to ask some things clearly.
Cao Ming, Cao Ming, don't avoid me like Fang Yan this time!
She pulled the door aside and said to the driver, "stop the car. Take Fang Yan back. I'll go somewhere."