While waiting for you Yuze to come, he took out a cigarette and smoked one by one.
It's not easy for him to make this decision. It should be said that it is too difficult.
Once it's settled tonight, he won't even have a chance to look back. No, he couldn't have seen it. He didn't even have the chance to listen to her voice. He could only go as far as he could from her.
That idiot, she will miss him, he will miss her.
Hearing the knock on the door, he quickly put out the smoke, got up to go to the door, open the door, outside is you Yuze.
"Let's go out and talk." Situ customs clearance door, the front left.
"What do you want me to do? I'll see Yu Jing first. "
"Let's talk first, and then we'll finish."
Situqing and he sat down at the fitness equipment in situ Feng's yard, took a cigarette from his pocket and handed it to you Yuze.
They lit up their cigarettes, and after a few puffs, situ Qing began to speak: "do you really like Bai Chi Chi?"
"What's the matter?" You Yuze asked.
"Don't ask me! I'm asking you, do you really like her Situ Qing's tone is very bad, just like interrogating a prisoner, which makes you Yuze uncomfortable.
However, he still said: "like, very like, from her first day to help me, like her for six years."
When he said these words, situ Qing had been observing his expression. He wanted to judge the truth of his dialogue from his expression and tone.
"Will you take care of her?" He asked again.
"What do you mean? You don't give up on her because she could be blind at any time, would you? You son of a bitch, how does she like you You Yuze gritted his teeth and said, without hesitation, he stretched out his fist and was easily caught by situ Qing.
"How can you take care of her when I'm so impulsive He threw him aside and continued, "she's not going to be blind at any time. She's blind. So... "
"So you don't want her? You're a man, too? What else can I hear from you? What you say is Farting! If you don't take care of her, well, I'll take care of her, and you'll never see her for the rest of your life. " You Yuze said that he was going to take Bai Chi Chi away from his upstairs.
Such an excited attitude, it seems that the weight in his heart is indeed very heavy, he entrusted her to him, should be able to rest assured.
Besides, there is also him, even if he is not good to her, he can help her in the dark, and she will live well.
"I'm going to lose sight of her. In the future, I just want to see her, and I can't see her. I'm going to donate my cornea to her." Situ Qing gently a word, let you Yu Ze immediately Leng on the spot.
He stopped and turned back in disbelief, looking at him like a monster.
"Don't be kidding. Where can a healthy person donate a healthy cornea? If there is no legal support for this kind of donation, you should know that no doctor dares to do it for you without legal support. "
Situ Qing waved his hand and said, "this is not what you should worry about."
"I'm calling you tonight to tell you that I'll give her my cornea tomorrow, and she'll still be healthy. You promise me, will take good care of her, take care of her for life. If you dare to abandon her or treat her badly, I will kill you When he said that he should be killed, his eyes were sharp and he was not joking.
You Yuze silent down, he returned to his side to sit down, half a day to say the next word.
"Do you really have a way to get the doctor's permission to donate your healthy cornea to her?"
"I have."
"Since you can make such a sacrifice for her, why don't you live with her all your life? Frankly speaking, although I like her very much and feel very much in love with her, you let me make a choice between her and my eyes. I'm afraid I can't be so selfless. I am selfish is one reason, another reason is that she does not love me, she loves you. It's you who she's been waiting for so many years. You have to think clearly, she is between the eyes and you, will be more willing to stay with you, or really want to get light
Si Tu Qing thought that if Bai Chi Chi Chi knew the cornea was donated by him, she would certainly not accept it.
If she was asked to choose, she would certainly say love.
But can love give her light? Can you make her eat the food safely in her mouth? Can she walk without wrestling?
No matter how thoughtful he was, he couldn't replace her eyes.
Let her hate him, just as she has hated him for the past six years. But she can have a free life, she can take care of her parents, she can do everything by herself, and can realize her ideal.
He didn't want to talk to you Yuze too much. Whenever he thought that she would hold hands with this guy, he would still be jealous.
Maybe love always has a selfish side, after all, he is a tardy man, not her father, can not do her with other men, he is indifferent."I've made up my mind, you don't have to say anything else. You have to promise to be nice to her all your life, and you can never tell her that I donated her cornea. She won't have the heart, and as a result, she may want to take care of me. So, not telling her is the best choice. You have just graduated and don't have much money. I will give you two a sum of money and live a good life. "
You Yuze once felt particularly helpless for the loss of Bai Chi Chi. He wished he could keep her until he was old.
Now, if he accepted the suggestion of Si Tu Qing, would he look a little mean?
He added: "you don't have to feel guilty at all. On the contrary, I want to thank you. If no one likes her now, I can't trust her out. If I do, I will have worries. thank you! You can leave now. Don't look at her tonight. There will be more opportunities to see her in the future. "
You Yuze stood up in silence, unable to tell what kind of taste it was. Anyway, he was very tangled and couldn't figure out whether it was right or wrong to cooperate with situ Qing.
If one day he knows, will he be blamed?
But he wanted to see her again, she really can't see, really let him not bear heart.
In the past few years with her in her home, he knew too much about the inconvenience of blind people. He shouldn't let her be like her parents.
He took two deep breaths and said dully, "well, do as you say." With that, he left without looking back.
Situ Qing stopped him, ran forward, and finally said to him, "I still hope to be with her in those days when she has not recovered after our two operations."
You Yuze nodded solemnly.
Si Tu Qing was very bitter in his heart. He pushed her away with his own hands once again. After that, he lost the right to see her openly.
"Don't worry, if one day I have a chance to get the cornea to recover sight, I will not abandon our agreement today and come back to rob her with you, provided that you are good to her."
When you Yuze left, situ Qing sat alone for a moment. He looked at the equipment he used to exercise every day and the lights in the community.
After tomorrow, his world will be dark.
He wants to see more of his little idiots while he can see.
Situ Qing saw situ yuan at the door. Their eyes met and their heads dropped.
"Really don't let her know?" Situ yuan saw you Yuze at the gate of the community. He could guess what situ Qing meant. He was afraid that Bai Chi was entrusted to him to take care of him.
"Well, go in. Don't let me know."
Situ Qing went back to the room. Xin Xiaozi pulled him out and whispered to him, "Bai Chi ran away. You are responsible. You have to be more intimate with her, so that women can have a sense of belonging. I always think that she is so polite to you that you don't sleep enough. "
Rao is at this time, situqing's heart is heavy again, also by her words to thunder live.
Situ yuan also heard her daughter-in-law's unspeakable and endless talk. He grabbed her arm and yelled in a low voice: "sleep, you will know to sleep. Go back to my room to sleep!"
"Don't you want to sleep with me again? It's not convenient for my aunt today Situ yuan looked at his brother awkwardly. His brother also looked at him awkwardly and went back to his room.
"Honey, take a bath and we'll go to bed." Si Tu Qing said softly and held Bai chi chi up.
He bathed her every day since she was blind.
Maybe he was afraid that she had just lost her sight and was not in the mood. Although he was angry, he didn't make love with her.
A few days ago, Bai tardy came to the big aunt, touched the change of sanitary napkin is not good, Neiku was infected with blood. Situ Qing said that he would throw it away, but he was reluctant to waste it. Later, he washed it out for her.
When she left, she thought she would never be held by him in her life.
Bai Chi's heart is extremely happy to be held in his arms again.
"Qing, why are you so stupid? Can't you let me go? Is it necessary to take care of a blind man all his life? "
No matter what you become, I will take care of you, but I can't take care of you in the future.
"Who is willing to take care of you for the rest of your life? Do you know how much you weigh, holding you every day, think I don't dislike it? I just don't mean to abandon you, otherwise I would have thrown you out. If you run, I'll be cheaper if you run. "
Bai hesitated to smile happily. She remembered that this guy had a very hard mouth before.
How good before, in Wen if not ill before, they are so good.
Why so much suffering recently? How she hopes to have a time shuttle to take her back to the past.
In the bathroom, after carefully adjusting the water temperature, situ Qing helped her take off her clothes and gently pushed her under the sprinkler head.
Warm water from the white head to her feet, her hair black black, emitting a healthy luster.Her skin became whiter after being drenched with water. Her small mouth was slightly open, and her lips looked particularly ruddy.
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