Chapter 1407

"Yes, uncle Wei." Chen Yuan saw Uncle Wei's expression a little unnatural, and she couldn't ask any more.

Anyway, everything is in dad's essay. It's clear if you go back and have a look?

"Well, Beibei, I'll take you home! If you have anything you don't understand, just call me Uncle Wei saw that it was too late.

Chen Yuan nodded: "good."

After returning home, Chen Yuan held the cowhide envelope tightly, and her heart beat so much that she could hardly stand it.

Here is Dad's mood, is his record, what will be inside?

It must be about mom and Liu Luping!

Is there anything about growing up?

Chen Yuan thought more and more nervous, she put down the envelope, went to the bathroom to wash a cold face, and then came out.

Chen Yuan felt that inside the envelope, there were countless tiny blood vessels beating on the surface.

Look, I'll see it right now!

After taking a deep breath, Chen Yuan went to pick up the envelope, opened the envelope, and pulled out an old notebook from it.

This notebook was often seen by Chen Yuan when she was a child. It was a very simple brown hard leather cover with three golden words on it.

Is this dad's essay?

Chen Yuan stroked her heart once and again, then opened her notebook trembling.

On the title page, the worker wrote, "my diary."

This is Dad's handwriting!

Chen Yuan's tears welled up immediately.

If you turn to another page, it's really a diary written by my father, as well as time and weather.

The date of the first diary was on the day of Chen Yuan's birth.

Yu Zhenhai is still full of joy and happiness because of the birth of his daughter. He wrote down in detail the appearance of Chen Yuan just born, her wrinkled face, her crying voice, and the danger that she almost caught the doctor's sleeve and was taken off the operating table.

Chen Yuan looked at it and couldn't help laughing. Her father was so happy when she was born!

He loves himself.

But why didn't dad write about mom? Isn't a man supposed to thank his wife very much at this time?

Chen Yuan began to complain about her mother's injustice.

She turned to the second page, this time, a week had passed since Dad's first diary.

"Beibei is ill, jaundice of the newborn. I'm very scared."

The first sentence scared Chen Yuan, behind is how the father worried, how to stay up all night.

Dad had a hard day, but what about mom?

Later, she finally saw a sentence: "she would quarrel with me at this time, saying that I was impatient because I already had a daughter, and the second daughter didn't matter. She was so angry that I gave Beibei to the doctor and let them do whatever they wanted."

Chen Yuan couldn't help crying. She felt that her situation didn't matter. Her poor mother had just given birth and had to face her father's cheating and the damned illegitimate daughter.

Page by page, Chen Yuan's expression slowly changed.

He began to complain about his father, sympathized with his mother, and hated Liu Ruping with the continuous reading.

How could that be?

Chen Yuan couldn't believe her eyes.

It turned out that the third party, who used the mean trick, was not Liu Luping, but his mother!

Moreover, even their own existence is very ironic!

In Yu Zhenhai's essays, detailed records of Song Zhen in order to be with him and made a variety of shameful behavior.

Poor Liu Luping, who was unmarried and pregnant at that time, suffered a lot of white eyes and sarcasm, and was blind because of her grief.

However, she did not give up the child in her stomach. She risked the world's public opinion and gave birth to her own love.

Chen Yuan saw her father's helplessness and bitterness. It turned out that he stayed in this indifferent home for his own sake and stayed with his mother!

Chen Yuan now deeply felt the pain and struggle in her father's eyes. How painful he should be!

Deep love of the woman and daughter can not go close, but around the woman and daughter is a responsibility.

How does it feel? Chen Yuan can't imagine!

"My God, how could it be like this?"

Wrong too far, the father must want to wait until he grew up to tell the truth, unfortunately, he did not wait for that day to be killed by his mother!

Chen Yuan felt the pain in her heart. She didn't dare to blame her mother, because her mother was also very poor. She had paid her whole life's tears and painstaking efforts, but she couldn't get what she wanted.

But she felt that the saddest person was herself!

Holding a firm belief, I always believe that Liu Luping caused her family to fall apart, but in the end, I didn't think that the one who hurt others and yourself was actually my mother!It's up to you to take the blame, which is probably the case!

And mother not only suffered a lifetime, but also killed the poor innocent father, this is how ridiculous!

Chen Yuan felt that the sky was going to fall. Everything she had always believed in was overturned. Everything she did was a terrible joke!

"Beibei, my daughter, you are going to university soon. My father is very happy and proud of you! From then on, you will be able to leave our quarrelling family, you can spread your beautiful wings and fly high in the blue sky

Her father's last day made Chen Yuan burst into tears.

She knew that if her father had not been for her, he might have left her mother to find Liu Luping, or he could have watched Bai Chi grow up.

But now think, father's life is how sad.

A deeply loved woman, a natural daughter, never see each other in this life.

But the woman who hurt him gave birth to a daughter that he had to love.

Chen Yuan thinks her mother is really too much.

"Dad, I was wrong. I almost killed your grandson!"

Lying on her father's notebook, Chen Yuan was tearful, remorseful and regretful, which made her have a headache.

Really damned, if not to see this essay, he is still struggling in the mire of revenge, hard to extricate themselves.

In the recollection of Liu Siping's kindness, she has experienced some traces of her kindness.

They are so gentle women, no wonder the father will always be unable to let go, they are worthy of love!

On the contrary, his mother used despicable means to fight for a man who did not love himself, and bound his life.

What's more, she even planted the seeds of hatred in her daughter's heart with lies. How can such a personality defect compare with Liu Ruping?

If you are in the father's position, you will choose the gentle and strong Liu Ruping, rather than the vicious and selfish mother!

No wonder mother's eyes before death are so terrible, it turns out that she is holding such a purpose to treat her daughter!

The more she thought about it, the more sad she felt. From the beginning to the end, she was a figure who should not have appeared. If she was not herself, her father could be free, and her mother could be freed earlier.

If it was not for herself, Xin Xiaozi's baby would not have died in the womb, and Bai Chi would not have separated and combined with situ Qing.

So many sins, all from a mother's words, a curse!

Chen Yuan immediately felt that her hands were covered with blood. She stood up trembling and stumbled to the balcony.

The high top floor overlooks the night view of the whole city. The places with bright lights and dim and lonely places are not the places to go.

What does a person who shouldn't exist still stay in this world?

Chen Yuan barefoot, lying on the railing, looking at the foot of those small pedestrians and vehicles, suddenly want to fly down.

As my father said, you have beautiful wings, why be imprisoned in this earthly world?

What's more, it has brought endless pain to so many people. What is the qualification and face to continue to live?

"Bai Chi Chi, Xin Xiaozi, I'm sorry! I bring you the harm has been irreparable, or let me in the afterlife again... "Chen Yuan murmured.

She suddenly stopped, sneered, shook her head and said, "funny, if you really want to seek forgiveness, why do you say so much nonsense?"

If you want to die, you can die. No one will care, or they will be happy because of her free jump!

"Jingling..." the telephone rang suddenly.

Chen Yuan frowned, who would want to get himself at this time?

"Is it uncle Wei?"

Chen Yuan doesn't want to pay attention to it. Anyway, she has already figured out that it's better to die smartly than to live to bring troubles to others.

But the phone kept ringing, and Chen Yuan closed her eyes and sighed.

Why can't even death be clean?

Back in the room, Chen Yuan picked up her mobile phone and saw that it turned out to be Mr. Xiao's call. She was shocked to think of a thing.

No, if he died like this, no one would remind situ Qing that there was a powerful enemy full of hatred for him hiding in the dark!

Once situ Qing was plotted by master Xiao, it would be hard for her to live a long time, because she and situ Qing really love each other. They are husband and wife on the same boat. They should be in the same boat and share the same boat.

At the moment, Chen Yuan suddenly has a feeling of Indescribability and ambiguity in her dialogue.

It was the love between sisters. It was strange and familiar, which made Chen Yuan tremble slightly. She wanted to make up for it and protect her only relative in the world.

He has made so many mistakes, which has brought much pain and sadness to Bai Chi Chi's life. If he gives up his life like grass root, it is not worth cherishing, but what should Bai Chi do?Situ Qing can't be overthrown by master Xiao, otherwise he will be implicated to Bai Chi Chi.

Chen Yuan tried to calm herself down and connected the phone.

"Yu Beibei, you can get in touch with Mrs. Ju next week and give her the latest information. Then she will send someone to find Bai Chi Chi."

"What are you looking for?" Chen Yuan was shocked.

"Don't you forget it so soon? What do you want her to do? It's natural to kill her with one corpse! " Xiao Ye's people said impatiently.

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