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I had thought that as long as it was long enough, I would always forget my miserable past, but I was wrong. What I desperately wanted to forget had been haunting me like a nightmare, especially since my relatives, led by Hu, had tried to ask me for money for every reason ever since I began to appear in public as a company.

I, Ye Qianya, in this life, hate people who use my past to threaten me the most!

But they reminded me over and over again: As long as you, Ye Qianya, live one day, you should never forget your dirty and dirty birth!

Yes, as they say, I'm not some natural daughter who returned from overseas with a gold spoon, but I'm a" bastard "left behind by a poor woman who was raped by a man.

My mother didn't want my father not to love me. I was kicked around like a ball and no one cared about me. Everyone laughed at me and trampled on me, as if my existence was something they used to tease me with. Not only that, everyone who was good to me would end up with terrible consequences, such as my grandparents and my late husband …

I was curled up on the sofa, holding a bottle of an unknown year's worth of red wine and pouring it into my mouth. I just wanted to get drunk so that I could temporarily forget about the nightmarish past.

For some unknown reason, as his consciousness gradually became blurry, what gradually appeared in his mind was a memory of the past that became clearer and clearer …

I grew up with my grandparents. I've never seen my parents, and every time I ask about my grandparents, they just smile and say nothing.

At the time, I thought they were joking with me, but when I grew up, I realized that their laughter was so forced, so painful.

The family of my grandparents were poor, but they had never suffered from me. They treated me very well. If there was anything good, they would always be reluctant to eat it, so they gave it to me.

Later on, when I grew up a little bit more, and my grandparents were in bad health, my biological father's wife, Hu Gui Lian, came to take care of me.

I thought that Hu Quilan was my mother and always followed her around trying to please her, but no matter what I did, she didn't like me. Behind my back, I often like to do this and that, and sometimes I get insulted by all sorts of bad words.

But strangely, in front of my grandparents, Hu Gui Lian was unexpectedly nice to me.

Later I learned that my grandparents had promised her the house in her name as long as she could raise me properly.

After my grandparents died, Hu Gui Lian brought me home.

Her daughter and son hated me and would slap me every time I called Hu Gui Lian's mother.

They called me "the Bastard."

It wasn't just them. At that time, other than myself, everyone in the neighborhood knew about my background, so they all looked at me with a different light in their eyes. Children my age never played with me.

From the idle talk of the neighbors, I learned my own life.

It turned out that Hu Gui Lian wasn't my real mother at all. The only reason my mother gave birth to me was to send my real father to prison, while I was just a trash that shouldn't have existed.

Knowing my own past, I finally understood why Hu Gui Lian regarded me as a thorn in the side of his eye no matter what I did.

I knew that this kind of life would probably leave me stuck for the rest of my life, so my only belief at that time was to study hard.

My grades were very good. In the early days of the junior high school, I was admitted to the city.

I wanted to read, and at that time my teacher told me that reading was the only way to change my fate.

However, the only method was crushed by Hu Gui Lian.

She didn't want to spend money for me to read. To her, being able to give me a mouthful of food every day was already a huge gift. I really shouldn't have asked for more.

So no matter what I asked for, she was completely unmoved. Her only thought was to leave me in the house for a few years to sell to the foolish son of the rich man in the next village for the betrothal gift money.

Just when I thought my life was going to be like this and that I couldn't resist at all, an unfamiliar couple suddenly came to Hu Guilian's house and said they wanted to adopt me.

They gave Hu Guilan a sum of money, saying that they could continue to provide me with books and treat me like my own daughter, hoping that Hu Guilan would let me go. Hu Guilan was born to be open-minded about money, and seeing where the money went, she agreed without a second thought.

From then on I left the house and followed the strange couple to a big city.

At first they were really nice to me, because they didn't come out of nowhere and really thought of me as their own. They buy me all kinds of beautiful clothes, prepare my own room, dress me up as a little princess... Although I came from the countryside, with a deep self-abasement, but they have been trying to use their love to convert me.

But the good times didn't last long, and in my third year at their house, they had children of their own.

After they had children, they stopped paying all their attention to me or even caring about me the way they used to. To them, I became a nonexistent person, even a little superfluous.

Their children had grown up today, and the burden on them was getting heavier and heavier. To them, I was a burden, so they didn't consult with me and just sent me straight to a friend of theirs.

The friend's surname was Li, and they already had a girl about my age, but their family situation was much better than the couple who adopted me, so they agreed.

I couldn't get used to it at all, going from a strange environment to a strange one.

You could say that he treated me and his own daughter the same way. But then, as I grew older, the way he looked at me became more and more out of place, and then, no longer satisfied, he just looked at me strangely and began to molest me.

I knew that if I wanted to change my fate, I would have to study hard and leave this place.

It wasn't easy for me to get a job at a famous university, but Uncle Li's daughter, Li Wei, was not on the list.