"What's your real name?" Long Zijin pressed on the button for the elevator, looking at me who had my head lowered as I followed behind him, he casually asked.
"Yi Yi, the concubine's daughter." I repeated the name in a low voice. Why do these people have to ask me if I have a name? I also want a good name, but I don't choose these.
I simply lowered my head, and firmly spat out two words: "Yi Yi!"
The elevator opened with a "ding" sound, and a long corridor entered his sight. It was not crowded at all, and he didn't know how many levels higher it was compared to the other hotels. Long Zijin sneezed. It was unknown if it was because of his sensitivity towards the air or because he had caught a cold, but he frowned slightly.
"Here, don't catch a cold." I took out a tissue from my bag. Sister Yuan had said to be meticulous, and even if she didn't like the customers in front of her, she would still pretend to be concerned about them.
Long Zijin shot a glance at me, and knocked away the tissue in my hand, the sudden force caught me off guard. I have not succeeded in everything Sister Yuan had taught me, it seems my cultivation is still not profound enough. I silently picked up the tissue on the floor and threw it into the trash can at the side. I was obedient like a obedient pet. No matter what happens, I have to stay calm.
He also gave me a suffocating sense of oppression. When I accidentally made him unhappy, I would be crushed like an ant.
After entering the suite, I instantly felt that I was very small, yet Long Zijin acted as if he was home. He casually threw away his jacket, put on a pair of slippers and lazily laid on the sofa as he looked at me. How could I know what to do? Should I talk to you now or pour you a cup of tea? Wait and see why he's acting like a babysitter.
"Come here." Long Zijin's voice was extremely magnetic, he who was half lying had a special kind of male charm to his Adam's apple.
I felt that my hands and feet had nowhere to place them, so I stood in front of Long Zijin with my head lowered.
Everything in front of me was like an illusion. It didn't matter what color it was, I could only feel the pressure and inadequacy in front of me. This door cut off the chaotic world outside, and I had no choice but to obey.
"Young master Long, what are your orders?" I forced myself to say it, and I felt my head buzzing.
Young Master Long looked at me like I was a prey. His strong hands pinched my cheeks. "What? You don't know what to do?" His tone was full of ridicule. It seemed that Young Master Long really treated me like a young lady who was easy to deal with between men. I didn't bother to explain and just looked at him, unable to avoid his gaze.
Long Zijin hurt me so much, he is truly a violent person. With such a gentle and clear appearance, who knows what color is in his heart, or maybe it's just black. This feeling of entering a wolf's den makes my entire body feel uncomfortable.
"What do you want to do directly? Don't look at me with such lousy eyes." The hare would bite if it was forced into a corner, but how could the hare in the cage resist? No matter how angry it was, it was useless.
Long Zijin sighed, he sat up and smiled at me: "You owe me two hundred thousand, how are you going to repay me?"
This laughter made me feel uncomfortable all over. That two hundred thousand was given to him by himself, how could I pay it back? I can do it with my willpower, but there's no such thing as a pie falling from the sky. Somehow, I owe Long Zijin two hundred thousand. This money, to him, is but a small consumption of his money, but in front of me, it's a huge sum of money. This is the first time that I have felt so deeply that the gap between the rich and the poor is so great in this society.
"You can't pay me back, if you want to kill me or cut me into pieces, feel free to do so." I made up my mind. Fuck you, are you trying to force me?
Sure enough, as I expected, Long Zijin knew that he didn't have the money to provoke me, so he looked at me with a sweeping gaze, as if he wanted to see through me. This kind of uncomfortable feeling, tsk, if it wasn't for Long Zijin, I would have already made my move.
"Go take a shower. I don't like having sex with dirty people." Long Zijin raised his eyebrows and looked at me like a playboy.
I was really tired that night. I wanted to take a bath a long time ago, but being ordered to take a bath by Long Zijin was like completing some sort of mission that couldn't be defied.
When I walked to the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror. Is this still me? The peach blossom makeup that was already stained red made me look extremely depressed. Sister Yuan said it's a pity that I can't become a celebrity with my face, but how can I become a celebrity that easily? I'm just a girl who doesn't even have an easy time living.
"Yi Yi..." I looked at myself in the mirror, like a different person, a person I didn't want to face. "How did you become like this?"
The sound of the tap water muffled my sobs. Casually putting on a makeup, he looked at his own appearance which seemed completely different from before. Interesting, am I going to sell myself for two hundred thousand yuan? I was still disgusted with myself. Walking out of this bathroom after taking a shower would change everything.
I thought about what the Sister Yuan had told me before, that the most important thing for us to do now is to make the other party happy. We were only trading our skin for the other party's momentary pleasure, but if the other party's mood is good, we can also get a higher reward.
Why is it so hard to earn money? I clearly didn't do anything, yet I have to bear all the debts. It's so unfair to pay back those two people who aren't fit to be parents.
"What's the use of thinking about it …" I suddenly felt a little ridiculous.
The bathroom door was flung open from the outside. Long Zijin, with a towel wrapped around his body and his upper body naked, stood at the door. Without saying a word, he walked over to my side. Looking at the warm water in the bathtub, I unconsciously took a step back. I knew there wouldn't be so many things left to think about, but now that Long Zijin is in front of me, his entire body is filled with a dangerous and tempting aura.