?? Time is the most terrible thing. Sometimes I wonder if I will become the person I hate the most.
I don't know whether the changes in Sister Yuan are good or bad, but I believe that there will be a day when Sister Yuan will be able to live a good life with me.
"Yi Yi, let me tell you some good news. I've found a job." Blacky looked at me excitedly. It was as though it wanted to share all the happy things that happened to him.
"Oh, got it." My tone was light as I tried my best to show that I wasn't really interested. Originally, I thought that Blacky would be very tactful, but I didn't expect it to continue talking about his matters.
"Let me tell you, I finally got a job, and it seems to be pretty good. My salary is also very high." Little Black looked at me with a beaming smile. "If I earn money in the future, I'll be able to live a good life with you."
I really don't know where Xiao Hei got his courage from, he actually thinks that just because he made money he can live a good life with me. I still owe Long Zijin a lot of money. I feel like I don't even know how to write the words good days until I'm clear on Long Zijin's arrears.
"No need. You just have to live your own life. Don't worry about me, okay?" I rolled my eyes at Blacky. Why is this person so ignorant?
I didn't want to be stuck with Blacky anymore, so I went upstairs and locked the bedroom door from the inside.
I let out a long sigh at the door, but I didn't feel sorry for it. To be honest, Xiaohei and I had no feelings at all for each other since a long time ago. Back then, it was just that we were too young and didn't understand anything, so I really never thought of Xiaohei coming to my place.
I don't know when it started, but I felt like I was used to living alone, as if I was happy when I was alone.
I really don't like situations where there are a lot of people.
I quietly lied in my room. Recently, I don't need to always go to the night scene, and even studio doesn't need to go there often. After all, I am currently injured, so I need to rest quietly for a period of time.
I wonder what Long Zijin is doing now? My head is full of Long Zijin's voice.
I looked at my phone, hesitated for a long time, and finally called Long Zijin.
"Hello?" Long Zijin's voice from the other side of the phone was as pleasant to hear as ever.
I feel that I am already almost infatuated with Long Zijin. I feel that his every move and his voice is extremely intoxicating.
I don't know how others view Long Zijin, but in my heart, she is the best person. Perhaps when you really like a person, all the judgments you have towards them will change.
I feel that I have already forgotten about Long Zijin, and that he is especially perfect for all unfavorable situations. However, I will never know how he sees me, or perhaps he is just treating me as a shadow of someone.
"It's fine. I just wanted to tell you that I'm back." I replied to the voice on the other end of the phone. Actually, I know it doesn't matter to him whether I come back or not, but I just want to hear his voice.
Long Zijin gave a bland Oh, as if everything I do has nothing to do with him.
On the other end, I thought I heard a girl's voice.
"Young Master Long is so annoying. Did you hang up …" A delicate female voice was obviously not my imagination. I faintly sighed, what Long Zijin was doing now was already obvious.
Without waiting for Long Zijin to speak, I hung up. Seems like I had disturbed him.
After hanging up, I felt like my mood had dropped to the bottom.
Maybe I am really hopeless, why did he let me meet with this kind of situation when my opinion of him had improved?
I slammed the pillow against the bedroom door, but it was always soft, and no matter where I hit it, it didn't seem to hurt at all. Maybe Long Zijin is that door, and I am that soft pillow.
Whatever Long Zijin does has nothing to do with me, I comforted myself.
Just when I was bored out of my mind, Little Black knocks on my door.
Due to what happened just now, my temper was especially violent. I shouted towards the door, "Are you f * cking crazy? Scram! Don't bother me."
I don't know why I would say such a thing to the innocent Xiao Hei.
Blacky looked very innocent as it stood outside the door. An Jing didn't utter a single word and just lightly knocked a few times.
I felt as if I had gone too far, dragging my slippers to open the bedroom door.
"Yi Yi... I just wanted to say, I've given you a pot of soup to cool down, take advantage of the heat to drink some. " Blacky had a pitiful look on its face, as if everything it did was for my own good. However, I didn't appreciate it at all.
I looked at Little Black in front of me, and suddenly felt that it was extremely warm. No matter how unkind Long Zijin was to me, there was someone by my side who had always been willing to protect me.
It's a pity that many things can't go back to the past. If I was still in my hometown, maybe I would really be together with him. But now that I've left that place and have a new life, maybe he really shouldn't bother me anymore and disrupt the ripples in my heart.
I tried my best to smile at Blacky. Blacky was a very simple person. When it saw my smile, it also smiled, as if I wasn't the one who hurt him just now.
"I'm sorry." I helplessly sighed before following Blacky downstairs.
Blacky only looked at me and smiled honestly, not blaming me at all.
Actually, Blacky is a good man, but it's a pity that it met me. If there was a girl together with Blacky in the future, she would definitely be especially happy.
I drank the hot soup from the bowl as my mind was filled with that girl's voice from before. I didn't know what that woman looked like, what kind of person she was, or why she was with Long Zijin.
I found that my jar of vinegar had really been knocked over, but this jar of vinegar was completely meaningless.
"Little Black, what do you think about loving someone?" I smiled wryly as I looked at Blacky, who was busying itself in the kitchen.
Blacky looked at me with a smile and said, "I don't know what it feels like to love someone, but I know that I like you and am willing to do anything for you. As long as you're happy, I'm happy as well."
"But that's just like it." I bitterly smiled as I returned. Xiao Hei really doesn't know what love is. He just purely likes me and remains the same as before.