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?? As I watched Long Zijin finish drinking the water, I actually felt a little happy in my heart, as if I was doing something for him.

"Are you alright?" I tried to ask Long Zijin if he was afraid, but he felt a little uncomfortable.

Long Zijin just looked at me coldly, and didn't say anything for a long time.

Although my words hurt the cold of June, it made me feel even worse to be ignored.

Just as I was about to leave, Long Zijin called out to me.

"You really don't want to know what I think of you?" Long Zijin's tone of voice is so cold that it frightens me.

However, I still stopped in my tracks. Rather than escape, I might as well face it head on.

"What are you looking at me for? You should have already told me." I looked at Long Zijin with a bland expression, but my heart was already in turmoil.

Honestly speaking, I care about what Long Zijin thinks about me more than anyone else. After all, I like him, but he refused to reveal it to me after a long time, and he also didn't want to communicate with me anymore.

Long Zijin let out a long sigh, looked at me and said, "I have always felt that she was still living in this world, and the moment I saw you, I felt that I had found her."

As Long Zijin said that, he suddenly laughed at himself.

Looking at Long Zijin, my heart ached. Actually, I couldn't blame him for this, after all, I only looked like someone.

"I know." Although I left without looking back, and Long Zijin seemed to want to pull me along to say something, I did not listen.

When you opened studio, my mood dropped to the lowest point.

When I got home, Blacky was already waiting for me at home.

I looked at Blacky who was sitting on the sofa and didn't say a word. I didn't know what he was doing here at this time. So much had happened that night, and he was still here.

Blacky looked at me and said smilingly, "You're back. It's my fault for coming back so late at night." I'm so worried about you. "

I can't remember a thing about Blacky when I see it. I really don't know what it's doing here at this time. I don't want to see him at all, okay?

"I know what you're doing right now. Come with me if you want. I'll give you a good life." Blacky was sitting on the sofa and suddenly said these words to me without any warning, which gave me a fright.

I really don't know how Xiao Hei dares to say these words. He actually wants me to leave with him.

I originally thought that Xiaohei really didn't have any feelings for me anymore, but now it seems that he was still thinking about me.

I don't know why so many people keep thinking about me, maybe I'm better looking, but I've never treated this as my own capital. If I wanted to, I wanted to live a normal life in a normal family.

"I can't even go with you. I still have a lot of things to do, and I don't like you at all." I don't even like myself when I see how ruthless Blacky is, "I said." Our relationship used to be a thing of the past. I was young then, but now I'm grown up. Please let me go, and please don't stay with me any longer, I'm not used to it. "

I decided to ask Blacky to leave my place as soon as possible. He was with me every day, and I really couldn't take it anymore. I always felt that having another person by my side was a burden, and even if he treated me really well, I couldn't take it anymore.

Blacky looked at me blankly for a long time. It probably didn't expect that I would suddenly sigh and leave. It thought that it said something wrong and immediately apologized to me.

"Yi Yi, I'm sorry, I was just …" Xiaohei hasn't finished speaking, but I don't want to continue listening. No matter what he says, I don't want him to continue living here.

"No matter what you say, I don't want to hear it. What happened just now has nothing to do with me. I just want to live a solitary life. Please leave tomorrow, thank you." I watched Blacky finish all this in one breath, then turned and went upstairs.

Actually, I know what Xiaohei feels like now, like I was abandoned by the person I like the most. I guess there's a kind of lovelorn feeling, but I don't care, after all I've been hurt so many times by others, and now I don't feel any guilt even though I've hurt them once.

I feel that Blacky is quite unlucky to have met me at this time. I hope that when Xiaohei leaves me, he will be able to find his true love and not have anything to do with me anymore. It is enough for him to live his own life.

"I'll leave tomorrow. Take care of yourself." I heard the weak voice of Blacky behind me, but I did not stop.

Right now, I only have Long Zijin in my heart, and I don't know if Long Zijin will be able to accept me or not, but I just want to quietly stay by his side, and don't want her to misunderstand me at all. As for Little Black, I think he has already misunderstood me, so I will remove this barrier right now and have Little Black quickly scram.

Suddenly, I felt that I was rather cruel, and not as gentle and kind as before. But perhaps society was like this. It would make everyone become cold and merciless people who only cared about the people and things that they wanted to care about and would never care about too many unrelated people again.

I lay on the bed, my mind in a mess. How great it would be if I could be reborn. I am truly envious of this dead brocade. Even though it has disappeared from this world, Long Zijin still thinks of her.

Ridiculous that I should be jealous of a dead man.

A sleepless night, my mind in such a mess that I couldn't sleep at all. In the morning I heard Blacky packing, but I didn't go out to see him.

I hope that Blacky will just leave without a care and never come back.

I transferred five thousand dollars to Blacky's bank card. This time it was because of me that he lost his job. I felt that I should take this responsibility.