CH 61.1

Flying Dust [Fei Chen]

Chapter 61 Part 1

Both of Mo Fei Chen’s hands clasp tightly around Lu Qingmo’s body, as if he was the last straw to clutch at (one’s last hope). 

……

Mo Fei Chen’s face turned pale and his dazed brain sobered up a little. He knew what he was doing, and before his eyes could turn sour, he felt Lu Qingmo’s back tremble slightly.

“I’m sorry… Fei Chen…”

At that moment, some certain kind of emotion came out like a rupture. Mo Fei Chen hugged the other party, unable to move because of the pain, and could only use the center of his fingers to gently soothe the other party.

What Lu Qingmo wanted was very little, and Mo Fei Chen had always known that, he only wanted to stay beside Mo Fei Chen, to do something for him, to have a drink or two once in a while, and to talk to him leisurely. He had always known what He Yunfeng meant to Mo Fei Chen and what Jun Wushuang’s obsession had brought to Mo Fei Chen, so he was always very careful, even if it was a small gesture in the name of a joke.

Mo Fei Chen sighed, he himself had never been so gentle with anyone else, but this time he leaned on Lu Qingmo’s ear and whispered, “Since you have come in… then you might as well enjoy it to your heart content…”

Mo Fei Chen understood very much that he was not using his body to pity Lu Qingmo, but he had the slightest ‘feeling’ for him, this was not a pity at all. 

He would go back to He Yunfeng’s side, if he could only choose one person in this life, but if he said that he only loved He Yunfeng alone, then it was definitely self-deceiving as well as deceiving others too. 

Lu Qingmo’s cheeks were very red and his veins were bulging. Mo Fei Chen knew that he had endured it very hard.

“I promise, I wouldn’t hate you and I wouldn’t hide from you either.” Mo Fei Chen lowered his head with some difficulty and touched the tip of his eyebrow.

……

“Lu Dage…” Mo Fei Chen wanted to open his mouth to beg for mercy, but the other party’s lips swallowed all his words….

He stopped at the action of burying into the deepest part of his body and kept hugging Mo Fei Chen tight.

Those arms that had been tense could finally be released, and Lu Qingmo’s breathing was like a dark tide that echoed in Mo Fei Chen’s ears.

Qu Xiruo always stayed in the carriage, already such a long time had passed but they had not returned yet. She wanted to go out to have a look, but Lu Qingmo’s warning made her sit in her original place.

She didn’t know how long it had been, but when Lu Qingmo came back into the carriage, he had only taken a thin blanket off the bed, and when Qu Xiruo saw how wet his entire body was, how messy his hair was and how sexy he was, she couldn’t help but to lower her head.

Not long afterwards, he came in with Mo Fei Chen wrapped in the thin quilt and gently laid him down, carefully adjusting his posture.

“What’s…wrong with him?”

Mo Fei Chen’s face looked exhausted, a wicked smile curled up on Lu Qingmo’s lips, “If you dare to lift the quilt and take a look at him, I’ll send you to the brothel.”

“What?”

“I mean it.” As soon as he lowered the hanging curtain, Lu Qingmo started to drive the carriage, he had to get to the next town to rest before it got dark. He didn’t control his strength well so Mo Fei Chen’s lower body was probably injured therefore he could not withstand the long journey.

Qu Xiruo lowered her head and saw that Mo Fei Chen’s neck was bruised and red. As a young unmarried lady, she did not understand what it was, but she felt that her cheeks were burning hot. 

It was only after dinner that they arrived at one of the inn in the town.

Lu Qingmo asked for two rooms and didn’t say anything more to Qu Xiruo, he just picked up Mo Fei Chen and went upstairs.

First he called the waiter to fetch a bucket of hot water, then he loosened up and lifted up the quilt and put Mo Fei Chen down, wiped the wet towel over his skin and touched those marks he had left behind on him. 

Lu Qingmo knew he had crossed that line, so what difference did it make if it was once more or less? One of his hands rested on the edge of the tub supporting his neck that stretched out in strong curves, sucking on Mo Fei Chen’s lips, touching the trail of his hickeys, only then he stopped.

“Forget it, I’m just afraid if I do it once more, then you’ll really hate me.”

Taking advantage before the water got cold, Lu Qingmo picked and took Mo Fei Chen out, cleaned him up before then putting him on the bed, and found clean inner clothes for him to change into. Before putting on the obscene trousers, Mo Fei Chen faintly woke up.

“Lu Dage…” This gentle call made Lu Qingmo’s heart, which had been hanging in the air, at ease. He was afraid that if Mo Fei Chen woke up and treated him as cold as ice, he would not know how to handle it.

“Does it hurt?” Lu Qingmo slowly separated his legs, Mo Fei Chen was frightened and tried to close his legs together, “Don’t be afraid, I’m not going to do anything, I’m just going to see the wound in there.”

Lu Qingmo’s gaze was soft and steady, Mo Fei Chen knew he had no evil thought and relaxed the strength of his legs. Lu Qing Mo slowly opened his legs, he could see the bruises and traces of blood there. Lu Qing Mo frowned and kissed the inside of Mo Fei Chen’s knee.

Mo Fei Chen shuddered, the kiss did not contain any taste of obscenity, but rather a bit of guilt and heartache for him.

“I’m sorry.”

“It’s…it’s okay.” Mo Fei Chen turned his head away. He felt Lu Qingmo’s fingertips which already dip in the medicine squeezed in. The canal that had just been opened not a long time ago so it was easy to get his finger inside. Mo Fei Chen gulped and his whole body tensed up.

“Don’t be afraid, I’m just applying the medicine for you, if it hurts so much, just tell me.”

“It doesn’t hurt.” Mo Fei Chen pursed his lips.

After the medicine was applied, Lu Qingmo bought him a bowl of congee and after he drank it, he then covered him with the quilt before leaving.