Chapter 144

I didn't answer in a trance. Did Jiang Zhihan think that if I made up for the pain of losing my son, I would let Xu Yao go and forgive them?!

I turned my back to Jiang Zhihan and began to think about this problem very seriously.

I think of my last child. I was very happy when I knew I was pregnant. I can feel his existence. Every time I go to the hospital for examination and look at the small black mass in the B-ultrasound photos, I feel very happy. But he finally left me. I'm afraid I'll never forget the pain of losing my son, which I can't let go for a long time.

In fact, a large part of the reason why I retaliated against Jiang Zhihan and Xu Yao was that Xu Yao made me lose that child, but now God has given me another child. Maybe this child came to me instead of the last child.

I thought for a long time and finally stroked my stomach gently. This child, no matter who it is, is my child. Even if I have decided to break off the relationship with Jiang Zhihan, I will stay with this child. I may not be able to bear the pain of losing my child again.

I'm not afraid to be a single mother. I can take care of a child by myself.

After making a decision, my heart is much easier.

Li Yixuan first knew about it because he was going to be hospitalized, and came to the hospital to see me the next morning.

Jiang Zhihan went to the company and was not in the hospital, so the two didn't touch it.

I know he has close contact with Xu Shihong, so I'm worried that he will tell Xu Shihong about it. Seeing him coming, I specially told him, "don't tell my brother about it!"

Li Yixuan pursed his lips and tangled his face. "After I knew the news of your hospitalization, your brother called me, and then I told him by the way!"

I raised my hand to my forehead and sighed, blaming me for not telling him earlier.

"How's Li Yixuan sitting by the bed?"

I nodded. "I'm pregnant!"

Li Yixuan tried to stop talking and seemed to want to say something, but finally took it back and just nodded, "I know!"

When Li Yixuan came, he went to the doctor's office at the first time to understand my physical condition, so he knew about my pregnancy.

Now that he knows, I don't know what to say.

Li Yixuan lowered his head, lowered his eyes, thought for a long time, and then slowly said, "this child, you will certainly stay!"

I nodded slowly. Li Yixuan knew me very well, so he must be able to guess my decision and who the child's father was.

Li Yixuan sighed and didn't speak.

When we were relatively silent, the door was knocked twice. Soon Xu Shihong came in and looked around the ward, "isn't Jiang Zhihan here?"

"Brother, why are you here!" I sat up from the bed in a hurry. Li Yixuan quickly stood up and helped me.

Xu Shihong turned around and brought Zhao Li in. Li Yixuan quickly stood up, "aunt!"

Zhao Li nodded, "Yixuan is here too! Please take care of qinran again!"

Li Yixuan smiled, "what did aunt say? This is what I should do!"

Zhao Li saw me sitting on the hospital bed with a pale face and looking more weak in medical clothes. She walked quickly to my hospital bed, held my hand tightly, worried and distressed all over her face, and stroked my face with one hand. "Are you all right? Why don't you tell us when I'm sick and hospitalized?"

I smiled, "I'm fine. I don't want you to worry if I don't tell you. Besides, I can be alone!"

A person used to it, Zhang Mei never cared about me, so although I live in the Su family, I am a person, because no one cares about me and takes care of me. Many things can be done alone, so I learned not to bother others and carry all things by myself.

Zhao Li was even more distressed, "good boy, you now have parents and brothers to love, and you can no longer be alone in the future!"

I pulled out a smile and nodded.

Xu Shihong looked at the way our mother and daughter held together, came and patted Li Yixuan on the shoulder. They went to the reception hall.

Xu Shihong looked out of the window and asked, "what's the matter with qinran?"

Li Yixuan hesitated for a long time and finally said, "Qin Ran is pregnant. It should be the cold of the river!"

Xu Shihong turned his head and looked surprised. Li Yixuan nodded at him, as if to tell him that was the case.

When they returned to my ward after talking, it was obvious that I had told Zhao Li about it.

Because Zhao Li was seriously asking me, "what are you going to do with this child?"

I looked up at Xu Shihong and Li Yixuan, and looked down at Zhao Li, "This child I want to stay! Mom, you know, I had a child before, but I lost that child because of Xu Yao's despicable means. So I don't want to experience the pain of losing the child again. No matter who his father is, I want to give birth to him, and I can take care of him alone!"

Zhao Li comforted me, "OK, OK, don't get excited and speak slowly!"

In fact, I'm afraid of Zhao Li's opposition, probably because I just met the Xu family, but the Xu family is a big family after all. I don't know if they can't stand a girl's unmarried pregnancy in their concept. Will they have any views on me!

Zhao Li looked at me with no dissatisfaction on her face and looked at me seriously, "Mom won't interfere with your suggestion, but I hope you will seriously consider it. I know it will be hard for you to kill your child, but there will be a lot of problems waiting for you after giving birth to your child. You should consider all your things before making a decision. After all, this is a small life. If you are born, you must be responsible for him!"

I nodded, "Mom, I know all this! I've really thought about it seriously, and I really want to give birth to this child!"

Zhao Li finally nodded, "well, no matter what decision you make, mom and dad will support you!"

I put my hand around Zhao Li's neck, "thank you, mom!"

Xu Shihong stood beside him with an agitated face. Now he especially wants to beat Jiang Zhihan and hurt his sister so much.

Li Yixuan saw that Zhao Li agreed, so he didn't say anything.

Zhao Li suddenly asked, "Qin ran, if you leave this child, will you forgive Jiang Zhihan?"

Hearing this question, Li Yixuan also stared at me and waited for my answer.

He shook his head for a moment, because I couldn't think about it