Chapter 179

When I woke up again, I found myself in the hospital.

Zhao Li saw me wake up and lovingly stroked my forehead. "Qin ran, wake up! Is there anything uncomfortable?"

"Mom, what's the matter with me?" I was still a little confused. I vaguely remember that after knowing that Jiang Zhihan and Xu Yao had lost my child, I had a violent headache and heartache, and finally I lost consciousness directly.

Zhao Li showed a particularly distressed expression on her face. "The doctor said you should not forcibly recall the past. This will have a strong stimulation to your brain and cause you to have a severe headache! So you will faint in the end."

I touched my temples, "how could this happen!"

"Well, well, don't think about it. The most important thing for you now is to have a good rest. Even if you can't remember the past, don't think about it in the future. Anyway, mom and dad will always be with you!" Zhao Li said, "don't worry, mom is here with you and keep sleeping!"

I nodded. I really felt a burst of fatigue and soon fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, I was awakened by hunger. After all, now I am two people, and the baby also has to eat.

The ward was a little quiet. I slowly sat up and shouted, "Mom?"

After a while, the door of the ward was pushed open, but Li Yixuan came in.

"Why are you here?"

Li Yixuan smiled, "I came to see you, but you were still asleep when I came, so I asked my aunt to go back first. She will come later!"

I nodded, and the expression on my face was a little wronged, "I'm so hungry!"

Li Yixuan hooked his lips. "I brought you the soup made by your aunt. First cushion your stomach. Your aunt will probably come soon!"

I nodded and agreed.

The nourishing soup brought by Li Yixuan was particularly delicious. Maybe it was because I was hungry. After a while, I drank a large bowl and immediately felt much more comfortable.

Li Yixuan sat at the head of the bed with me and rubbed my hair with a spoiled face. "I heard from my aunt, you don't have to forcibly recall the previous things. It's good not to remember some things!"

Xu Shihong told me that he felt a little sad when he lost his first child.

But I still have some worries in my heart, "but I still don't remember anything. Although sometimes sporadic fragments flash past my eyes, I still don't remember anything!"

Li Yixuan looked at me in a hurry and kept comforting me, "don't worry, you will naturally remember in the end."

Li Yixuan looked hesitant. I knew he must have something else to tell me.

"Do you have anything to tell me?"

Li Yixuan stared into my eyes. "I don't want to put more pressure on you, but the final invitation of the global design competition has been sent. I'll take it for you."

I was helpless, "but I don't remember anything. How to participate in the design competition? What if I lose face at that time?"

Li Yixuan understood this feeling in my heart. It was like floating on a sea with nothing around. The whole person was only confused.

"But qinran, you have to try anyway. This opportunity is very rare. If you lose it, you will regret it in the future! And you can draw the sequel of Queen series. What's impossible!"

I know why I draw it, but what if I don't feel it in the final!

"But I don't remember anything. I can't compare those design techniques with others!"

Li Yixuan touched my hair, Say softly: "I don't want to force you to think about it by yourself, but if you decide to go, I will go with you. The place of the final is in country m, where the scenery is very beautiful. Maybe you can take this game as a small attempt, don't put too much pressure on yourself and have too many expectations. Besides, we can go around country m, which is just a distraction, I think I know you must be bored staying at home recently! "

I thought for a long time, and the proposal to go out to relax really moved me.

Since I woke up and lost my memory, the pressure in my heart may be completely incomprehensible to others, and I have no one to talk to, because I don't know which of these people around me really love me and which are false to me.

I may really need a chance to go out and sort out my thoughts.

Do you want to be with Li Yixuan? Do you want to forgive Jiang Zhihan? And how to plan for the future of me and my children.

I didn't give Li Yixuan a clear answer that day, and Li Yixuan wasn't in a hurry. Let me think about it.

After staying in the hospital for a few days, I was ready to go home. On the same day, I told Li Yixuan and the Xu family that I was going to participate in the global jewelry design competition in country m and wanted to go there to relax.

Knowing that Li Yixuan was accompanying Su qinran, Zhao Li and Xu Guochang were very supportive, and Xu Shihong also said that he would accompany them in the past when he was free.

Now that the decision has been made, all the formalities have been handled smoothly, and the day to go to country m is getting closer and closer.

On the day of departure, Zhao Li packed three large and small boxes for me and brought me a lot of things.

I have some helplessness, "Mom, you don't have to bring so many things. If you lack them, you can buy them directly at that time!"

Zhao Li looked at her daughter, who was finally reunited with her. She was still worried. "You can use the things prepared at home safely. Besides, you are a pregnant woman now. You should be careful no matter what you eat!"

I nodded, "I see, but there are too many things. At that time, Yixuan will be in trouble!"

Hearing this, Li Yixuan came over with a smile and instructed the driver to move the things to the car. "It doesn't matter. Someone will pick us up there. Take everything with you. What aunt said is reasonable!"

Even Li Yixuan said so, then I have no way.

When Zhao Li watched me leave, she was reluctant to let go.

"Qinran, you must be careful when you go out. Don't be nervous during the game and calm down! Yixuan is the same. You must take good care of qinran and take her out more to relax!"

Li Yixuan and I looked at each other with a smile, nodded and said goodbye to them.

Along the way, I looked at this familiar and strange city. This city carries too many things for me. I want to put it behind me temporarily and let me see my heart.