CH 58

Warning: R19 scene ahead (it’s abrupt and might seem ‘concerning’, but it’s really not, you’ll see…)

Yulif was serious. Canaren would live her life without knowing anything about his death. Only then can she live happily.

If she found out the entire truth, Canaren would be tormented by guilt. As she tried to save him, she wailed that Yulif was dead, and as she did in her last life, she might have taken her own life.

‘Ah. I don’t think so. Because the current Canaren doesn’t love me.’

That was very fortunate. It was also the future Yulif wanted.

A future where there are no brothers who are madly obsessed with her. A future where she freely flies in her skies and spends her carefree daily life surrounded by her sweet and kind people who love her. She will marry a Hwira man who will fully understand her, give birth to his children, and live in the future.

There was no Yulif in it. He shouldn’t have been. He himself made her unhappy just by his existence. It was the same in his last life and in this life as well. Because he loved her, he hurt her too much because she loved him. It’s no different from Deltinus.

Yulif’s role was only to create an environment in which she could be happy. 3 months. The time she was allowed to him was not long. He had to work diligently from now on for him to finish everything in it.

‘If Canaren can live happily, I don’t care how many times or how I die.’

No matter what tragic and lonely death awaited, as long as Canaren’s happiness lay beyond it, that’s enough.

Yulif drank the red liquid from the cup at once. He smiled as he put down the cup with the floor exposed in an instant. Anera was once again surprised by his innocent smile, which did not mix with self-help or loneliness, that was softer than expected.

“Don’t worry about Canaren. She will return safely. Thank you for the drink.”

*******

After the meeting with Anera who then saw him off, Yulif left the house.

He wanted to try the slide that Canaren had made by herding, but his body was too big and the slide was too narrow. It was the first time he had ever resented his large, elongated body.

He looked down at the slide and jumped off.

“Human.”

As if waiting, harsh and rude names flew in. Yulif quietly turned towards him.

Muasa, standing crookedly with a spear between his crossed arms, raised his chin.

“Where is Canaren?”

“I have no obligation to tell you.”

“Why not? Canaren is my…!”

“The person you’ll marry?”

Muasa’s face turned red after being stabbed. At the naive reaction, Yulif openly laughed at him.

“You look embarrassed. This situation where the fiancé is asking another man about Canaren’s whereabouts.”

“They took her away from the capital in a riot! After that, the news stopped!”

“Did you know that far? You know more than expected. Shall I give you a compliment?”

It felt like his intestines were twisted at the sarcastic tone. Muasa, who had been cut up to his neck, threw his spear and grabbed Yulif by the neck. However, Yulif’s body, which stood tall, was stuck in place like a tree and did not shake. He didn’t even seem to be giving any particular strength, and he’s rocking like a rock.

‘What kind of power is this?’

“Canaren.”

Yulif, looking down from above, had a ferocious look. Muasa instinctively realized how great the gap was between Yulif and himself.

Compared to Yulif, he was no more than a puppy. Standing in front of the overwhelming power, he felt miserable. The strength in the hand that gripped his neck kept slipping away.

“She never once talked about you.”

“S-so what! She wouldn’t have said it because it was natural. Canaren and I, since childhood…!”

“Do you think I will hand over Canaren to a pathetic bastard who only speaks of his fiancée?”

‘It is a love that I have protected with what kind of heart and with what determination. How dare you!.

“Gurg!”

Yulif blew away Muasa with a simple action to boost momentum. Muasa, pushed by the momentum that was released in an instant, bumped his back against a tree and collapsed.

Yulif approached him with a slow and graceful gait.

“Canaren will be my wife.”

“…What, did you say…”

“I’ll send you a special invitation.”

Yulif’s voice was like a sharp blade, and at first glance, it seemed as if he was not announcing the marriage but a death sentence.

“I hope you don’t say anything that would be offensive to the person who will be my wife.”

‘If you don’t want to die.’

Contempt rose from Yulif’s eyes as he was holding Muasa who was struggling on the floor. Although Yulif could hide it, he did not do so and left it alone.

An arranged marriage, Who said that?

“I hope you will attend. When she sees people from her hometown after a long time, my wife will be happy.”

Laughing with a corner of his mouth twisted, Yulif disappeared without saying what he had to say.

Then, freed from the immense pressure that crushed his entire body, Muasa smashed the dirt floor with his fist.

*******

“Canaren.”

Canaren, who was looking out the large window that stretched to the ceiling, turned her head. Before she could turn her head, she was swept away by a strong force and was lightly pushed back against the window. It didn’t hurt. It was none other than Yulif who pushed her away.

“Yulif, why are you doing this all of a sudden… Heuk!”

“I’ve endured a long time. I can’t stand it any longer.”

Yulif, who pushed her, grabbed her by the waist and bit on the nape of her neck. ‘Ah!’ A biting pressure that was firmly lodged in her weak skin gave her a sensation somewhere between pain and pleasure. She shouldn’t like it. She should be afraid, but Canaren wasn’t afraid in the slightest. Rather, she seemed to be happy. What happened? If it was the emperor, she would be horrified to be in the same room. Is she okay because Yulif is doing it? Canaren shook her head, trying not to notice her mind as she swayed to and fro.

“Don’t do this, Yulif.”

“Do you hate it?”

“I-it’s not like that… It’s daytime now, so it’s too bright…”

“It’s okay. I have no intention of showing you to anyone.”

Yulif, who exhaled firmly, lowered his face. The hand that was unfastening the buttons was uncomfortably urgent. As the buttons on her thin pajamas were unbuttoned one by one, Canaren’s face grew redder and redder. In the blink of an eye, all the buttons were undone, revealing her bulging breasts. Yulif’s eyes lit up. No, he didn’t look closely, but Canaren thought so. She tried to cover her chest by raising her arms. Yulif grabbed her arms and fixed them to her sides. Then he took a bite of her chest.

“Agh, ah!”

The sudden stimulation was too strong. Canaren twisted her body to her left and right, but she resisted to no avail. Yulif sucked her breasts while holding her tight in his bondage. Sprinkling sweet kisses and caresses, which started straight away, was quite embarrassing, but Canaren soon closed her eyes and let her moan out. His wet, slick tongue tapped her nipples and rolled them up gently. The tingling sensation ran up her spine.

“Ah, Yu, Yul, Yulif…”

As if responding to a slender call, Yulif bit her nipples with just enough strength that it didn’t hurt. Tears welled up at the overstimulation. Yulif glanced up at her, then gently rubbed her stiffened bumps with his tongue as if to soothe her.

An obscene sound sucking her wet skin hit her ear. Yulif’s lips moved to the other side, but it was too early to be relieved. This time, his hand gripped her chest instead of his tongue and teased her. His displaced tongue also incessantly tormented her opposite breast. Biting, sucking, pulling, scraping. As she was stimulated by both sides at the same time, Canaren seemed to want to die in pleasure. She felt like she was going to fall over and over again, as her strength ran out of her legs.

“No.”

In the end, Yulif helped her to stand as she stumbled. Canaren sent him a gaze mixed with her resentment. Nevertheless, thanks to her eyes that were reddened by pleasure, she did not look frightening, but rather seemed to urge him.

“If you can’t stand, hold onto me.”

Yulif lifted one of her legs up and draped that leg over his thighs. In an unstable posture, not knowing when she would fall, Canaren was forced to hold Yulif’s neck. He smiled as he lowered his neck as if satisfied.

“Don’t be nervous.”

Canaren could not answer. Because his fingers opened her lips and went inside. ‘Lick it’. The near-compulsory order aroused shame and yet strangely brought that much excitement.  Canaren licked his fingers with her awkward tongue. Each time his scented fingers pressed against the roof of her mouth, her waist sprung up. By the time she got used to sucking his fingers, biting his fingertips, and winding her tongue, his fingers increased by one. As Canaren hesitated, Yulif pulled her tongue out with his long fingers.

“Uck, chueup, chuep.”

The wet sound from her own mouth was embarrassing. Still, she didn’t feel like spitting out his finger. Suddenly, he had three fingers. Her mouth was full and the saliva she couldn’t swallow flowed out. Canaren closed her eyes and carefully licked his fingers through her mouth. His tight-knit fingers swept through the weak mucous membrane thoroughly. Immediately after, the hole between her legs tightened and she felt as if her underside was getting wet.

His finger came out. Canaren burst out her breath, which she had held back. Yulif kissed her lightly, as if to appease her, and groped her thighs. His fingers, drenched with her saliva, went inside her wet underwear. The feeling of being invaded in her secret place brought both fear and anticipation. She wanted to run away and leave everything to him like this. Canaren gave strength to her arms as she grabbed his neck. Yulif bit her ear and slowly pushed his finger in.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!”

Contrary to what she was worried about, her opening clenched, chewed his fingers well and swallowed. Yulif relentlessly extended his finger once more. Canaren twisted her waist, trying to get away from the foreign sensations. Yulif grabbed her bottom with one of his remaining hands. Canaren bit his shoulder as she accepted his fingers. Love juice from the slippery opening mixed with saliva and wet his fingers. Thanks to this, the finger, which was able to enter and exit back and forth through her opening with ease, gradually gained speed.

“Yes, hah … Ah!”

It was the moment when Yulif snapped his wrist deep and rough. Canaren’s moan grew even higher. Having found a point in her where it felt good, Yulif poked his finger only there without hesitation. ‘Ahhh!’ Canaren got a shock that flashed in front of her eyes every time his fingers, which bent at the ends like hooks, pierced. ‘Good Lord. It feels so good.’ A kind of pleasure she had never experienced, never even imagined, poured into her at random. ‘Oh my God. ‘ She loved it so much, her mind went blank. Canaren shook her head and slammed her hand on Yulif’s shoulder.

“Is this good?”

“Yes, hey, why, keep going, just there… Ha ha!”

“Because you like it.”

Every time Yulif raised his hand up, a squeaking noise rang out from below. Canaren couldn’t believe the sounds coming from her mouth. But her voice grew louder, and the moan that came out of her mouth grew more and more lascivious.

“Ha, heuk, ah…!”

Her breath was suffocating at the pleasure of her constantly accumulating. Yulif poked his fingers underneath without saying a word. Each time, her love juice splattered and wet Canaren’s thighs. He pressed her fingertips to the deepest point he could reach. The opening tightened around his fingers and her inner walls twitched. Canaren shuddered and trembled at the intense pleasure as if lightning had hit her head. She liked it, no, she loved it so much that she thought she was going to die. Her body, which had reached its climax, spurted out a clear liquid.

.

Yulif received a Canaren who was stretched helplessly in his arms. Canaren, who was exhausted and resting her cheek on Yulif’s shoulder, felt a strange growing touch in her hand and rolled her eyes and looked down at him. She blinked, unable to understand for a moment the shaft object that had come into her sight, twitching in front of her hand.

“Look carefully. From now on, I’m going to offend you with this.”

Yulif gently explained what it was and what it was used for. The dark red color, the thickness that it seems impossible to hold it all with one hand, and the strong veins that sprung up inside of it. It’s going to be entering like a finger that just dug under her. Surprised, she forgot to breathe and looked at Yulif, and he laughed wildly.

“I love you, Canaren.”

The drenched hole was forced to open, and his tightly hard genitals began to push in.

*******

“Ah…?”

Canaren opened her eyes and lay there staring blankly at her ceiling for a while. Just that, a dream… was it? Recalling a sensation that was too vivid for her dream, she hurriedly looked at her lower body. Although her underwear was sticky and wet, not as much as in her dream. She had no sign or sensation of something breaking inside. It was just that she got wet from a naughty dream.

“…Oh my gosh.”

‘Guess I’m crazy! How could I dream of such a dream with Yulif…!’