Chapter 368

"I don't know. I'm back." Zhang Fangfang pushed open the door with a lunch box. "I made it myself."

Ghost didn't say anything, just stared at her.

Zhang Fangfang was thrilled by him and asked, "Why are you staring at me?"

"Why don't you run?" ghost asked.

When he told Zhang Fangfang about his cruel and bloody past, she didn't cry or make trouble. She just looked at the time and said, "it's time for dinner. I'll go back and cook porridge for you."

Ghost naturally defaults to running away. After all, he is a killer with countless bloody hands.

But Zhang Fangfang not only didn't run away, but also really went home and cooked porridge for him.

"Why should I run?" Zhang Fangfang sniffed. "Do you want me to run away?"

Ghost shakes his head. He likes Zhang Fangfang very much. Even if he doesn't know how to express his love, his inner feelings for Zhang Fangfang have never changed.

"Don't you mind my past?"

After a long silence, Zhang Fangfang shook her head: "I don't mind, but I can accept it. Just give me a few days to figure it out."

"Even if I killed someone?"

Zhang Fangfang lowered her eyes and asked softly, "did you volunteer?"

She really loved him so much that she couldn't believe it. So when she learned that he had killed someone, her first reaction was not to break up, but to keep making excuses for him in her heart.

How could she have killed someone when she didn't know? There must be something hard to tell!

With this idea in mind, Zhang Fangfang hurried away in the name of cooking dinner. She didn't want to stay with Shi Weiming, but wanted to excuse ghost and calm her beating heart, so that she had the courage to continue to be with him.

It was ghost's turn to be silent. He shook his head and said, "I don't know."

"Don't know?" Zhang Fangfang looked up at him. "Why don't you know?"

"Because I am not employed by any organization, everything I do is my own choice, including leaving the world."

"Then why did you kill? Did they provoke you?" Zhang Fangfang looked at him suspiciously.

Ghost shook his head and said slowly, "because I don't know what to do, I've been trained as a killer since I was a child. Before I met you, I didn't know what I could do except kill."

"Even if I really find another career, I will not resist my inner desire and choose to pick up the gun again. Even now, this desire will come out from time to time to disturb my life."

Zhang Fangfang was stunned for a moment and asked, "were you a killer when you were a child?"

Ghost just reflected that she only told her previous career and some legends on the road, as well as which legends are true and which legends are false.

I really didn't mention it to her when I was a child.

"No, my biological mother was killed by Su Qing, the recognized wife of Shi Jun and the mother of Shi Mengxi." ghost tried to be more detailed so that Zhang Fangfang could not understand the relationship. "Then Su Qing sent me and Weilian to the orphanage."

"The president of the orphanage cooperated with human traffickers at that time. A group of children and I were bought into the killer organization."

In such a big room, only ghost's clear voice flows slowly. Zhang Fangfang always likes his voice. He feels warm just listening.

But this time, I felt like falling into an ice cave, and the cold was seeping through the bones.

Ghost always felt that his childhood was lucky compared with other sold children.

Because he had seen some children when he was a scientist lurking in the derona family. Like him, they were bought from orphanages, and some were bought from war or poor areas.

They are regarded as the experimental objects of the family. The only activity every day is to kill each other in a narrow room. The final fate is death.

Either by killing each other or by drug reaction.

These are also the treatment of "high-quality products" with good physical strength. The ordinary thing is to be thrown to a department.

Ghost can either record all kinds of abnormal videos to meet the "special taste" of some dignitaries, or be bought by some dignitaries. What will happen afterwards is not what ghost can see.

So compared with those trafficked children, ghost already feels very lucky. At least he has hands and feet and is in good health.

In addition to training overload and lack of food and clothing when he was a child, he has now found his sister. Although he has lost one, ghost has felt much better than his previous life.

Although he felt lucky, his childhood was still full of loneliness, sadness and blood.

For a moment, Zhang Fangfang even thought he wanted to break up with himself, but she was embarrassed to say, so she had to make up a reason to deceive herself.

But ghost's serious face and the countless wrong "ghost" they shouted before show that the man in front of him didn't lie. Everything he said was what had really happened.

After saying these words, ghost suddenly felt a little tired. He closed his eyes and said, "my past is like this. Does it sound terrible?"

"You must be very tired." Zhang Fangfang's voice appeared on the top of her head.

Ghost felt that she got into bed and sat next to him. He leaned to the right and the whole person snuggled up to her. His tone was mild and with a faint coquettish meaning: "yes, very tired. Fangfang, come and comfort me."

Most girls should run after hearing these words, right? Ghost can predict the scene when Zhang Fangfang gives up him, so even if it's only a minute, he also wants to try what it feels like to rely on others once.

Ghost, who had not received a response for a long time, opened his eyes and a tear fell into his eyes.

The queen Fangfang, who has always been exquisite and elegant, lost all her elegance at the moment, and her beautiful face was full of tears.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Zhang Fangfang hurriedly wiped away her tears for fear that ghost would see her embarrassed appearance.

Ghost's eyes were slightly round and unbelievable. Then the corners of his eyes and eyebrows softened into a clear spring, almost drowning Zhang Fangfang.

"I'm afraid to scare you away."

Zhang Fangfang hugged him carefully and let him snuggle up in his arms. Because he cried, his voice was still dumb: "I'm not so timid. Fans call me Fangfang queen."

Ghost's heart is warm and astringent. He never knew that being loved would be so beautiful: "Fangfang, I have a request."

"What?" Zhang Fangfang asked.

"Don't worry about me about the new movie," ghost said softly. "You can do whatever you want."

"But..."

"I know you love me." ghost interrupted her 'but', "I never thought I would meet you and fall in love with you in the first half of my life, but it all happened."

"I'm very happy that you can retire to accompany me, but I hope you can be happy."

Zhang Fangfang was silent, and the balance in her heart was still swinging.

"Fangfang, let's get married." he suddenly lowered his voice and whispered in her ear.

Zhang Fangfang's brain took a swipe and asked foolishly, "why do you want to get married?"

"Because I want to give you a home," ghost whispered. "You don't have to give up your career completely, because no matter what you're doing, I can be with you."

"I will spend my whole life protecting your safety."

If he was worried about getting married before, now he has no last objection in his heart.

Even those bloody and terrible things didn't scare Zhang Fangfang away. What's the small wind and waves in the future.

After a long time, Zhang Fangfang's blank brain gradually reflected. She was already happy screaming and setting off fireworks, but she remained reserved and smiled gracefully: "OK, we'll get married when you recover."

Ghost just looked at her and said with a smile, "you don't have to go to bed late every day, remove your makeup, and then get up early to make up and pretend that you just woke up."

"How do you know?" Zhang Fangfang was stunned. She always thought her movements were very light!

Her heart beat fast because she thought her mood had fluctuated too much. Zhang Fangfang felt that she had some difficulty breathing, as if she would suffocate and die in the next second.

She patted her heart and tried to calm herself. She didn't want to be sad after great joy.

Ghost just looked at her gently and said, "you can't even notice that I've been fooling around before."

With a smile, Zhang Fangfang got out of bed gently, took the prepared porridge out of the incubator and said with a smile, "let's have dinner together."

After she got up and prepared for him, she suddenly thought of what had just happened. She hesitated and decided to hide it.

Let Qin Yanmo tell him about Shi Xingcan himself.

"Fangfang?" ghost looked curiously at Zhang Fangfang in a daze.

"Ah?" Zhang Fangfang thought for a moment, then smiled at him, "it's all right. I was thinking about something just now."

Ghost's intuition was wrong, but he didn't ask much. Zhang Fangfang's temperament he knew that she was not the kind of person who would fight hard when she met difficulties. She would act like a spoiled child in front of him and ask for a hug.

Therefore, this matter must have nothing to do with Zhang Fangfang. Since it has nothing to do with her, ghost has no need to study deeply.

Thinking of this, he drank porridge with satisfaction.

Although Zhang Fangfang seems to be a full-blown imperial sister and is particularly serious and persistent in acting, her inner dream is very simple - to find a lover to wash her hands and make soup for him.

So she has been working hard for "how to become an excellent housewife" since childhood. Even if she later finds her hobby and has her own career, she will not give up this dream.

Now she found her lover and naturally began to fantasize about their married life.

She likes acting very much, but she doesn't like dealing with those people in the entertainment industry. She won't do anything to become famous like Zongqian, so she will retire when she has children, right?

Ghost can roughly guess the thoughts in her mind just by seeing her smile. For this, he just smiled gently and didn't speak again.

The atmosphere here was warm, while Qin Yanmo on the other side was lonely and panicked to the extreme.

He loves Shi Xingcan very much. He and Shi Xingcan's children are naturally a part he can't give up.

If something happens to the child, Qin Yanmo doesn't know whether he will blame Shi Xingcan, let alone whether he can take care of her and Bai ronghua's emotions.

He closed his eyes with some pain and hoped for the first time that there would be gods in the world to bless his children and wife.

When lying in the operating room, Xingcan was not much better. Even if she was drugged, she knew that her child was in a very dangerous situation, and all this was caused by herself.

If she could control her emotions or listen to Qin Yanmo's words and have a good rest instead of going to the police station to see the body and the hospital to see ghost, maybe everything would be different