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"Ah Hao, it's been five years. We've been one and the same. But now, we can still be together. It's truly difficult."

She smiled bitterly and let go of her hand that was supporting her chin. She raised her eyes to look at the man in front of her, the cut of his hair was quick and neat, the hairline was clean and straight, the suit wrapped around his tall body perfectly.

Why abandon him and choose Denisling?

The reason she had told him, God knows, was that she was trying to goad him into giving her the promise he wanted, but the truth was that she, who had been frightened, had taken a liking to Dennis's generous offer.

But now, without a doubt, she had taken an extremely rotten move back then. If she hadn't left, Xu Hanyi wouldn't have appeared. Without Xu Huan Yan, his heart would still be with her now.

"Times have changed, Sulay. We are no longer those two."

He picked up the wine cup in front of him and took a sip. It seemed like he was sighing, but there was also a cold determination in his tone.

"Hao, you mean to say, we …" Is it no longer possible? "

Tears slowly gathered in Su Lai's eyes, but she still stubbornly smiled.

He did not look up at her, nor did he raise his head. Instead, he smiled as if he had thought of something, "Su Lai, I don't want to lie to you, and I also don't want to lie to myself any longer. Let's end this."

Although she knew that this was what he was planning to do, Su Lei still couldn't help but tremble when he said it. She looked at him blankly, the light in her eyes resplendent as the corners of her lips moved, "It's because of Xu Huayan. You love her, right?"

Shen Canghao's eyes were as black as ink. After a long while, he seemed a little sad, but he opened his mouth and firmly said, "Yes, Su Lei. I love her. I have never loved her so deeply before."

"What about me?" Sule choked with sobs, and her tears began to fall as if they had been cut off. She wiped them away, but she could not stop the gush of tears: "And the promise you gave me? You also told me the same thing back then, that you loved me, that's why I gave up on the idea of roaming the world, and that's why I silently endured the thought of returning to your side before you were even divorced. But now, what are you planning to do with me? "

"Sulay." Shen Canghao seemed to feel a little drunk. He held his forehead and rubbed it a few times, but he still felt extremely dizzy. "Su Lai!"

He shouted again, and staggered to his feet, muttering: "I didn't recognize my heart at the time, I was immersed in my own world, I just thought with certainty that I would love a stubborn and greedy woman, but the truth is like this, I can't explain it clearly, I just love her, I love her very much, my heart, can't take anyone else, so …" Sulay, let's end this! "

"And me! I have become a cripple all because I love you. What will I do after you chase me away? To be a lonely old woman, to live and die on her own for the rest of her life? "

Su Lai stood up and roared at him, but Shen Canghao was expressionlessly leaning against the sofa. He took off his tie, and looked at her lazily with his tipsy eyes, "What do you want me to do? Sulay... What should I do? You want me to live under the same roof as a woman I don't love for the rest of my life, and then see the woman I love until the end of her life, and let me endure this kind of suffering. What do you think I should do? "

"What about her face? What should I do with her?" From start to finish, I was the only one who was wrong. It was I who had failed to recognize my own heart, who had wandered back and forth between you and her, who had wronged her, misunderstood her, driven her away, from the beginning to the end, she hadn't done anything wrong. But now, the one who had to bear the consequences of this mistake was her, what did you want her to do? Sule, I beg you... "Let go."

"Let go?" Su Lai chuckled lowly. Her smile made people's hair stand on end even in such a large room. "Long ago, I was already about to let go of you. Who said that they would marry me and beg me to come back? Shen Canghao! Since you made such a choice, you should pay the price! I don't want to marry you, but I want to give birth to a child for you, a child for me, Sulay, and you! "

Her voice was sharp, like a sharp noise that shook his eardrums.

Waving his hand, he weakly stood up and prepared to walk up the stairs without even looking at her. "I'm drunk, let's talk tomorrow. Sulay, think about it carefully. Separating like this will only bring us benefits …"

"I don't want to!"

Su Lai suddenly staggered and turned around, catching up to him in a few steps. She tightly hugged his waist behind him, her body soft yet enchanting, tightly sticking to his back just like that, like a cluster of flames. She only felt a warm current spreading out like lightning, spreading to all the meridians in his four limbs …

His throat felt dry from thirst, and the softness behind his back was like an ice-cold spring. It made him want to hug her …

"Ah Hao, I beg of you, I've already passed the age of thirty. I can't bear it any longer. I just want a child to accompany me through the rest of my life. I beg of you …" Hao, even if you pity me, okay? We've fallen in love once, after all. I was the one you loved the most, Ah Hao … "