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"There's no need, Sulay. It doesn't matter if you're weak, begging, or hating me to the bone. I won't care."

This woman in front of him, when he was facing her, wore too many masks, she was the weak one, she was the one who made trouble without reason, she was the obedient one, she was the patient one, and there was also the cold one, but no matter which one of them was in front of him, they were no longer the woman he truly wanted to treat.

"I know all about it." Sura nodded, taking a step forward. Seeing that he immediately took a step back, she smiled, "Can you tell me this: if I take your money and leave, are you going to look for Xu Huayan?"

Shen Canghao's eyes narrowed slightly, as if a light of pain was flashing by. He turned his face away, fished out a cigarette and lit it up. After he took a long drag, he still felt a hollow pain in his heart.

"You want to get her back, don't you?"

If I told you that she was pregnant with your child, I'm afraid that child would call her father, would you go crazy?

But if I don't say it, I won't tell you. I'm going to make you regret it for the rest of your life, Shen Canghao.

Shen Canghao nodded her head, "Su Lai, I don't want to lie to you. I want to find her and bring her back. This thought has been cooled down and buried, but it has never been dispelled."

"Ah Hao, seeing that we've loved each other, I still want to tell you one thing …"

She let out a long sigh and sat cross-legged on the sofa. She also took out a cigarette and lit it up. The smoke was a deep blue in the night. The two of them stood in the darkness facing each other, but they couldn't see each other's faces.

"Sulay …" "Useless …"

He thought that she was going to mention her past once again, so he couldn't help but frown and interrupt her.

"It's about Xu Hanyan."

She cast a sidelong glance at him and said, "Ah Hao, I advise you to forget about it. Joy will not let you find her. Even if you find her, she will definitely not come back to you."

Seeing his expression, Su Lai couldn't help but chuckle, "Do you remember how I told you once that Xu Hanyan ran off to find me and gave me the money to leave you?"

Shen Canghao pondered for a moment before nodding lightly.

"That day, she followed us. She knew where we went, what we did, and she even knew that when you slept with me for the first time in the apartment, she was below the window …"

"How do you know all this?"

The more Shen Canghao listened, the more he frowned. The scene that Su Lai had told him about actually played clearly in his mind. He suddenly remembered that night when she said she wanted to sign and something happened to Wei An …

"How hard is that? "As soon as you left my bed, she immediately appeared in my apartment. If I think about it, I would know that it was no coincidence that she appeared, so there's only one possibility, she has been following you all day, I went to the residential area to set up surveillance, and there really is a taxi that has been following your car …"

"Stop it!"

Su Lai was still talking non-stop, but Shen Canghao immediately interrupted her words. He was startled and then took a step back. In the dark air, he seemed to smell a little bit of sadness.

She had spent so much courage to give up, agree to a divorce, and completely disappear from his life.

He had actually done these things, and it wasn't an accident.

These matters were not a word of apology or a clear explanation, so he could ask for her forgiveness. No matter what he was going to do, no matter how much he repented, he would do it. He would not be able to change the past injuries, nor would he be able to change all the pain he brought to her.

If he found her, even if he had to kneel on the ground and beg for forgiveness, so what?

Shen Canghao couldn't help but laugh out loud. He turned around and walked out of the living room. He felt that his position in his heart had completely become empty …

Before, there would still be hope, fantasy, fantasy of finding her one day, loving and loving her, and together they would be together forever. But now, he was like a snail in its shell, and he no longer had the courage to stick his head out.

He finally realized that there were a lot of things in this world. If you didn't want to do them, you could have saved them. Sometimes, you wouldn't even have the courage to stand in front of that person and apologize.

"Goose, goose, song to the heavens …"

The gentle and graceful voice of a woman carried a pampering tone as it slowly sounded out in the courtyard. Moments later, a young, wet voice also muttered, "Hungry, hungry, my stomach is hungry …"

"Bad girl!"

Just as she was about to attack, Tian Qing twisted her body and climbed down from the stool. She leaned into her mother's embrace and rubbed her belly. "Mom, you have to eat because it's warm …"