Asmodeus quickly excused himself. He reached out and took her hand. He lowered his head, his eyelashes trembling slightly. "Yanyan, I love you."
Finally, he hugged her and placed his chin on her neck. "Yan Yan, I love you, I'm afraid, I will suddenly leave this world, and then I won't even have the chance to clearly tell you that I love you, so be good and don't say anything, don't do anything, just listen to me."
"Ah Xi …" Her eyes suddenly reddened, but she held him and nodded with all her might: "No, no, I won't let you leave me …"
"Yan Yan, ever since I got sick, I have thought about this many times and made plans for the worst. For example, if you open your eyes one day, my entire body would be ice-cold and I would no longer be able to look at you. I would shake your hand and call you by your name. "I'm looking at you. No matter where I go, whether I live or die, I'll always love you. And you should also know that what I've always wanted to see, what I want to hear, is Yan Yan's laughter …"
His voice suddenly became hoarse, and the arm that was holding onto her began to tremble slightly. "But, I will never be able to give you the happiness and laughter of a woman's face … Yan Yan, don't lie to yourself, don't lie to your own heart. You are so kind and yet so stupid, even if you don't do these things, I won't blame you. But now, you have done so much for me, if I die? What will you do? "
"You won't die …" "I don't want you to die, don't talk about this. Ah Xi, I don't want to hear it …"
Yaxi smiled lightly and stubbornly moved her hand away, "Foolish Yan, I will die sooner or later. Although I can't bear to part with you, there will still come a day when I will leave you … I'm telling you now, it's better than one day when I suddenly leave and catch you off guard. Then, what will you two do if you're warm and friendly? "You know that you're the one I can't let go of the most. Even if I leave, I have to see you happy …"
Tears fell on his chest, almost melting his skin. Ah Xi's eyes turned red, but he tried his best not to cry, "Yan Yan, if, if there is no other woman by Shen Canghao's side, if he still loves you, go back to his side, warm him, no matter how you say it, she is his child …"
"NO!" "I only want you, I only want you to be fine. I just want to be together with you …"
She covered his mouth with her hand, tears streaming down her face. "Forget about Yaxi. Even if you die, I'll only be guarding you for the rest of my life. Don't even think about pushing me to someone else!"
"It's not that I'm pushing it, it's just that I don't really think that way either. Yan Yan, I just feel that aside from me, he's the only one who can take care of you all wholeheartedly …"
"Don't mention him, Ah Xi. Don't mention him anymore!" She wiped away her tears and stared at him blankly. "Ah Xi, I am finished with him. There is no possibility at all. I have your child now, so it is even more impossible. Do you understand?" Asai... I want you, just you. "
No matter how relieved he was of his decision, Asai was still deeply moved. He stared at her, wanting to remember her face in his heart. So what if he loved her, so what if he forgot her? Time quietly flowed by …
Many years later, who would remember him, Zeng Yaxi, and who would remember Xu Hanyan?
If we hadn't met five years ago, what would I be like now, what would you be? To live a happy or sad life beside someone?
Meeting him was already a gift from the heavens.
In July, the new election for the mayor was coming to an end. The new mayor took up his post, and a series of pro-people policies were no longer needed to be mentioned. Only the article of large-scale investment promotion had aroused the interest of various domestic and foreign groups, and Shin Cung-ho, as Singapore's leading enterprise, had received a personal letter from the new mayor inviting him to attend a business exchange meeting in City A.
Arriving at the city that he had left for a few years, the moment Shen Canghao got off the plane, it was hard to tell what he was feeling. He did not return to the hotel with the people the mayor sent to greet him.
Just by walking a short distance, he would be able to see the familiar scenery engraved in the depths of his heart. He and Yan Yan Yan had walked side by side in the past.
The street where they had first met, the hotel where they had first traded, the apartments where she had stayed, the golf courses where they had been sweet and sad, the movie theaters where only two people had seen the movies, the hot spring baths filled with steam, the swimming pools in the villas where they had laughed … He taught her the bowling alley...
The company she worked at, the more stylish office buildings, the teahouse she liked to go to, the front of which had been redecorated, the old town she lived in, the thriving industrial district, the college she'd been in for four years, still looking as quaint as ever...
He could only watch from afar. Sister Qin and the steward must have cleaned up the place just like when she had left, but he did not dare to enter to take a look. He was afraid that tears would fall without him realizing it, afraid that his longing for her would collapse …
Yan Yan Yan, where did you go? Why can't I find you?