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She threw herself into his arms, finally releasing the grief that she had been holding for so long. She cried to her heart's content, sobbing like a child.

"But Yan Yan, you wholeheartedly wanted to stay by my side and give me a child. From start to finish, have you ever asked me if I want you to do this?"

Once again, Yaxi pushed her away. He took two steps back, a smile etched on his face. "Did you ask me, Zeng Yaxi, that you forced a woman who didn't love you to stay by your side, and even allowed her to give birth to your child? Are you happy that you lost your life?"

"Ah Xi …"

She looked at Ashes, who was standing right in front of her, lost in her own thoughts.

"I'm not happy. Yan Yan, did you know? Even when you were sleeping, you were shouting Shen Canghao's name. You only had him in your heart, so what did I count as if you were staying by my side? What was this child? If I had woken up earlier, I wouldn't have given you, child, to tie your hands and feet! "Xu Hanyan, you're awake. Don't torture me, don't torture yourself, and don't torture that man who loves you too!"

"What are you talking about, Zeng Yaxi?! What do you want me to do now? Did you know that I followed you to your house in C City? Did you know what illness your mother wanted you to be? Do you know that you're the only child in the Ceng Family? Do you know that you could die at any time?! I owe you too much in this life, but I'm not carrying this child just to repay your debt of love! Zeng Yaxi, you love me for five years, accompany me for five years. Do you think I'm a woman without a heart? Do you really think I don't feel anything? "

"Huaiyan, when gratitude has the upper hand in a relationship, what's the point of that relationship? If I continue to make a mistake, it will only be three people suffering, two families that will be destroyed. If I let go now, at least you and Shen Canghao can be together forever! "

"What about this child in my womb?" Tears of joy rolled down her face. She had broken through all obstacles, broken through the barrier that was hard to destroy in her heart. She had put everything down and disregarded everything to find a new life and emotions. In the end, she had been wrong!

"What are you going to do with him? "Warmth returned to her biological father's side. Her parents were both so carefree throughout their lives, so what about our child?"

Her face was full of tears. Making such an unapproved choice, the pressure was so great that it almost crushed her. But now, even Asai was able to say such words. Even the child's biological father was willing to give up on this child! What should she do?

"If possible... I hope he never existed... "

For the rest of his life, he had fallen into this wrong love affair when he was young and stubborn. For his family, for the parents who had raised him, he owed them too much.

He was also selfish before. He was not the magnanimous Zeng Yaxi. He had also had selfish fantasies about having a happy life, letting her fall in love with him. He even had selfish hopes of forgetting Shen Canghao and only having him in his heart from then on.

"But he clearly exists. As a small life form, he truly exists as a part of me! How could you abandon him? "

Her voice was hoarse from crying. She grabbed the handrail to prevent herself from falling down completely.

Neither of them noticed that behind the glass door of the balcony, the warmth of the small pajamas woke them up and they stood there. It was so quiet that it seemed like a glass doll that would not move.

When she heard the words' biological father ', she immediately fell asleep. Her little heart was filled with longing. Was the man who barged in at night her biological father?

She couldn't help but frown. She didn't like him because his body stank!

"Yan Yan Yan, let me think, think again."

Asai had stood for too long, and felt that he could no longer hold on. He held onto the railing, only to discover that his palms were sticky with sweat, while his head was buzzing with pain. The sound of his crying was still resounding in his ears, but he was powerless to do anything about it.

She walked back to her room in a daze. When she was almost to the bedside, a small hand suddenly grabbed the hem of her robe. "Mom."

Huaiyan lowered her head, just in time to bump into her warm black eyes. Her heart ached and she couldn't help but bend down to hug her. "Baby, did I wake you up?"

"Mom, is it my dad?"

Warm in the mother's chest, the heart is full of longing.

"Isn't it enough to have Yaxi's father?"

Thinking about it in her free time, she was really too cruel. But if it was back then, when the heartless Shen Canghao wanted to be together with Su Lai, would he choose to kill this warm child?

If she hadn't left, would she have had such a caring baby? She wasn't cruel. Her heart was just broken. How was she going to warm up? It was still cold.

"But, but Warmth still wants to know what Dad looks like."

Warmth was afraid that her mother would be hurt, but she still couldn't control the desire in her heart. Her father was so good to her, so she shouldn't think about him anymore.

"Will Warmth be happy with her mother and father?"

She couldn't help but think about those questions Ashes had mentioned. She couldn't help but wonder, just how big of an impact this question of Warmth's biological father would have on Warmth.

"He will be happy …"

Warmth nodded, but pouted. She yawned a long time and snuggled into her embrace. "Mom, I'm sleepy."

She freed herself from the embrace of happiness and climbed onto the bed by herself, pulling the cool cover over her body and covering her head.

She had been sitting quietly for a long time, but when she saw the tiny person under her blanket move, she couldn't help but pull the cool cover away. "Warmth? What are you doing? What's wrong with you? "

When the blanket was pulled down, her youngest daughter's eyes were rimmed red, and she held back her sobs as she looked at her. Her eyes blinked and tears flowed from them, "Mom, but sometimes I still dream of finding dad."