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His voice gradually became lower, and he loosened his grip on Shen Canghao, "Promise me."

"Do you really think that you can just quietly hide by yourself and die so that Yan Rong can happily start a new life? Zeng Yaxi, why are you a coward? For your face, for the sake of your children, you must live well for me! "

He hated her to the extreme, yet his voice was hoarse and hoarse. "What did you take her to be? What do you take her heart for? Let me tell you, if you disappear into thin air, if you die just like that, even Yan Yan will not be able to continue living. "

"How is this possible …?" She has you, and two children, and you... Your family should be reunited, and I should not be the stumbling block. "

With a bitter smile, Yaxi leaned against the table and spoke. His chest was once again in pain. He pressed his hand down hard against the pain, feeling a little better.

"The stumbling block is not you, but me." Shen Canghao let out a long sigh. A strange pain gradually appeared on his handsome face. Something seemed to have shattered, and something seemed to have quietly revived. He was no longer the overweeningly stubborn Shen Canghao from five years ago! He had already resigned himself to his fate in front of life.

"You've been deceived by your own stubbornness. In Yan Yan Yan's heart, you're already irreplaceable. Do you know that?" He sat down and put a hand on his shoulder. The instant he lowered his eyes, there was indeed some unspeakable bitterness, "Yan Yan Yan told me that she will never leave you, and it is impossible for her to let you go. If you give up on your own, if you let go of her hand first, then what is all this that she has done for you?"

"But I don't want to implicate her... You also know that I'm currently in an advanced stage, and I'm always on the verge of death, just in case, just in case I die like this one day, right in front of her … What about her? "

"Then if you die silently, can I forget about you and return to a happy life?"

He stood up, suddenly angry, and a warm wind blew. Shen Canghao clenched his fists, and a sad smile appeared on his handsome face, "Don't you think you're being too selfish? "You seem to be considering her feelings, but what you care more about is your own feelings. If the person you care about loses his or her message, can he or she still live a nonchalant life?

"She will slowly forget me... By the time she saw me, my grave would have been covered in grass. " A smile appeared on Assi's pale face. He moved his fingers slightly, but realized that they were no longer agile.

"Yes, she will forget you, but you have ruined her entire life, bringing along a child without a father, living a life of pain and regret. Zeng Yaxi, this is what you have to do for her, right?"

Shen Canghao chuckled softly as he stood up and walked towards the door, "I had thought that you loved her so much and cared so much about her, but it turns out to be nothing more than that."

"I love her!" Zeng Yaxi stood up and clenched his fists. His handsome face was filled with determination, "It's precisely because I love her that no matter what I've lost and missed all these years, I've never regretted it. But Shen Canghao! If you knew that the woman you love deeply, is basically in love with another man, would you still be so selfish as to use compassion to tie her down? "

"How do you know she doesn't love you?" Shen Canghao turned around, unable to control his anger anymore. He held his clothes with one hand and sneered, "Do you know how jealous I am of you right now? I'd rather be you, I'd rather be sick all over, and I can see her being warm every day! "

"But do you know how much I'm jealous of you? Jealous that you've lived in her heart for so many years and haven't been erased from it for a single moment …" Yaxi slowly pushed away his hand. He turned around and silently walked out, "Shen Canghao, thank you."

"Zeng Yaxi …" He frowned as he looked at the thin figure of his back, on the verge of disappearing from the entrance …

In the long corridor, there was a row of beautiful bamboo lamps hanging in the warm wind. They swayed in the breeze, giving off a strange glow as he chased after them. His figure just happened to disappear around the corner, and as Shen Canghao stood there, he suddenly felt that in the past few years, perhaps he had been daydreaming, or perhaps it was just a dream he couldn't catch up with.

"This bit of soup, I bought the ingredients for the cooker today. My grandson needs some nutrition." In the living room of the Ji Clan, Zeng Zimo and Cen Peiyi sat there. They seemed to be a little restrained, but they also seemed to be very careful, as if they wanted to get close to each other.

Cen Peiyi placed the thermal container in front of Huan Yan. Although her words were still cold and distant, the concern in her eyes was clearly seen by Huan Yan. She smiled faintly and hurriedly extended her hand to receive it, "Aunty, I'll have to trouble you. The servants at home will always prepare the soup for me, you don't have to work so hard."

As Cen Peiyi listened to her sincere words, the stiff expression on her face eased a little. However, taking into account her previous harsh attitude towards her and the fact that it was not immediately convenient to change her attitude, she could only slightly nod her head and say, "En, let's drink while it's hot."

"Eldest Miss, let Mother Chen pour the soup into a bowl for you." A servant at the side quickly came over and took the thermos. Soon, the room was filled with a rich fragrance.

As he was walking out of the bedroom, he saw his father and mother coming in one gulp. His heart tightened when he saw that they didn't look as bad as he had expected. He heaved a sigh of relief and went downstairs.

As soon as he stepped onto the stairs, he suddenly heard a muffled sound in his head. His swollen legs went soft, and a burst of violent coughing rang out in the living room. He bent down and tightly covered his mouth, trying to cover up the coughing noise.