She knew that the cruelest thing in the world was not time, she knew that the most ruthless thing in the world was only the human heart. And this time, it wasn't her selfishness, it wasn't her cruelty, it wasn't her letting go of the five years she had spent with Ashes so quickly, that people had to always walk forward in this world, she had missed out on a lot, lost a lot, gained a lot, and this time, she really had to live for herself.
"I just wanted to tell you that I love you." "I'm afraid that one day, when I open my eyes, you will no longer be in this world. I'm also afraid that one day, when you open your eyes, I will no longer be in this world."
"You're talking nonsense again." He held her as he walked into the room. Although his steps were weak, he still forced himself not to say anything.
It's just like today, I saw that the man who once protected me and loved me, he forgot me, someone else was by my side, I would still feel sad, but you know, I'm not in love with him, I'm not enjoying the feeling of being loved by others, I'm just an ordinary person with seven emotions and six desires, when a man who loves me completely forgets about me, I would also feel lost, I admit that I was selfish, but suddenly I realized that this life is really hard to imagine, and I don't know what will happen tomorrow. If I love you, if I really love you, I should be brave enough to choose one for myself, just like now, when I tell you clearly, I love you as brave as I am now. "
"From now on, we will never part again." He put his arms around her and placed his chin on her head, murmuring. Shen Canghao only felt a strange feeling in his heart. Listening to such happy words, he should have been happy, but now he felt an inexplicable uneasiness.
"You still want to abandon us orphans and widows?" She wiped away the tears on her face, then hugged his neck and cuddled against his chest as she spoke softly, as if she was acting spoiled.
"I don't dare to, you big darling, you little darling are my nemesis, no matter which one I lose, my life will have no meaning."
"Do you really like warmth?" Huaiyan nestled in his arms, wanting to have a good talk with him about warm things.
"Of course, I've never seen a baby as cute and smart as our warmth." He sincerely praised her. Thinking of his daughter, he felt a wave of sweetness in his heart. However, after being separated for just a single day, he actually thought that she was going crazy.
"Let's hurry home. We'll go back tomorrow. I want to warm up."
However, she smiled proudly. "You don't know this, but when she was young, she was already prettier and smarter than her peers. When I taught her poetry, she was only two or three years old, but she adapted it herself."
"It's just that when she was born, I wasn't by her side." Shen Canghao thought about the fact that he had never had a father since he was young, but he couldn't help but blame himself and feel sad.
"Right now, I'm only worried about what will happen if Warmth tries to find Asai, and …" If it's warm to the eyes, what would happen to Yaxi? "
She felt a little discouraged. It couldn't be that this was the reason why Warmth would never see her father, who had been in love with her for the past five years, again.
Let's leave it at that for now. We can only take things one step at a time." "When Shen Canghao thought of this question, he couldn't help but have a headache. Although this kid was still young and a bit mischievous, he was definitely an emotional child. Before he came to America, he had heard her talk more than once about going to see her father during the holidays.
He didn't dare to imagine, nor did he dare to imagine if his father would awaken his memories. He wondered what would happen if his father regained his memories.
"In the end, I still owe Yaxi. I only wish that the girl named Yu Xin can stay by his side and let him walk out."
Huaiyan sighed. She lifted her hand and placed it on his forehead. It was still a little hot and she could not help but frown: "Why is it still burning? Did you take your medicine? "
"After eating, don't worry about it. It's just a little fever, so it's nothing to me." He comforted her and embraced her while his eyes emitted a smoky luster. "Go take a shower and rest for a while?"
Huaiyan blushed and gently pushed him. "Do you want to wash?"
"You want me to accompany you?" He smiled mischievously, but then let her go and gently said, "Go quickly, we will have a good chat later. Until now, we have been arguing every time we meet."
"Mm, you should rest for a while. I'll be fine in a moment." She stood up and went to the bathroom.
Shen Canghao watched as the bathroom door closed behind him, before tiredly lying down on the sofa, his body boiling astonishingly hot. Just now, after hugging her for a long time, he almost couldn't hold on anymore, struggling to get the medicine, but he didn't even have the strength to pour a cup of water.
When she came out, wrapped in a bathrobe, and saw his tired sleeping appearance, she walked over and knelt beside him. She raised her hand and held his hand.
That scorching heat startled her for a moment. She lightly shook him and said, "Ah Hao, Ah Hao, you woke up?"
He might not have fallen asleep, but he might have fainted from the fever.
Huaiyan shook him for a long time. He didn't know how many times she called out to him, but Shen Canghao only replied with a vague "En" twice before he stopped reacting.