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"Ah Xi …" Do you hate me? " She staggered down the stairs and stood not far in front of him as she spoke in a hoarse voice.

Asai laughed softly and shook his head, his eyes turning bloodshot. He felt a sharp pain in his nose, making him want to cry.

"If I don't hate you, then I'll love you for the rest of my life. I don't have time to hate you, nor am I willing to hate you."

He lowered his head, his eyelashes flicking as he searched the table for a long time with his fingers before finally finding the cigarette case. He took out a cigarette that he was trembling as he lit it, but just as he was about to bring it to his mouth, he was held back by a small, cold hand, "You're sick, you can't smoke anymore."

She pressed her burning cigarette into the ashtray, not daring to look at his face, not daring to look at his expression. She had not expected that he would regain his memories so quickly.

Asai clasped his hands together, and the place she touched started to hurt.

Since you don't love me, since there's only someone else in your heart, why are you still appearing in front of me? If I could forget, completely forget for the rest of my life, if only, how good it would be!

"I remember I once told someone that if I died, I would ask her to burn a piece of paper and give it to me. I don't know if I could keep that promise even now."

He didn't understand what he had come all the way here for. He had forgotten many things that had happened between them, but he still remembered, even in his dreams, that he had loved her, loved that woman who had suddenly appeared in front of him and he hadn't even met her. She had a beautiful name, Xu Huayuan.

"You won't die! If you dare to die, I will never forgive you!"

"Ah Xi, live well. I beg of you, stop thinking about it, stop thinking about it, Yu Xin loves you so much, I can see it, I think you can see it, too. You can't be like me, letting down a good person and then letting down another good one!"

"I'm a good person, but you don't love me. Yu Xin is also a good person, but I don't love her either."

He lowered his head, and stretched his hands out to hold her face. His dark eyes seemed to be about to drip with ink, "If in my next life, there's no Shen Canghao. If in my next life, when I meet you, you'll still be single. Why don't you give me a chance?"

He looked down at her, and she looked up at him with tears in her eyes.

The girl at the back of the stairs covered her mouth with her hands, and her tears fell like rain.

"I won't allow you to talk about death, nor about your next life. Ashes, I want you to live well, and then find a better girl, get married, and have children. Do you understand?" She took his hand away, growling under her breath.

"Alright, I'll write it down. Hurry up and get up …"

He chuckled and pulled her up from the floor. "I won't die, I will live well. Don't worry, don't cry anymore."

You gave Shen Canghao the time in your next life, so you're not willing to answer me?

If I die, my good self will never be at peace in this life. If I live, if I live in a happy way that you think I live in, will you feel safe and live a happy life for the rest of your life?

He lowered his head and lightly patted her palm. "Don't talk about me. Tell me about you and our past. I was useless and forgot about our story."

"Forget it, forget it. We should move forward step by step, shouldn't we?" She swallowed the pain in her heart and could not bear to tell him about the past.

"Yes, I can forget about it. I don't want to think about it, I don't want to think about it." Asai sighed lightly and turned to look at her. He said in a low voice, "I'm afraid this is the last time we will meet. After the new year, my parents and I will be living abroad. They are old, and I want to be filial. My parents are still looking forward to my marriage and the birth of my children."

"You're not coming back?" She looked at him anxiously, her eyes filled with reluctance. "You're not coming back. Are you looking at us?"

He reached out his hand and tucked her hair behind her ear before letting out a gentle smile. "If I look at you a few more times, I won't be able to leave. I can still leave you with a smile on my face now …"

"Ah Xi, what if we miss you?"

She couldn't help but cry again, but he suddenly hugged her tightly. Such a tight and tight force made it seem as if he wanted to inlay her into his chest.

"Yan Yan, Yan Yan, Yan Yan …"

"You know that when I leave you, it's like I've dug my heart out of it. But without me, your story goes on, and I'm a superfluous person, and it's also the way you hit the superfluous."

"I won't let you go … "Ah Xi, I don't want to see you again for the rest of my life, I don't want to …" Joy tightly held onto him, and she could not help but cry out loud.

"Yan Yan, don't be silly." Little by little, he released her. The lights on the stairs lit up, and as he raised his head, he saw the tall figure standing there. Now, he was going to personally push her away and send her to the person she loved.

"Let's go back. It's late at night." He tried to hold back his tears, wiped the tears on her cheeks with his index finger, smiled and said, "When I'm settled, I'll send you a postcard, and when I get married, I'll also send you an invitation. When I have a child, remember to give him a nice name.

He lowered his head and was silent for a long time. Then, he smiled and shook his head. "Forget it."

"Go back." He stood up and left step by step. His back was lonely and lonely.

Several times, she wanted to reach out and pull him back. Several times, she wanted to open her mouth and call out to him, but in the end, she didn't open her mouth and didn't move an inch.

Three days later, Zeng Yaxi and Yu Xin flew back to the United States.

On the second day of the new year, Yaxi and Yu Xin boarded a plane to the United States.