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Huaiyan turned around and lightly kissed her sleeping daughter. She was still as heartless as before. No matter how much her parents quarreled or how much they split up, she was still lost in her own dream and didn't know anything about it.

What should she do? Take Nuan Nuan and leave this place again? How could she tell Nuan Nuan that there was no place for them to stay anymore?

After sitting there for half the night, she slowly fell asleep. When morning arrived, she was still woken up by Nuan Nuan who woke up early in the morning. The two of them hugged and played with each other for a long time, and because it was just a weekend and there was no need to send Nuan Nuan to school, the two of them simply lied on the bed and chatted without getting up.

"Mom, I have a brother I like a lot at school." Nuan Nuan laid on her body, his small face rubbing against her neck as he spoke in a baby voice.

"How much do you like it?" Huaiyan felt that all the grievances and pain she had previously suffered with her daughter had disappeared.

"I really like it, I really like it. There are so many …" Nuan Nuan said as he struggled to open his arms in an exaggerated manner.

"Then how long will Nuan Nuan like that brother for?" Huanyan closed her eyes, hugged her daughter and asked softly.

"Big Brother Xianning is the best in the entire world. Nuan Nuan will always like him."

"Then what if your big brother Xianning doesn't like you, or if he bullies you and makes you angry?" She didn't know why, but she felt sad at the bottom of her heart. When had she ever simply loved a person? Just loving a person made her seem as distant as a dream.

She frowned and thought for a long time before slowly saying, "But, but, but I still like Big Brother Xianning. If he doesn't like me, if he bullies me, I'll be unhappy, I'll be sad, but I still want to see Big Brother Xianning every day at school. We'll hold hands and go home after school. Just like it, isn't that enough? "

When Huaiyan heard this, she couldn't help but drop her tears. Was it really enough just because she liked him?

In the world of children, at most, there is some awkwardness. I won't play with you, I won't be angry, I'll continue to hold hands and laugh and make trouble, but what about the world of adults? She was completely exhausted, and had never been a person who was good at fighting. Having to work hard once, twice, had already used up almost all of her strength, and betrayal, these were the things that she was the most afraid of in her entire life, the things that she feared the most. Once Song Jiaming, once Shen Zonghao, she had already had enough of them.

"Mom, you like dad … "Uncle?" Nuan Nuan curiously started to ask. She actually really liked that uncle of hers, it wouldn't be bad if she had such a father.

"I do, but if I don't like it, how could I give birth to Nuan Nuan?" She touched her daughter's face and let out a bitter smile. Back then, she had truly loved him wholeheartedly and never thought of leaving or giving up.

"Mom, if dad makes you angry in the future, will you still like him?"

"It won't happen again …" Nuan Nuan, your mother hopes that you can marry a man who likes you more than you do. A woman can only be beautiful after obtaining a single love, and that she will forever be beautiful.

"Why? If Mom doesn't like Dad, won't she be divorced? "

Nuan Nuan looked at her mother worriedly. If she was divorced again, she would become a fatherless child again.

After hesitating for a long while, she finally said faintly, "Nuan Nuan, if you don't see daddy in the future, will you be sad?"

Nuan Nuan immediately bit her lips as she looked at her mother with wide eyes. She timidly asked, "Mother, can you not bring Nuan Nuan along to escape …"

"Xu Huanyan, how can you be this selfish? You want to bring your daughter and leave me, where do you want to take your daughter? You want to break up our family, that's how you feel, right? "

The bedroom door was suddenly slammed open. It was as if he hadn't slept for the entire night, and the smell of alcohol that permeated his entire body rushed in and threw itself at her side, grabbing her collar and shaking it vigorously.

Nuan Nuan was so scared that her hair was in a mess, her face was pale and she couldn't help but crawl over to push Shen Zonghao: "Uncle, don't bully mommy, mommy will cry …"

"Nuan Nuan, you be good and let daddy and mommy talk for a while. Can you go downstairs to eat breakfast first?"

Shen Zonghao unsteadily let go of her hand, and directly carried her daughter to the outside of the bedroom. He put her down, steeled his heart, and locked the door with a bang, then turned around, his eyes completely red. He looked at her with hatred, love, disappointment and pain.

"Nuan Nuan is only wearing his pajamas, he will catch a cold …" Huaiyan didn't want to talk to him, didn't want to face him like this. She got out of bed, ignoring the mess of her nightgown, and walked past him to open the bedroom door.

"Tell me." However, he held her wrist without the slightest bit of mercy, pulled her to his chest, and said: "For a few random words, for a few malicious taunts, and intentional humiliation, you want to leave me. You want to take my daughter away from me?"

"Am I worth more than a few nasty words?"

"Is it that I love you and that I don't only love you enough? Xu Huanyan, what exactly do you want to do, drive me crazy or kill me? "

She didn't say anything, just looked at him, you know I don't always want much, I just want a single-minded heart without deceit, I just want a small but warm home, I'm not in my early twenties, at most I just have to start from the beginning, I'm old, old I don't dare to love or hate, I just want to be in the shell I've built myself that isn't very strong.