C405 I didn't know i was in love with you

Seeing her berating him, a hint of a smile surfaced in Shen Shaokang's eyes once again. He seemed to remember the first time he saw her many years ago, standing in his garden, looking at him with her sharp and reserved lower jaw: "What kind of flower are you planting?"

When he looked up, he saw a face like a flower, and he told her it was an orchid.

"Orchid, is there such an orchid?" "I like orchids the most, but I've never seen one of them before. Can you give me one?"

She could tell at a glance that she was a pampered young lady, but he had fallen in love with her at first sight and finally married her as he wished. He didn't know that she didn't love him and that there was someone else in her heart …

"Rongrong …"

He lightly called out her name and his hands were trembling as he tried to hold onto her. Qi Rongrong held back her tears and gently held onto his hand, sticking it to his chest.

"I'm sorry …"

He looked at her and spoke each word with great difficulty. His pupils seemed to dilate as if he had lost his focus. "I shouldn't have, I've selfishly kept you here for a lifetime … I'm gonna kill you... "I should have let go long ago …"

Qi Rongrong shook his head with all his might, as tears flowed down his face. He was still speaking, but it was as if his strength had disappeared. I've been playing the fool... I should have promised you a divorce... Rongrong... Rongrong... You and Mu Zian, it was me who separated you two … "It's me …"

"Don't say anymore, Shao Kang, don't say anymore …"

Qi Rongrong cried his heart out, and pounced forward with the intention to grab hold of his falling hand, but his head slowly tilted to the side. In the end, he seemed to say something, but it seemed as if he didn't say anything at all …

Qi Rongrong let out a shrill cry, as if she had gone mad and tried to grab his hand, but her eyes had already lost their focus, "Shao Kang, Shao Kang … "I love you, I've loved you for a long time, I don't love Muse anymore, Shao Kang …"

Qi Rongrong suddenly fell onto the ground. The zipper at the bottom of her down jacket ripped open, revealing a royal blue qipao that was full of treasure. She had intentionally put it on for him to see, but he hadn't even had the chance to take a look before she left …

He even left with regret, disappointment, and a bone chilling pain in his heart. He thought that she had always deeply admired Zane, that even she herself thought so, but he didn't know that she had already fallen in love with him, that even she herself didn't know …

It was just that he did not have the chance to hear it, nor did he have the chance to hear it again.

The nurse came in and made her final examination. He was dead.

But Qi Rongrong stopped him, and did not let them push him to the morgue, "Let me accompany him for another day."

No one would disagree with her request, so the figure quietly left the room. Shen Zonghao stood in the room, examining her mother for the first time.

This person that he thought he knew very well, this person that he had yet to understand.

"What happened?"

Shen Zonghao asked in a hoarse voice but Qi Rongrong did not say a word. She just sat on the floor and pulled his hand, stroking it over and over.

"I killed him, I killed him …"

Qi Rongrong repeated herself repeatedly, but she could not even cry.

"If I had known earlier, if I had told him earlier... "He won't die. In his entire life, he has never had a comfortable life …"

As she spoke, she placed his warm hand on her face, "Son... This is life, this is a person's life, look … I love him, and he loves me, but we don't let each other know … "

Shen Zonghao couldn't help but walk over and sit beside her. The two sat on the floor, mother and son, not looking at each other.

After a long while, Shen Zonghao raised his head, only to see his mother's hair in a messy state. To his surprise, he discovered that the eternally seductive mother, the woman who always wore exquisite makeup, made it hard for people to tell her age, had actually lost half of her hair.

"Mom …" Shen Zonghao suddenly opened his mouth and blurted out the title that he had never shouted in thirty years.

Qi Rongrong was stunned, and he was also stunned.

"A Hao...

"Qi Rongrong was a bit moved, she suddenly turned around and immediately hugged him tightly:" Your father is no longer here, what about me in the future? What will I do in the future? "

"Mom …" You still have me, Yanyan, and Nuan Nuan … "

In the face of death, the hatred was so small. He raised his hand with difficulty and lightly patted her back. "Don't cry anymore."

Qi Rongrong just shook his head, "You don't understand, how could you?"

Looking at the person you love, leaving with regret, looking at the person you love, leaving without even hearing yourself say I love you, this feeling is like cutting open the heart from the chest, and just like this it is hard to bear, turning over and over in the hot oil.

"You can go back now …" "Go back and have a good rest, I'll chat with your dad. It's been so many years, we don't even have the chance to sit down and talk …"

Qi Rongrong even smiled faintly as she pushed Shen Zonghao away and held up her long hair. This was a high class ward, there was an extremely sufficient heating supply, she took off her down jacket, and inside was a cheongsam without sleeves, that shone brightly under the light. She remembered that when he saw her in the cheongsam at the wedding, he was stupefied, and knew that it was the clothes he liked to see her in the most …

Although he wouldn't even have the chance to say it in this lifetime, she knew.

Shen Zonghao quietly left the room and closed the door. He walked to a bench in the corridor and sat down, and lit up a cigarette.

He suddenly missed her so much that he wanted to hug her so much, but she wasn't by his side, she was far away.