C444 Give up my bamboo horse

"Alright, since I've already been sentenced to death, it's also good for me to understand the cause of death." Tianqing threw up her hands and went downstairs. She glanced at Aunt Chen and the housekeeper, "You guys go out first, I'll have a chat with Miss Ou."

She directly walked to the opposite side of Ou Ziyi and sat down, then glanced at her exquisite face. Her dressing was not bad, and did not seem vulgar at all.

"Go ahead." Tianqing slowly opened his mouth and held a teacup, drinking tea without even looking at her.

When Jinxuan and I met, it was when he was at his lowest point. Back then, in the Netherlands, he was working while studying, and although it was winter, he could not see the sunlight at all, and he did not even have a single piece of thick clothing. You might not have imagined, but at that time, he was frighteningly thin and covered in cold sores, so no one was willing to bother with him, except for me.

"How could he have led such a life? "Their family is so rich …"

She had never thought that during the years that Mu Jinxuan and she had lost contact with each other, they would actually lead such a life.

"Jinxuan's father hated him a lot. He left him alone in Holland at the age of ten, and only gave him a year's worth of living expenses and tuition fees." Ou Ziyi sighed lightly as she glanced at the clear sky before smiling bitterly, "I still don't know about this reason even now."

If Ou Ziyi was here to demonstrate his strength or to provoke her, she was not afraid at all. However, she still calmly told her things that she did not know about before.

"You followed him during his most difficult time. That's why he can't let you go, right?" Tianqing felt a bitterness in her throat. She raised her eyes to look at her, only to find that she didn't seem to be as hateful as she was before.

Ou Ziyi shook her head lightly, as she forced out a smile, "Perhaps you don't believe that I will never be a mother for the rest of my life."

"Why?" Tianqing was shocked and asked blankly.

"My womb was removed by an accident." Ou Ziyi blinked his eyes, as though he wanted to hide the tears in his eyes, but he was still unable to control them.

"How could this be …" Tianqing only felt as if she had fallen into an abyss. Her chest felt as if someone was pressing down hard on it, making her unable to breathe.

If it was any other reason, some problem that money could solve, she was not afraid of it. But this was it, because even she could not bear to hear it.

"So this is also the reason why Jinxuan has promised to marry me no matter what." Ou Ziyi held her fingers together and sighed lightly: "Actually, I know that I am just too selfish for what I am. I know that Jinxuan doesn't love me, or that he is more compassionate than love, but I still can't let go of his hand. I came to find you this time, for no other reason but because I don't want to see him depressed everyday.

Ou Ziyi looked at him sincerely: "On the account of me being honest, on account of me telling you this secret, can you please stop being angry at Jinxuan?"

Tears fell from her eyes. She wiped them away and said with a smile, "Why is it like this? We've known each other since we were young. I've long since decided that he would never marry in this life, but why did you appear and why did you lose your right to be a mother? "If it were any other reason, if you were a bad woman, I could have taken him for myself, but what am I to do now?"

When Ou Ziyi saw her crying, her tears couldn't help but flow down. Tianqing looked pitiful, but she knew that the truly pitiful person was herself.

Jinxuan's heart was with Tian Qing. Even if she got married and stayed by his side all her life, all she got was a shell.

Jinxuan was her last life-saving straw. If she were to let go of him, what would happen to her in her entire life?

"You may leave …" Tian Qing cried for a while, and blankly sat there while supporting herself: "Go, Mu Jinxuan and I …"

She gritted her teeth and tried hard for a long time before she opened her mouth again. "Him and me, it's impossible for the rest of our lives. Don't worry, I'll find a chance to explain it to him. I'll make a decision …"

"Tianqing, thank you." Ou Ziyi did not expect her to agree so easily. She wiped her tears of joy and excitedly held onto Tianqing's hand.

Tianqing subconsciously took her hand away. She turned her head away, not wanting to look at her.

Tell him that the heavens have already arranged everything in this world, and told him not to think about the past anymore. No matter what, he will not be able to go back.

When she stood up, she felt as if her heart had been hollowed out.

Yes, she was spoiled, she caused trouble unreasonably, she was rough and willful, but she was not a bad person, Ou Ziyi was not wrong, Mu Jinxuan was not wrong, on the contrary, if he abandoned her because Ou Ziyi could not have children, she, Shen Tianqing, would look down on him.

Big Brother Jinxuan like this was the Big Brother Jinxuan in her memories, the Big Brother Jinxuan that was worthy of her pride.

When Ou Ziyi drove back home, he saw a gloomy Mu Jinxuan sitting in the living room, with a pile of cigarette butts in the ashtray in front of him and smoke curling up in the living room. Ou Ziyi quickly opened all the windows, and asked him with a pained expression: "Why are you smoking so many cigarettes? Not good for the body. "

She went over and took the cigarette from his hand and pressed it into the ashtray.

Mu Jinxuan slowly raised his head and looked at her. With indistinct anger in his eyes, he asked: "Did you go find Tianqing?"

"Yes." Ou Ziyi revealed a faint smile, and she sat down beside him. "Did she call you?"

Mu Jinxuan's entire body was trembling. He tried his best to control himself so that he wouldn't slap her in the face.