Chapter 462

I have never found you laughing like this? The last time you went to wennuan, you felt guilty in your heart, and took the initiative to quit. This time, you used such a trick. You didn't marry, and then nuanuan felt that I had failed you. I was ashamed of you and avoided me more. How could your heart be so cruel? Ou Ziyi, my love has been destroyed by you. What else do you want? "

His words, like a sharp knife, completely destroyed the last glimmer of hope in ouziyi's heart.

She looked at him, and suddenly found that, having known him for so many years, she was as if she had never known him. She could not understand his heart, and he could not understand her heart.

"Why don't you talk? I've exposed your mind, haven't you? " All of a sudden, Mu Jinxuan's pent up pain and anger poured out completely.

In fact, he didn't think so, but now he just wanted to hurt her as hard as he could. It seemed that the hurt he suffered was offset bit by bit.

"You know what you're saying to me tonight is more than we've been together for a month, no, three months."

Ou Ziyi gently opened her mouth. She looked at his face. Her anger made his handsome face a little distorted, but she still couldn't resist the moving elegance.

It's like how he hurt her, scold her, slander her, but she still loves him in her heart.

Maybe it was in the snow in Holland, when she picked him up, when he nestled in her arms, it made people feel sad. Maybe it was all his dependence on her that had been branded in the bottom of his heart.

No matter how fierce and ruthless he is at the moment, in her eyes, he will always be the Mu Jinxuan of four years ago, that shrank in her bed, a pair of black bright eyes staring at her, is afraid and frightened Mu Jinxuan.

She firmly believed, she always believed that at that time, Mu Jinxuan must have loved her.

After listening to her, Mu Jinxuan couldn't help being a bit stunned. She lost a lot of weight. Compared with the way she was in the prime of her life in Holland, she now seems to be a few years older, and the whole person is as thin as a piece of paper.

These days, he is not easy, but she will not be better.

In fact, he knew that she was deeply in love with him, but the love affair could never be forced. After the last warm wedding, he had been indifferent to her. In fact, he wanted her to choose to give up, but he didn't expect that no matter how cold he was to her and how he ignored her, she still put up with it in silence.

"Jinxuan, what I said this time is true. I don't want to marry you. It's not that I don't love you, but because I love too much. If I marry you, it's breaking up the love you yearn for, will you be happy in the future? And I, a barren woman, no matter who I marry, can only be a drag. Jinxuan, if I marry you, I can't even give you a child. If my uncle knows in the future, won't he hate me? And myself, all of it is just guilt. "

Ou Ziyi's face floated with a flimsy smile, "Jinxuan, what's the significance of my holding you?"

"Do you really think so?" Mu Jinxuan's hoarse whisper seems to be unable to believe all this.

Ouziyi's tears fell down. She bit her lips and nodded vigorously: "really think so."

Mu Jinxuan looks at her like this, tears seem to be unable to stop like straight down, his heart seems to be suffering, that in his most desperate time to take him, fell in love with his woman, when he had nothing, she was willing to give everything to the woman, she once said that she would follow him all her life, never let go of her hand, she once said, even if all the people in the world were thrown away Abandon him, despise him, ignore him, even if he is a poor man, she will never leave him, but now, because she loves him, so she is willing to let go.

When Mu Jinxuan thought of their child's accidental miscarriage, he remembered that when she had been deprived of the right to be a mother because of a medical accident, he once told her with red eyes that he would be good to her all his life.

But now, fleeting time, merciless time, at the beginning of all the vows, were destroyed by his own hands.

"Jinxuan, you go to Tianqing. I'll talk to my father, and I'll talk to my uncle. Don't worry, I'll say it's my own reason, and I won't let my uncle be angry with you..." Ou Ziyi finished in one breath, turned around and left. Her head did not return, as if she really put it down.

"Ziyi..." Mu Jinxuan chased her for a few steps and called her name gently.

Ouziyi shoulder shivering almost self-sustaining, she bowed her head, tears a straight down, but she tried to hold back the pain in the heart, smile at him: "Jinxuan, what's the matter?"

Mu Jinxuan's lips trembled slightly. He reached out and hugged ouziyi tightly in his arms: "thank you, Ziyi, thank you..."

Ouziyi couldn't hold on. She grabbed the clothes on his back and burst into tears: "Mu Jinxuan Do you know how much I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you for treating me like this, misunderstanding me, wronging me, abandoning me so cruelly Mu Jinxuan, I hate why I love you so much. I hate myself. Why should I love you so much? Why should I love you so muchShe cried to tears, Mu Jinxuan hugged her, but felt that he could not say what it was like. He had achieved his wish, and Ziyi finally chose to quit and let go.

He should be happy, he should be happy. He and Tianqing can finally be together, but he does not have too much excited feeling in his heart. By doing so, he builds his happiness on Ziyi's pain and abandons a woman who has paid a heavy price for her children. Any man with conscience will never be happy.

What's more, Ziyi is not a bad woman. He should be clear when he calms down. She has never hated Tianqing and hurt Tianqing because he likes Tianqing and wants to be with Tianqing.

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