Jiang Xinrui admits that she has a problem with her character, but many of her experiences are different from those of ordinary people, and her feelings in her heart can not be understood by everyone.
For a thing like, she does not have a very good way, will not ask for anything, just do what you want to do, also will not want to force, let the other party feel unable to breathe, because in the eyes of Jiang Xinrui, what she is doing now is not to make the other party uncomfortable.
She just wanted him to take care of the injury, stubbornly thought that she could help him, stubbornly wanted to leave some memories.
In fact, it can't be said that Jiang Xinrui's neuroticism is still something. It's just that Jiang Xinrui lacks a sense of many things. She doesn't understand it. When Jiang Xinrui was born, she was a sensitive child. She was careful to please people around her. She felt that she was "despised". She was separated from her brother and lived in two places. She was the only brother who should be closest to her, Not much enthusiasm for her.
Only when she is clever and shows her loveliness, can she get attention. Jiang Xinrui is so sensitive that when her mother wakes up, people around her feel good or bad about her. Jiang Xinrui is grateful, but she just lacks some things.
Jiang Xinrui didn't have the time to learn all these things, or just began to understand them. Drastic changes happened in her family. The last seven days in the 72 dreamland were the happiest days for Jiang Xinrui.
But happiness is really too short, all the beginning is also the end, jiangxinrui overnight grow up, her middle years of vacancy, is unable to make up.
Huasheng and Jiangliu slowly find out behind, and want to change, but the result is not very obvious, or it can be said that there is no change. Jiangxinrui understands what Huasheng and Jiangliu want to see, and jiangxinrui's performance is just a kind of catering. I hope her parents can rest assured.
So many things, jiangxinrui's treatment method is not the same.
She also knows that she is different, but some things and some thoughts have been fixed. She knows clearly that there is something wrong, so she would rather escape, hide than change.
It's not that she can't change, it's that she can't change at all now.
It is not so much that Jiang Xinrui likes Feng Ying that he likes the free and natural atmosphere of Feng Ying.
That's what she wants, but she can't do. Jiang Xinrui has a lot of invisible shackles, not from Huasheng and Jiangliu, but from herself.
If she can't put it down, the shackles will always exist, and what she really wants in her heart is the yearning in her heart, which she can never do, and what she likes is what she chooses.
Just because I can't do it, the one who can do it, doesn't do anything, and easily receives all her eyes. The other party doesn't have to have any response. In fact, Jiang Xinrui's subconsciousness understands this feeling. It's just a kind of yearning. What the other party thinks doesn't matter
Because Jiang Xinrui has never thought of any response, moreover, even if the other party gives her this response, maybe she will escape. This may be an emotional disorder.
"Jiangxinrui! Don't go... Yesterday was not a child
Feng Ying stood in front of Jiang Xinrui's border, and his hand that kept gathering evil spirit finally stopped, with a dull look.
No doubt matters.
He thought it was a dream, not a dream, and now it has become several?