Chapter 15:
Is this the reason why you so suddenly asked me to break up with you?
Before Juliet could say anything in response, the mans lips twisted cruelly as he grabbed her shoulders.
But if you wanted to run away with my child, you shouldnt have gotten caught.
So, is that why you chased me all the way here?
Juliets face turned pale at his cruel words.
Of course. So thats it. Well, of course, you shouldnt have expected anything else from him.
She felt like a fool for even briefly holding onto a fragile hope. nd expected completely different words from him, which she so wanted to hear all the time that she was with him.
What was she expecting, after all?
She laughed at herself.
Did you think I stole the noble bloodline and ran away?
She knew very well what the bloodline meant to a man like Lennox Carlyle.
It was none other than greedy relatives who sent a nine-year-old boy to the battlefield.
Even his own mother, who was the daughter of a noble, deceived his father and bore him.
Juliet suddenly became curious.
If she were to admit here that she had his child under her heart, how would he react?
Would she be taken somewhere, just like the woman who came with his child someday and was dealt with?
In the first place, Lennox Carlyle had no interest in making the successor of the noble family.
And that is why he preferred easy, short relationships, instead of entering into a legal marriage.
However, it was a well-known fact that there were quite a few people who claimed to have Carlyles children and came looking for the noble title.
The birth of a child with red eyes and black hair from the noble family was a famous tale. But no one knew what happened to the children and women who came looking for the Duke.
Some people gossiped that the cunning Juliet Monad must have done something to them.
But Juliet herself was one of the most curious people about what had happened to them.
No, I didnt steal anything.
Juliet calmly replied, dropping her head listlessly.
However, his following words filled her with even more despair.
Lennox Carlyle smirked with a mischievous smile on his face.
What kind of bastard is he, then?
Lennox!
Juliets face flushed with embarrassment.
She bit her lip to prevent the tears from welling up momentarily.
But it was insufficient to suppress the overwhelming emotions.
Juliet?
Just let me go.
It looks like her lover got angrier than she expected because she ran away without saying a word. He was a man who never let go of something once he had it in his hands.
But I have the discernment not to mistake it for affection.
Is it a similar metaphor if a pet dog breaks free from its leash and runs away?
Thats more akin to resentment or a desire for revenge rather than affection.
But Juliet couldnt find a justifiable reason for her to receive such treatment.
More than ever, Juliet felt deep despair. She hadnt stayed by his side for seven years just to be treated like this.
Lennox Carlyle would never know or understand, but
Okay, I believe you.
However, the man who was looking at her barely holding back her tears suddenly spoke with a strange gaze fixed upon her.
The startled man belatedly grabbed her wrist.
Juliet murmured in a hollow voice.
If I go back?
What?
What will change if I go back with you now?
What will change? Lennoxs expression narrowed at the unexpected question.
Juliet had never asked such a thing before.
The future is uncertain and ambiguous.
But nothing will change. He didnt want it to change.
Lennox knew Juliet Monad well. The soft skin where hot blood flows, the sweet sighs, the fluttering eyelashes, and the dimples on her cheeks.
That was enough for Lennox.
Juliet didnt beg for affection. She never restrained him or held him back.
Nothing.
Their relationship wont change.
And thats what he desired.
Juliet Monad will still remain his lover, and they will return together to the Dukes residence in the North.
Whether its marriage or children, they would need to prepare a stronger cage so that Juliet wouldnt be able to escape like this again, but in any case, all problems will be resolved.
Right now, if she just nodded her head-
Lennox.
However, Juliet didnt nod as him.
I want to stop now.
Juliet?
I dont love you anymore.
Always wondering when she would be discarded.
Im sick of it now.
Beep, beep!
Right at that moment, with a loud noise the train entered the platform.
Your Highness.
Juliet pushed away the mans chest, who had been holding her as if supporting her, while shaking her head.
I know. Somewhere in the world, there must be a woman who will kneel a man like you and teach humility.
Flutter.
Before he instinctively reached out his hand towards Juliet, suddenly butterflies with wings shining so brightly that it made his eyes hurt appeared.
The fluttering of the blue butterfly flock brushed against the edge of her skirt, shaking it entirely.
It seemed as if it wasnt allowing anything or anyone to come close to her, filling Lennoxs vision.
In the meantime, the woman distanced herself from him, took a few hesitant steps back towards the stationary train.
But that wont be me.
As Juliet looked into the eyes of the man who stood frozen in place, her lips formed a perfect smile.
I told you before, I didnt steal anything. That wasnt a lie.
Juliet instinctively realized that she was the one holding the sheath of the knife.
The only chance she had to leave an indelible mark on a man who would not be hurt by anything and would not be swayed by anything was right in her hands at this moment.
Juliet casually brought her hand to her empty belly.
Because this, its not your child.
Juliet laughed softly as she lied for the last time.