Chapter 132:
To him, it was a question he shouldnt even have asked, but he went ahead and did.
He tried his best not to be petty, but he couldnt help but get annoyed with every little thing.
At that, Juliet, who was intently looking at the card, shifted her gaze to him.
No.
Juliet closed her fan with a snap. Her demeanor was incredibly straightforward.
Why?
She has no conscience.
For a moment, Lennox hoped Juliet would say it was because of him.
He wouldve been content with words spoken cautiously, taking into account the situation.
A blatant lie would have been fine, saying she wasnt feeling well would have been okay.
He didnt even hope for an answer that she liked him. Just adhering to the decorum of their 6-month contract wouldve sufficed
I am not a good catch.
In that moment, he felt as if hed been stabbed.
If I were a diligent bride, Id find a diligent groom.
However, Juliet spoke indifferently without even looking at him.
Ladies might be saying this because they are concerned about me, but I know my place.
Juliet lowered her eyes modestly, and explained, counting on her fingers.
There are rumors about me, I have no parents, and all I have is an old mansion. It was said Id never marry into a good family.
If I dared to dance with her son without notice, Marchioness Schnabel wouldnt like it. The same goes for other ladies.
Suddenly, Lennox Carlyle felt like crying.
Even in moments like this, even in a daze, Juliet easily pushed him into despair. Just a few words were enough.
Juliet.
Yes?
Her round eyes looked bewildered, innocently.
Why
Her gaze felt like a sharp knife piercing his heart.
What is lacking in you?
Lennox clenched his teeth.
He had no right to ask such a question.
Shortly after Juliet unexpectedly left him, he sometimes imagined her in someone elses arms or laughing brightly.
He would have preferred that time. Then, he could hate an unknown rival.
But hearing and seeing Juliet being conscious of someone else and belittling herself was far more painful.
Instead of putting herself down, she should have put everything she wanted at her feet. She seemed to casually throw him into the abyss without any intention.
It shouldve been like that.
What are these people thinking? How dare they? There was no need to ask who had belittled her and made her feel this way.
It was none other than himself, who neglected to care about what his lover heard.
Lennox
He gritted his teeth.
At that moment, Juliet leaned her head on his arm and murmured with concern.
Are you angry?
Im infuriated.
Their eyes met, and he gave a hollow laugh.
Lennox swore that he wouldnt let go of those who made Juliet drink, whoever they were.
All he had glimpsed were fragmented scenes. Lennox didnt know why the Juliet of the past was in such a pitiful state.
In the dream, Lennox, remembering how cruelly he behaved towards Juliet, wasnt sure he hadnt done such a thing.
If he really was the one who hurt Juliet, he couldnt bear or forgive it.
And he had to confirm that.
Although he summoned the black panther spirit on his sword several times, the demon didnt respond.
Of course, asking Juliet would have been the most certain and quickest way.
But, unlike earlier when Juliet would readily answer anything, she now kept her mouth shut.
Is she asleep?
As the silence prolonged, Lennox reached out to lay Juliet down comfortably. Then-
Lennox.
Without looking at him, Juliet spoke.
Back then, why did you save me?
What?
Out of pity?
Saved her?
Lennox wondered what she was talking about.
Could it be about the first time they met?
If so, he had liked the fact that, except for him, Juliet had no one else to rely on. The face of a woman, calm even after her parents funeral, had stimulated him.
I fell for you at first sight.
In retrospect, it was he who had fallen at first sight.
However, after listening to Juliets following words, Lennox realized he had thought too lightly.
I wish you hadnt. Because I must have looked hideous.
Hideous.
With those words, Juliet quickly pulled the thin bedsheet up to her shoulders.
As if she didnt want to show her back.
For some reason, Juliet glanced at him with fearful eyes.
It doesnt hurt now. Even though the scars remain Id prefer if you didnt see.
Lennox quickly realized.
The present Juliet was confusing memories from her past life with the present.
She was talking about scars she acquired in her previous life.
She still talked and acted as if she had scars on her back.
Whether due to drowsiness or alcohol, she was confused.
Juliet.
Desperately, Lennox grabbed Juliets shoulders and met her gaze.
He desperately tried to think of a question that would get the answer he wanted from Juliet.
If he asked directly who did it to her, she would surely shut her mouth again.
Think carefully and answer. Ill give you a reward if you guess right.
He soothingly coaxed her as if talking to a child.
A reward?
Yes. Where did I first see you?
Half-drunk Juliet blinked in confusion as to why he would ask such a thing and then answered.
In the Marquis of Guinnesss punishment room.
Juliets voice was almost a whisper as she answered.
But it was enough to stop Lennox Carlyles breath.