Chapter 202:
Lennox clenched his teeth.
Its just another dream anyway.
He muttered to himself as if to reaffirm.
Lennox was tired of getting his hopes up only to be disappointed.
It was obvious anyway. She was clearly a figment of his imagination.
With her pretty lips, shed utter all the right words, but as daylight broke, she would disappear without a trace.
Was it the side effect of breaking from the sleep-inducing drugs, or was he finally going mad, having nightmares without the hallucinogen?
?
On the other hand, Juliet couldnt understand the situation at all.
His red eyes, filled with contempt and anger, were dimmed.
The cold gaze was unsettling even for Juliet who had known Lennox for a long time.
Even though he had just told her to get lost, Lennoxs words and actions were inconsistent. He grabbed Juliet and wouldnt let go.
Lennox, who had been glaring at Juliet, spat out:
Im tired of being played by you.
With that, he carefully brushed Juliets cheek and eyelids with his other hand. It was a very cautious touch, as if touching the surface of a snowflake.
Juliet.
Despite the grip tightening on her chin, Juliet was not frightened.
I told you to wait a little, didnt I?
What?
When I find you, I said Ill die then.
What?
Juliet doubted her ears.
Who will die?
At that moment, Juliet had a faint realization.
-Contractor, we have to hurry.
The urging of the butterflies wasnt about dealing with the storage quickly.
The real danger was the out-of-mind Lennox Carlyle.
I wont keep you waiting long Once I find your corpse, Ill die then.
To meet her gaze, Lennox was in a half-kneeling posture.
Why didnt she realize sooner? No matter how the snake urged, initially, if he was sane, he wouldnt have thought about turning back time.
Astonished, Juliet dropped the box she had been holding tightly in her hand out of surprise.
You.
Suddenly, a seemingly flustered Lennox grabbed her shoulder.
You, why are you crying?
Do hallucinations cry too?
For a moment Lennox had a confused expression, but in reality, Juliet didnt realize she was crying until he pointed it out.
However, whether Lennox was flustered or not, Juliet didnt care.
Hu-uh.
What troubles have I been through!
For a moment, her emotions surged with a mix of sadness and relief.
You didnt kill me..
Having said that. Why did you forget everything?
Only I remember everything, why only me
Initially, she was just surprised and thats why tears came, but slowly Juliet became genuinely angry.
I struggled and came back
And suddenly he talks about dying!
Juliet?
Watching Juliet throw a tantrum, Lennox suddenly realized.
He could feel the pulse fluttering like a small birds heartbeat under his clenched wrist.
Just like the living Juliet.
He tried to soothe Juliet by making eye contact, not even knowing what he was doing.
No, sorry. Dont go.
Carefully, he pulled her shoulder toward him and hugged her, continuously muttering apologies.
Damn it. It was my fault. So please, dont cry.
Lennox began to genuinely agonize. But Juliet was already furious from head to toe. She didnt forget how the man in front of her treated her like a ghost and hurled verbal abuse.
Please, just stop crying and tell me whatever you want.
A beat late, the knights quickly followed him.
* * *
Splish-splash.
You can sleep more.
Uh.
When Juliet opened her eyes, she found herself in a bathtub filled with warm water.
Relieved by the comforting voice, Juliet closed her eyes again smoothly.
Even after leaving the bathroom, Juliet was still drowsy. She repeatedly dozed off while leaning on Lennox, who was drying her hair thoroughly with a towel.
Lennox looked at Juliet, who was leaning on him and sleeping, for a long time.
It was an utterly surreal scene for him.
Juliet, with her even breathing, was in his hands.
Last night, Juliet broke down and cried for a long time.
-Are you stupid? Who died?
She poured out her resentment towards him while feeling miserable, but Lennox realized that Juliet was scared.
-Try say that you died once more, or that you will die with me again.
He was fully occupied comforting crying Juliet, who was scared even though he didnt know exactly what she was scared of.
He knelt on the floor and asked for forgiveness countless times, but Juliet never said she forgave him.
Instead, she was sorrowful about this and that, and kept calling him a fool and an idiot for wanting to die with her, crying loudly.
-Apologize for that too. Quickly.
-Im sorry.
-Promise you wont do it again.
-I promise.
-And apologize for speaking harshly to me, and for going alone and deceiving me
Lennox didnt fully understand what scared and saddened Juliet.
-Why do I have to remember? You forgot everything
But Juliets resentful remark remained strongly in his mind.
Although crying, Juliet logically explained what had happened.
The snake tried to kill Juliet to use him, and the snakes real goal was none other than his evil spirit, Velokitanas ability. But to Lennox Carlyle, the only important thing was that she was alive.
As soon as he gently laid Juliet on the bed, she opened her eyes slightly.
Lennox?
Yeah, Im here.
Juliet blinked her dazed eyes, as if discerning where she was.
Have you been here all night?
Instead of answering, Lennox laid Juliet down.
It must hurt.
Seeing where Juliet was looking, he noticed that her gaze was focused on the edge of his wrist.
Lennox didnt bother to hide his old scars and recent wounds.
But who should be worrying about whom?
He thought it was unclear.
In the past he had glimpsed, Juliet had many more severe injuries than this on her body.
Lennox smiled a bit and asked.
Does it bother you?
Of course.
Juliet, who answered immediately, looked genuinely upset. For a moment, Lennox was disgusted with his own lowliness.
Afraid that he might make a foolish choice, worried about someone elses scars while she herself almost died, and yet he was happy with Juliets sympathy, it was clear that his character was terrible, and he was seriously insane.
It will scar.
Juliet murmured and reached out to touch his face.
Your face is hurt too
For a moment, Lennox flinched. He had been so engrossed with Juliet that he hadnt thought about how he looked to her now.
It was exceedingly unfamiliar to him to worry about how he looked in the eyes of others.
Oh, right.
Luckily, Juliet didnt notice the change in his expression and said:
I have something to say.
Say it.
It wasnt you who killed me.
Juliet said this as if it was a huge relief, smiling.
But Lennox felt suffocated, and couldnt smile back in return.