Chapter 204:
Long ago, Juliet would ponder the meaning of loneliness each dawn, left alone in an empty bed.
The world was full of lovers who effortlessly enjoyed normalcy and peace, relishing in happiness.
Yet, why was it so hard for them?
It was a distant dream for Juliet to be happy like others. Throughout their relationship, only bearing the title of Duke Carlyles lover, they constantly found themselves at odds.
The man Juliet had loved long ago found it harder to honestly open up than conquering continents.
He found it easier to kill himself, offering his heart to reverse time, rather than utter a word of love.
Hes out of his mind.
Juliet chuckled self-mockingly.
How did she come to fancy such a man?
The answer to the question she had pondered for a long time became vaguely clear when she reunited with the man who tirelessly chased after her fleeing self.
Although Juliet resented him, she couldnt leave, just like he greedily clung onto her without understanding a shred of his emotions.
It was because they both were equally prideful, incapable of honesty, and twisted somewhere deep down.
Lennox.
Juliet calmly gazed at the shattered man.
I wont forgive you.
Okay.
But you have to atone to me for the rest of your life.
Juliet delightfully watched the arrogant mans face shift between shock, embarrassment, and relief.
Who knows? Maybe someday, I might forgive you even just a little bit.
He might not remember, but Juliet could vividly recall the moment she met him as if it was yesterday.
In that moment, she instantly realized that he too was broken as much as her.
Understand? Until then, you are mine.
Juliet murmured solemnly.
Lennox Carlyle might never be able to earn her forgiveness, but Juliet had owned him for a lifetime.
It will be quite painful from now on, but you should be prepared.
Juliet couldnt finish her words. Lennox could no longer hold back and tightly embraced Juliet.
Yes. Dont forgive me for a lifetime.
The sound of Juliets laughter, with her head buried in his shoulder, tickled his ears.
Lennox Carlyle was determined never to let go of what he held in his embrace.
Juliet, who was faintly smiling, suddenly realized that the rain had stopped a while ago.
* * *
Rustle.
About a month ago, rare ancient magical creatures began to appear in the forest behind the ducal residence.
Swoosh.
A black dragon, quietly sitting on a tree, spread his wings and descended like an arrow.
-Peep!
The baby dragon was a born hunter.
Swiftly seizing a small rabbit by the throat, Onyx felt triumphant. But Onyx hesitated just before snuffing the life out of the rabbit.
-Good boy, Nix? You cant just catch and eat anything when youre hungry.
He remembered Juliet scolding him tightly, gripping his front paw.
-If you eat anything you pick up, its dangerous. If youre hungry, just come to me. Understand?
-Peep
The lucky rabbit didnt miss this chance and hurriedly scurried away.
Watching the rabbit hop away into the distance, Nix realized he hadnt eaten anything for three days now.
Gruk.
Since Juliet disappeared, Nix didnt approach the people of the Duchy anymore.
Fortunately, he didnt fly far away, but Nix circled around the Ducal residence where Juliets traces were strong.
Juliet had lived here for 7 years, so her traces were scattered all around the vicinity of the residence.
Initially, Nix thought Juliet was trapped underground. But when the humans broke the stone and opened the cave, Juliet wasnt there.
Juliet must be angry.
The baby dragon, unfamiliar with the concept of death, thought so. Juliet was hiding somewhere because she was mad at humans.
So Nix was mad at humans too.
The baby dragon ate tree fruits or mushrooms during the day, and slept on the trees at night, waiting for Juliet to return.
Growl.
But in the snow-covered northern forest, there were no more flowers or tree fruits left for Nix to eat.
In the end, the conflicted Nix headed towards a large green tree nearby.
Apples!
More like hyenas, actually.
Lennox smiled lightly.
Theyre ready to pounce to tear apart my corpse.
Despite his words, Lennoxs tone remained gentle.
Juliet thought it was quite a skill to speak such words with such a face and sighed softly.
Why has two months passed?
So much had happened in the time since Juliet had disappeared.
Lennox quietly looked at her while leaning against the bed headboard.
With her hair sprawled haphazardly, staring at the ceiling, Juliet seemed lost in deep thoughts.
Lately, very often in fact, Lennox found himself uneasy not knowing what Juliet was thinking. Perhaps she would continue to worry like this. Yet, he was content with that.
Lennox, struggling to suppress the urge to kiss her, smiled softly.
Should I not go?
Uh?
Thinking it was a joke, Juliet chuckled. His thumb was gently brushing against Juliets lower lip.
If I tell you not to go, you wont?
If you wish.
Really?
No, what do you mean? What will happen if you dont go?
You must be crazy.
Juliet was startled and quickly pushed him away as she got up.
Take care and come back safely.
* * *
After Lennox left for the estate inspection, Juliet felt a little more relaxed.
Coincidentally, her maternal grandfather, who had come to see Juliet, brought along magicians from the Mage Tower, so the people of the estate were focused on the castles maintenance.
Elliot was very pleased that they got high-quality workforce for free.
The greenhouse is in good condition. However, the magicians say that the exterior walls need to be replaced
But she was half-listening, half-gazing out of the window for some reason.
Milan cautiously called her.
Miss?
Ah, yes.
Why are you like this?
After a moment of hesitation, Juliet suddenly spoke.
Will it be okay?
Although Juliet omitted the subject, Milan understood right away.
Are you talking about the Duke?
Yes.
Normally she wouldnt worry, but Juliet was curious and a bit worried about the now-obedient Lennox.
It was Juliet who advised to act kindly.
His Highness Lennoxs recent soft demeanor is not bad, but hes a Duke after all.
The expressions of the knights nearby became subtle. They quickly exchanged glances without Juliet noticing.
Soft? Has the meaning of being soft changed these days?
Does it now mean merciless and malicious?
But Juliet seemed genuinely worried.
What if there are problems dealing with the lords?
Milan realized what Juliet was worried about.
For the past few months, Duke Carlyle had been obsessively chasing after her like a madman. As a result, rumors began to circulate that the Duke was mad, or that the Dukes house was going to collapse, though of course it wasnt Juliets fault.
But to a third party, Lennox was acting like a tongue in his mouth around Juliet. Juliets anxiety stemmed from there.
She seemed to worry whether the traditionally hard-line Duke Carlyle might change his stance to a moderate one, which could potentially harm his house or himself.
A moderate Duke Carlyle. Sounds like a hot ice.
Milan was conflicted whether to tell Juliet the truth.
You dont need to worry about that.
Choosing a white lie over conscience, Milan said.
The possibility of a territory war is low. It will be resolved wisely through dialogue without shedding blood.
Really?
Yes.
Milan couldnt dare to say.
The fact that Duke Carlyle acted like a crazed mother bird was only towards Juliet, and his notorious temperament was still intact.