After two or three days of spring rain, it finally stopped in the evening.
The clouds dispersed, revealing the faint golden light of the West.
Yi Xiaoqiao looked at the western sky and breathed a long sigh of relief. Anyway, the rain finally stopped. Mu Yian should also go.
If she doesn't go, she is not afraid. She has borrowed Zhu Qing before. With Zhu Qing, she is not afraid that Mu Yi'an will come to find herself. Although she is narcissistic, Yi Xiaoqiao thinks this is the safest way.
Because of the existence of Zhuqing, Yi Xiaoqiao was safe and went to bed early.
It's just that she can't sleep well. It's been raining these days. The room is still a little wet, which makes her uncomfortable all over. Thinking of Mu Yian, she can't sleep any more.
In the dead of night, the air was a little cold at night, and insects could be heard outside the window.
In other places, when it is snowing heavily, there are new bamboo shoots and small insects here. She still likes the quiet here. I'm afraid it's good to live in seclusion here for a lifetime.
Looking at the gauze curtain above his head with open eyes, his thoughts unconsciously floated to Mu Yi'an.
I don't know how he is or whether he has left. As long as Lin Yi makes it clear to him, he should go. Yes, wen'er has seen it before. Mu Yi'an is no longer there. He should go.
Go well, one don't two wide, each born happy.
They should be like this.
Thinking about what she heard at the tip of her ears, she suddenly turned back, but saw a dark shadow flash, and someone covered her mouth and nose.
Yi Xiaoqiao was stunned for a moment, then reacted and struggled hard: "Wuwuwuwu..." (let go of me!)
"Don't shout, don't shout." Mu Yi'an covered her mouth and nose: "Little Joe, you are good. Don't scream. I won't hurt you."
How did he get in? He's gone!
When did he come back? Where's Zhuqing? Why didn't Zhuqing stop him!
Yi Xiaoqiao struggled hard, punched and kicked, and broke his fingers: "let go of me, I'll suffocate."
During the hard struggle, she finally squeezed out such a sentence.
Suffocating?
Mu Yian rubbed his hand back: "I didn't mean it, Little Joe..."
"Don't touch me!" Yi Xiaoqiao patted him away and gasped, "what are you doing? You want to kill me."
"I didn't mean it. Are you okay?" Mu Yi'an touched her carefully.
Yi Xiaoqiao dodged: "how did you get in?"
"Came in." When Mu Yi'an saw Yi Xiaoqiao, his head was a little confused and his words were a little silly.
Yi Xiaoqiao rolled his eyes: "what do you want? I've made it clear that I won't get back together with you. I'll never have anything to do with you in the future!"
"Xiao Qiao, listen to me. I have nothing to do with Yi Zhen. I just want to be with you."
"Muyian." Yi Xiaoqiao interrupted him and listened to him speak in such an aggrieved and gentle voice. Yi Xiaoqiao felt uncomfortable: "general mu, you are a general anyway. You should understand the truth that you can afford to let go? What are you going to do... What's going on? If you're known, do you want your face?"
"No." Mu Yian said firmly.
Yi Xiaoqiao choked. She looked away and drew back her hand: "you don't want it, I want it!"
"Little Joe..."
"Mu Yi'an, you're a general. Where's the courage to kill on the battlefield? Just think I'm a deserter and let me go. Why? You're so obsessed that people will only look down on you."
Mu Yi'an's face was cold: "deserters should be cut according to the law."
Cut according to the law?
Yi Xiaoqiao glanced sideways at him and snorted and smiled, "what's the matter? You still want to kill me?"
Mu Yi'an looked away from her, but his face became colder and colder.
"I tell you, Mu Yi'an, even if you really want to kill me, it's not your turn to kill me. In your relationship with me, you are the deserter. You give me a divorce. No matter what you're doing, it's a fact. You just give me a divorce. Even if you have a grievance of snow in June, you also give me a divorce. You wrote the divorce. Everything It's a foregone conclusion and can't be changed. " Yi Xiaoqiao raised his chin and said proudly, "even if you kill me, it's not your turn to kill me. You should commit suicide."
Yi Xiaoqiao kicked him out of bed, pulled the quilt, turned over and closed his eyes.
Why is mu Yi'an so stupid? He told him to leave early, but he didn't go. He must play with her. He sent the letter of divorce. What's more, is it meaningful?
Besides, even if they are together now, what will happen after that?
Don't they have to separate!
She's going home.
When they got home, they would never see each other again.
Instead of hurting once now and again in the future, it's better to hurt your heart from the beginning, at least not in the future.
Yi Xiaoqiao grabbed the quilt corner, pursed his lips and choked. She didn't cry, she couldn't cry, at least now she couldn't cry in front of Mu Yian. He should go, he shouldn't be here. He should pick up his pride after being hurt by her, and then leave here without looking back.
She pricked up her ears, but could not hear his footsteps leaving.
Only heard a crisp sound, roaring in the dark.
Yi Xiaoqiao suddenly opened his eyes and looked back. The bloody sword was on his neck. Yi Xiaoqiao took a cold breath: "Mu Yian, what are you doing!"
"If I die here, can you forgive me?" Mu Yi'an asked, his voice with incomparable sadness and determination.
Yi Xiaoqiao looked at him in disbelief. This man is crazy. This man must be crazy!
How can he do this? How can he do such a thing? He is threatening her with his own life? Why is he!
"You..." Yi Xiaoqiao didn't know how to describe his mood. He was sad and heartache, mixed with pain and unspeakable emotion. Finally, thousands of words finally merged into one sentence: "are you sick!"
"I'm sick, Yi Xiaoqiao. I'm going crazy because of you." Mu Yi'an smiled and a bright color flashed in his eyes: "I miss you and worry about you every day. What I want to do most is to end the war and come back to you as soon as possible."
"I know I shouldn't marry her, but I can't help it. I have to do it so that I can keep you." His tears seemed to burst and couldn't stop: "I used to think that as long as I was strong enough and had enough military skills, I could protect my family and you, but my mother died, I had no way, and I couldn't even avenge her!"
"I watched their intrigues. I watched them destroy what I wanted to protect little by little, but I couldn't do anything. Yi Xiaoqiao, why do you say this?"
Yi Xiaoqiao seemed to be infected by him, and his tears became very worthless: "do you say these are useful?"
"Little Joe, if I can only protect you by abandoning you, I'd rather abandon you..." he clenched his teeth fiercely. Because he was excited, his body trembled. The long sword rubbed blood marks on his neck: "but I can't really abandon you. Abandoning you is like digging my heart. I hurt."
Yi Xiaoqiao covered his lips and tears fell uncontrollably.
"If I have to give up you, I'd rather die, at least all my love for you..."