If we can get rid of this, we won't become nothing.

Zhang Xiaohua thought in the heart, the hand in the sleeve suddenly clenched, she kept warning himself.

"It's not that I don't like Ji Zinan, but the mystery of her life experience is so complicated that she can't like anyone."

But after so much experience, life and death, if you say that you have no waves, that is a lie, but like and do not like, now can not know from the bottom of my heart.

Now, all she knows is that everyone is hiding something about her life.

Who's your father? What about her past? She didn't know what she was going to experience.

Ji Zi Nan also did not speak, so quietly looking at her, then suddenly opened his mouth.

"I know it's hard for you to accept this, but I'm still with you." There was a pause at this, and then he looked into her eyes.

"Do you know that I've been in the palace all these years, and I don't think there's anything to be happy about. But do you know that whenever I think of you, think of those past things, my heart will be happy. It's not that you don't want to tell you, but that you can't stand it if you tell you right and wrong at once. "

"Autumn You believe me, everyone has pain in their hearts. And I will spend the rest of my life trying to smooth the pain in your heart. I know you like me, but also in control of their own, do not like it, I will always be with you. Fang Shiyi has been protecting you, or I don't care about you. I can only do my part, but you must not like him, otherwise... "

"Otherwise?" Zhang Xiaohua raised her eyes, "otherwise what..."

"I will let him die."

The tone is cool and thin, which makes people feel cold. Zhang Xiaohua doesn't say much. Although there is fluctuation in his heart, he forces himself to keep calm, so he closes his eyes.

Ten thousand Dongyue soldiers died, which had already disturbed the imperial court. When two people arrived at a safe place in the evening, she was a bit out of her wits.

Ji Zinan dealt with the corresponding matters, and then took advantage of the meal in the evening to Zhang Xiaohua.

"Go back to the imperial city tomorrow. At least there is someone to protect you. I'm not sure you'll stay here."

"And you?"

"I, I want them to pay their blood. If it had not been for the infidelity and the Rouran army that day, the tragedy would not have happened. Shunliu and Dazhuang can't die in vain, and those soldiers of Dongyue can't die in vain. I still have 20000 people in my hand, so I don't believe I can't beat them a little tenderness! "

No matter how gentle he was to Zhang Xiaohua, there was no place for him to hide his anger. Zhang Xiaohua looked at him and stopped talking. He was so hungry that he grabbed the steamed bread on the table and began to eat it.

The problem of food and clothing has been solved. Zhang Xiaohua feels soreness all over her body. She looks back at Ji Zinan, who is still processing documents on the table, and doesn't want to wait for him to stay up late with him.

It was just that he was beside her that made her feel at ease. In the end, Ji Zinan is really good-looking, and Zhang Xiaohua has forgotten the things that hurt his mind.

It's already the third watch day. Ji Zinan handles the documents and casually stretches his back and looks up at the bed. He finds that Zhang Xiaohua has already gone to sleep.

The little one huddled up against the corner of the bed, looking very nice. Ji Zi Nan just gazed at her quietly. He didn't know how long it took. He got up and stretched out and went to the bed.

Zhang Xiaohua always sleeps shallowly, feels that someone is close to him and opens his eyes. Found Ji Zinan did not know when to throw away the hands of the paper and pen.

Although they were husband and wife, they had skin ties, but now I don't know why they have some rejection now.

"You, what are you doing?"

She subconsciously hastened to support herself from the bed with her arms, and to the corner of the wall with the fastest speed.

"I'm not a vicious villain. Do you need to be so afraid?" Looking at Zhang Xiaohua's alert appearance at the moment, he was a little bit laughing, but the action on his hand did not stop. He pushed Zhang Xiaohua back to the bed.

"You're not asleep. Why do you want to get up?"

The candle flickered in the room, and Zhang Xiaohua looked at him in this way. He felt that the man in front of him was familiar and strange, but he didn't know why.

"Well, sleep." She was smiling, and she was no longer a soldier.

He lay down to her, but it was amazing that he did not touch Zhang Xiaohua. There was a foot gap between them. Ji Zinan did not move.

I don't know how long, Zhang Xiaohua only felt that the people beside him took out the heavy breathing sound. Is it sleep?

Then she turned around and found that the man behind her was too tired to lift her eyelids.

This day of life and death for a moment let her heart have waves, big Zhuang never see again, 15-year-old young Shunliu also died in the battlefield.Often think of, Zhang Xiaohua feel the heart heavy not, as if about to suffocate in general.

"What's the matter..." The man behind you spoke.

"I, I want all the famous brands of Dongyue's dead soldiers."

It seems that something suddenly gushes into the throat, and the eyes are sour. They've all left. They're living people one after another.

"Good."

In the dark night, a pair of warm big palms touched Zhang Xiaohua's palm and clasped his ten fingers.

"I will avenge them." He was determined, and his voice sounded equally dignified.

"I I want to arrange for someone to take Dazhuang and Shunliu's body to Dongyue. " The night was deep, and her tears could not be seen.

Zhang Xiaohua knew that there was no way for the dead and wounded soldiers to be transported back to their hometown, and many people were directly buried in the mass graves.

"If he is not dead, Qianqian is still waiting for him to marry her..."

He hugged her. "Don't cry. That's what war is like." Ji Zinan buried her head in her neck socket, "tomorrow I will fight with Qin Cang to avenge them. You go back to the imperial court and wait for my news."

So listening to his breath, Zhang Xiaohua slowly sleep in the past.

As usual, when she opened her eyes again, she found Ji Zinan had left.

It's really strange that a few days ago, she would have been called out to get up by the voice of a big and strong Hong Zhong, but today this person seems to have left her.

Xuanwu knocked on the door, "madam, are you up? Water is ready to wash. "

"Well, come in." She put on her clothes and said to Xuanwu, "has he gone to war yet?"

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