Chapter 391

to break

Bai Shu ran was not like this. His face was more and more gloomy, and he was holding Chu Quan Ling's arm more and more tightly.

Xiang Zijian made it clear, turned around and closed the door.

The two of them are still in endless silence.

As time went by, they kept this posture. No one spoke first and no one moved.

Knowing that the child outside cried broke the peace of the house.

"Why not?" Bai shuran frowned and finally asked.

"You know it." Chu Quanling listened to the children crying outside, and felt uncomfortable.

Bai shuran sat down by the bed, his back to Chu Quanling“ It's my fault. "

Chu Quanling heard him say so, quickly turned back, she bit her teeth, let her tears did not fall so quickly, he finally

After the truth came out for so long, he finally said his first mistake!

"I should not have left you at the beginning, knowing that you and I have such enmity, I should not indulge myself in falling in love with you." After a pause, Bai shuran said again.

If the first half of his sentence made Chu Quanling sad and happy, then the second half of his sentence, like a basin of ice water, watered out all her thoughts and hopes,.

Hey, don't be silly. He's a handsome young commander. He'll never admit that it's his fault. He always thinks that he's not wrong. He thinks that all the people who died under his gun deserve to die. He thinks that he's acting for heaven.

He doesn't think he's wrong, he just says... There's a grudge between them.

Or, he thinks that Chu Quanling is making trouble out of nothing.

What is wrong is not the wrong judgment in that year, but the wrong killing in that year. The mistake is not to bring her back, not to fall in love with her.

Chuquanling sneered. She was too lazy to argue.

When Bai shuran heard her laughter, he turned his head. There were countless waves hidden in his eyes. After a long time, he turned back.

Bai shuran: "since you can't figure it out until now, I'll let you go on condition that all the children stay, Chengxian outside and this one in your stomach. You can go and have the baby

"You dream!"

Chu Quanling was infuriated by his words and jumped up from the bed, yelling: "even if I die, I won't give you the baby, and you don't want it in your stomach! Now how can you talk to me condescensively, I don't understand or you don't understand? You misunderstood my mother and killed her yourself. It's you! Let me lose my mother at the age of eight, let me live like a scum, all thanks to you! Why shouldn't I blame you? Shouldn't I hate you? Why should I give birth to you? You are my enemy to kill my mother

"Yes! I misunderstood your mother that I killed her, but at that time, if I didn't give her a good time, my father or Meng Yujun would make her life worse than death. My heart at that time was compassionate! " Bai Shu ran turned back and stood up. He finally called out the words that had been stuffy for so long. His red eyes were as full of tears as Chu Quanling, and he also stubbornly refused to let it fall down.

Chu Quanling listened to him say pity, turned his head and retched, retching

There was a wry sneer in it: "do you mean that I have to thank you? Thank you for killing my mother, thank you for giving her a happy ending? Don't you have a bad conscience when you say that? Are you not afraid of retribution? "“ Have you ever thought about how my mother died? She was a cold, but your mother's bowl of medicine killed her! I also lost my mother when I was young. I was framed by Meng Yujun openly and secretly. I suffered many blows and crimes. Do you think I want to be a marshal? Do you think I'm cold by nature? Not without my mother, I must strive to survive under Meng Yujun! So, I should say from time to time, "it's all thanks to your mother and you?" Bai shuran didn't hold back after all. Two lines of tears fell down.

Talking about their mother, both of them have a lot of pain.

What's more sad is that their pain is due to each other.

Outside the room is the cry of children, inside the room, two people who think they are strong, both with tears.

"However, we don't want to torture each other any more. If we go on like this, neither of us will survive!"

Chu Quanling cried enough. He raised his head and looked at Bai shuran in front of him seriously: "I'll give you my baby. Chengxian, I'll take it away. Then we'll forget each other. We'll take a step back. After all, we love each other so much. Don't hurt each other any more, OK?"

Bai shuran's lips were full of blood. He didn't make a sound, but he kept shedding tears. After a long silence, he took out his handkerchief to wipe his face clean and turned to go out.

Chu Quanling turned to look at his back, she wanted to remember, but did not dare to remember, after this person's appearance will not appear, even if it is occasionally met, it will only become a stranger.

This is the saddest result, but also the best result.

Bai shuran's back didn't disappear quickly. He stopped at the door, just stood still, and suddenly fell forward.

"Young commander!" Seeing this, the waiting adjutant rushed in and yelled in dismay.

Chu Quanling watched him fall down. Her heart sank. She couldn't help but want to get up and help him. She wanted to see what happened to him. But after supporting half of her body, she sat down in the same place.

Can't go, can't give yourself the slightest chance.

After Bai shuran left, Chu Quanling fell ill again. In fact, she was not ill. Several doctors said that everything was normal. Traditional Chinese medicine, western medicine and even Wu pinmei went to the so-called witch doctor and said it was OK. But she was just dizzy and couldn't eat. She couldn't sit up. It was only half a month. She always felt like she had lived a lifetime.

In the end, Xiang Zijian came.

Wearing a black striped suit, carrying a black medicine box in his hand, and the pair of gold rimmed glasses that I haven't seen for a long time, he is back in the world.

Such Xiang Zijian has not appeared for a long time.

"You still look so good." Chu Quanling can't sit up. He can only rely on Xiao Chen's arms and pull out a smile.