Chapter 145

Shaoze will leave me, leave me, leave me! Not without Shaoze, not without Shaoze! I will feel that there is no hope in life! Too painful, no!!! Something seemed to be breaking. The breath of death so close made a string that had been suppressing her heart break.

The surging aversion to loneliness and the strong impact on happiness burned her chest with hot pain, leaving only two words in her mind... "Shaoze!" I want to work hard, I want to try to live with Shaoze again. I can't leave him when he was so young.

No matter how good and gorgeous the emperor's family is, Shaoze always needs a gentle mother to take care of him.

I'm not redundant. I am a very useful woman.

Yun smiled and suddenly sat up from bed... His body has warmed up. In the night without Shaoze and Emperor Cha Jie, as long as you slowly fall asleep, your body will be warm.

She wants to find emperor Cha Jie. Emperor Cha Jie has the best way. He must know how to re-enter Shaoze's life and stay with Shaoze.

Without much thought, Yun smiled and quickly put on his clothes and walked to Emperor Cha Jie's bedroom.

Emperor Cha Jie sat smoking in his study and silently looked at the cold moonlight.

In the moonlight bright night, the stars in the sky are always very few, one by one, far trembling in fear.

Emperor Cha Jie felt lonely, which was such a familiar emotion for himself. Why would he make his chest dull pain at this time! Is it the moment when Shaoze was released at the time of parting, the sudden loss of temperature in his arms and the ensuing overflow of emptiness? Or do you feel more and more sad at the end of the curtain when you meet Yun with a smile and are speechless day by day?! hear nothing of? It's just annoying.

Forced himself to read a whole volume of statements, forced himself to calculate and think about his work.

But put down work, full of, or the taste of loneliness.

What makes you so weak.

The moment the door was pushed open.

Both were shocked.

Emperor Cha Jie looked at this normal physiological clock as good as in Zhou Xingxing's film. When it was time, he was afraid that he didn't want to wake up if he hit his face.

Emperor Cha Jie did what he loved to do with this little woman and made her sleep.

At that time, he was angry, so he kept waking her up and continued... Later, he didn't know whether he fainted or slept.

In short, after twelve o'clock, it seems that it is Cinderella's midnight magic spell, and Yun smiles will be thirsty for sleep.

But now, it's more than two o'clock at night.

This woman has really lost weight during this period of time.

Some distressed, Emperor Cha Jie stretched out his hand and smiled at Yun.

Very dear action.

With a smile, Yun walked in and threw himself into the arms of emperor Cha Jie.

Under the moonlight, cloud's smiling eyes shed tears because of, especially bright and clean.

They were so silent and staring at each other, as if they had been cursed by the moon. Time stops at this moment, and space solidifies here. Emperor Cha Jie's hand suddenly caressed Yun's smiling face“ In your eyes, there is the cleanest moonlight... "Whispered like a dream, and the burning breath vomited on each other's lips.

"I......" the unfinished voice was sealed in a kiss! This is a very gentle action, like a kiss like falling petals, but it breaks a heavy taboo.

With a smile, the cloud clings to the warmth of embracing the skin.

Sometimes, as long as it is the right person and the right time, as long as there is a little touch, there will be a lot of feelings pouring out.

Calm for a long time, until emperor Cha Jie thought Yun smiled and fell asleep as usual.

Only heard the faint voice of Yun with a smile: "emperor Cha Jie..." the voice was light and graceful, powerless.

"What?" Emperor Cha Jie gently kissed Yun's smiling hair. The woman's voice and every move were very pitiful.

Yun smiled and didn't look at emperor Cha Jie, but felt his eyelids jump.

There is a saying that the left eye jumps into wealth and the right eye jumps into disaster... The right eye jumps like this, and I always feel that something bad will happen.

"What happened to Shaoze?" Emperor Cha Jie thought and said, "I've asked one of the dark attendants to come back and report to me. He said that Shaoze really had no time because he was too busy studying. I think the emperor's current arrangement is to bring out all the good, new and interesting things that Shaoze has never seen... The essence is not to let Shaoze learn anything, but to let Shaoze know what he can have in the emperor's house. In other words, they are seducing Shaoze, and it is obvious that they seem to be half successful. " This is destructed Opium War.

Like the United States and China, it does not have to be hit by machine guns and artillery. They can use currency war and diplomatic means first... But the degree of stimulation is no worse than that of aircraft and missiles.

It's just covered with a gentle veil.

Yun smiled and didn't know how to answer. It's a good thing that someone is kind to their son.

Some people have the ability to treat their children better than themselves. How many parents can selfishly say no.

This move of the emperor's family seems invisible, but it is surprisingly strong.

Emperor Cha Jie smiled. After all, the old fox is an old fox. It's true that he can't compare with the Millennium Taoism.

"What shall we do now?" The cloud asked softly with a smile.

Emperor Cha Jie said, "what should I do? The emperor's family has been inherited for so many years and has a profound heritage. It's better to make personal friends with everyone. There are many people, so we can easily take Shaoze to do something that is not easy to do here. Moreover, Shaoze can't learn some personnel of the big family here. Let's look at it calmly first. If Shaoze likes it, we'll stay there for two months first. If he doesn't like it, we'll make plans. "

Yun smiled and lowered his eyes. He didn't make a clever promise as usual. He just said, "I want to stay with him."

Although emperor Cha Jie was slightly resentful, he was really unwilling to let Yun suffer with a smile: "the emperor's family treat Shaoze and you are definitely two different things. If you pass by, it will add a lot of unnecessary trouble to Shaoze. He's so tired. Can you bear it? " Cloud smiled at emperor Cha Jie's eyes, and the sadness in his eyes seemed to overflow.

"I......" she took emperor Cha Jie's hand and pressed it hard to her heart: "I'm very painful and empty here. There's no way to fill it." Emperor Cha Jie held it hard until Yun felt pain with a smile.

It turns out that one kind of pain can replace another.

Moderate pain in the body is easier to bear than that in the heart.

"Learn, do something, don't always think about it. Shaoze is there. As long as we don't do anything, he will always be there. You see, Shaoze studies so hard at such a young age, wants to grow up, wants to raise you, and wants to help me do something. What he can do, you can do better. " Emperor Cha Jie said.

Yun smiled at emperor Cha Jie and whispered, "you are smart and have a good idea. Every time I feel that I can't see the road at all. If I were myself, I would need to find a good road for a long time. Maybe it might not be a good road, but as long as I follow you, I will find the most direct, convenient and best way. Emperor Chajie... I'm so scared! It's not that I haven't encountered such a big decision before, but I'm always thinking and making my own decisions. But this time, it's different. I always want to rely on you. Originally, unconsciously, I already rely on you like this. "

Emperor Cha Jie listened to some emotion, but on the surface he was still so calm: "don't you rely on me?"

Yun nodded with a smile: "the day I moved in, I kept warning myself. I moved in because of Shaoze. It doesn't matter whether you love me or not, whether you like it or not, whether you will abandon me in a near future. I have to say it to myself once or twice like practicing a magic spell every day, so as to make some buffer preparations for my own mind. I am not a particularly clever woman. All emergencies will make me extremely upset. I don't want to make people around me unhappy because of my emotions. "

Emperor Cha Jie felt a little surprised: "you have been like this for so many days."

"I always thought there would be a parting that would break my heart, but I guessed the end, but I didn't guess the right person."

Yun smiled at emperor Cha Jie and said, "I can't give up Shaoze. I have only Shaoze. You know, I can't be strong enough. Everything happens as calm as you. I can't sleep well all day and night. I always feel that there is something without shape and sound. Opening my big black mouth will devour my Shaoze all day. I'm so scared! "

Emperor Cha Jie said, "Shaoze loves you. I... I like you too! We won't leave you, but it's a short difference. You don't have to think too much. " Yun shook his head with a smile: "Shaoze's world is different from mine. I'm so scared! " Emperor Cha Jie didn't understand: "everyone has his own world. What's terrible? No matter how famous or great a person is, he can't stop his mother."

Yun smiled at emperor Cha Jie, his eyes narrowed slightly, and knew that his meaning had not been understood by Emperor Cha Jie: "you and I are people of two worlds. Even if there is an accidental intersection, but... You can easily return to your world, and I can easily return to my world. Shaoze and I have the same world and the same life. Now Shaoze is beginning to be the same as you, I don't know whether this is good or bad for Shaoze in the long run. I always watch TV dramas as if the rich and powerful have no happy life. "

Emperor Cha Jie smiled: "fool, you watch TV dramas. Several TV writers are from rich families. They are all YY there. Because they envy, envy and hate rich families, they will have those strange world views. Rich families naturally have unhappy people. There are unhappy people everywhere in the world, which has nothing to do with rich families. Don't feel unhappy when you see that two rich people committed suicide in the newspaper. The poor commit suicide more often. In rural China, I don't know how many people commit suicide by drinking pesticides a year, but there is no entertainment effect and won't be reported in the media. "

Yun looked at emperor Cha Jie with a smile and was stunned... Emperor Cha Jie continued, "some people say that rich families don't buy right, but only expensive ones. Actually, it's not right. That's the upstart. Ordinary people with money always enjoy it better than those without money. For example, do you really think top restaurants are full of gutter oil and hob meat. It's just that there are more Hotels with low stars and low income. Besides, you think Chinese food is not suitable for your appetite. You can go abroad very much. If you have money, everything will be easier. Food, clothing, housing, money and no money, can you enjoy the same? These are still the most superficial and easy things for you to understand. Let's talk about education. Now you can hear it. You know, we all grew up learning this when we were children. Emperor Tianshi seems to have special talent in sports. He can drive a truck everywhere at the age of six. But it can't compare with his father. My uncle said that in the past, when the road conditions were very poor, the seven-year-old child drove alone for more than 200 miles and arrived at his destination smoothly. The most important thing is that he only ran along the mountain road with others two or three times. At that time, he didn't have a navigation system, all relying on his excellent memory. These achievements are the cultivation of a successful mentality for boys. From a very young age, I have this consciousness. I am very strong, many times better than ordinary people. My future is to lead these people. This kind of psychological learning and strengthening is not what ordinary people think. Give anyone a fulcrum, he can lift up the earth. "

Cloud smiled and said softly: "you mean, what needs to be changed is not only Shaoze, but me!" Emperor Cha Jie nodded: "yes, you are an adult. It should be difficult to change yourself, but now you can't pull Shaoze back to your world. He is an eagle. He is born to fly in the high nine days. You want to be with him. Even if you can't achieve anything, at least you have to be able to fly. "

Cloud smiled at emperor Cha Jie and stared at emperor Cha Jie deeply... "You mean, we can't change the world, we can only adapt to the world and change ourselves." Cloud Michelle can always ignore other people's language trap and tell the most essence directly.