I just got back, and when Fu Junqing saw my face, he knew that something was wrong.
Big Brother Fu, you're right, I am indeed pregnant. I have already been two months …
Fu Junqing's expression became relaxed. This is a good thing, the two of you are already married and you are pregnant. This way, eight months later, the last cute and healthy baby will be born. And, in my opinion, your chances of having a boy this time are quite high.
What? Can you tell that my baby is a boy? I felt even more conflicted in my heart. Why is it that there are so many tangled matters in front of me that make it difficult for me to make a decision? Previously, it was just something outside of my body but now, it has already involved me.
Seeing that my face was extremely ugly, a clever Fu Junqing like him immediately thought of my worries. About that, you don't intend to reject this child, right? This child is a gift from the heavens. If you really beat him up, Zhang Ziyuan will be very sad!
I know that, too. If I don't have to do it, why would I want to get rid of this child? However, the scented sachet has just been completed, and we are about to go to the Constellation Sea.
Fu Junqing also became silent. Actually, I shouldn't have advised you, but you should think about yourself more, you are a responsible person, no one can deny that, perhaps even they do not know how strong they are. On the other hand, you are just an ordinary girl, and you are completely qualified to seek your own happiness. What's the matter? It's okay to talk about it after eight months...
Shuo Yue was very familiar with this matter, he had already predicted a long time ago that there would be no need to wait eight months, three months from now, this matter would probably have major changes in mind. Rather than the fact that I had a big stomach and was in a dilemma at that time, I might as well make my decision now!
No, I can't agree to that first! How can the adult be involved with a child? Besides, aren't you afraid that this matter will affect the relationship between you two as husband and wife?
So I'm asking you for one thing, and now you're the only one who knows I'm pregnant. Can you not tell me? Nobody knew, but like this, I will secretly take away the child, and Zhang Ziyuan won't be angry anymore. We are still young, there will be more opportunities in the future!
Fu Junqing shook his head. If that was the case, wouldn't I become an accomplice as well? A doctor's heart, I am a doctor, if you let me do this, my conscience will feel bad!
How could I be willing to make such a choice? But we just had to look on helplessly as the whole thing came to an end. But in the days in Netherworld Valley, why were we so desperate? There was always a need to prioritize everything.
Is there anything more important to you than your own child?
Big Brother Fu, let me calm down. I want to think it over by myself …
I think that I am still not strong enough. When I am alone, I would still quietly shed tears. I would even lie on the bed and wail.
It's precisely because I have already made a choice in my heart for myself that I am so sad. Big Brother Fu has already said it before, let me think about it carefully.
I just lay on the bed, I felt my appetite was extremely uncomfortable, I didn't want to eat at all, I cried out and tired, so I lay down on the bed and gradually fell asleep.
In my dreams, I suddenly dreamed of my unborn child, as if he were indeed a boy, and his expression seemed to be asking me why I had abandoned him. I tried to explain in my sleep, but he didn't seem to understand. His expression was still very sad, and I suddenly woke up crying again.
At this moment, someone was already knocking on my door. Girl, eat something, you can't not eat or drink like this, your body won't be able to take it.
With the permission, Fu Junqing placed a few dishes that looked very light yet very nutritious on the table. If you don't eat it, the child in your stomach still needs to eat it. It doesn't have the slightest bit of nutrition, so he's going to be malnourished!
I shook my head. Originally, his reaction to puking was already huge, but now, he had even placed such a heavy stone in his heart. He felt even more like he had lost his appetite.
Fu Junqing shook his head and sat in front of me. Actually, this matter isn't something that requires too much effort to make a decision. Even though this matter belongs to you and your husband, I have no right to participate, but I still want to advise you. As long as you decide to search for me, don't regret it. If you choose your own child, I think that would be a natural course of action. After all, you are a qualified mother. In the future, when your child grows up, you will be glad that your choice was correct. There are a lot of other people. At least I'll do it for you. But if you really choose the opposite of what you want, I admire you too. After all, you are someone who understands the bigger picture. Like you said, all of you are still young and you will have your own children in the future.
Don't know why? What he said made me want to cry more and more. Could it be that a person's feelings of being pregnant are so fragile?
But now I want to advise you to take care of your body. If you don't eat or drink, I will cry in the house. If this goes on, it will not only harm your own body, but will also weaken your own mana and Spiritual Energy, which will be of no benefit to the child in your belly.
Thank you for consoling me. Well, I'll have some, and I think it's quite appetizing.
This is something I've prepared meticulously, it's rare for me to cook here, so you have to give me face and eat more. There are a lot of vegetables here, and they are all nutritious to reduce the pregnant and vomiting reaction, you eat the most appropriate.
Fu Junqing was indeed a very gentle man. Even though he didn't know why he was so young, he was still alone. However, the way he treated the people around him was indeed like the spring breeze, making them feel warm and comfortable.
What surprised me the most was that his culinary skills were indeed quite good. Every dish he cooked was quite tasty and suited my taste.
It was rare to see this kind of man in society now. He was kind and kind, but at the same time, he also had good culinary skills. It seemed like I had to think of a way to find him a girlfriend.
Unexpectedly, due to his persuasion, he ate quite a lot of food even though he had no appetite at the start.
Alright, after eating your fill, you should take a good rest. There's still time for you to slowly think about it.
How would Fu Junqing know? There is no time to think about it. We have already decided to meet in two days at Building Outside.
I must make the best choice in these two days.
However, as he lay on the bed, his mind became more and more confused. He felt that his train of thought had become unclear. Ever since he became pregnant, his body and mind became very tired. Soon, he fell asleep again.
When he woke up the next day, he miraculously felt that his stomach was much better. Could it be that the reaction to puking had already passed? Didn't you say three months later? In any case, everyone's physique is different, so I don't really care about him.
I think that this is a godsend opportunity. If we quickly return during this period of time, perhaps he would have gone somewhere else. Then, we wouldn't even know where he would have gone.
He had been lying on the bed the entire time, not wanting to move at all. The Big Brother Fu had also sent him food.
I feel that your appetite today is a lot better, so you added some meat dishes. You are already quite thin, so if you don't eat more nutritious food, you won't be able to replenish it.
I even wondered if he had learned how to take care of pregnant women before. He felt everything, and he was especially gentle and considerate, as if he were a particularly experienced person.
Then, I jokingly asked him about it. I didn't expect that there would be a part of his past involved.
That's right, I was originally taking care of pregnant women, and I was also inexperienced at that time. I was flustered, and the other party's pregnant and vomiting reaction was also very big, and I couldn't eat anything all day, so I was getting thinner and thinner. I was also quite worried, but after coming up with some experiences, she could slowly eat the food I cooked.
With such a meticulous attitude, he guessed that it must be his girlfriend. He didn't expect that he actually had a girlfriend, and they even had a child between them.
But why had he never heard her mention it before? So where was his wife now? What about the child?
I couldn't resist asking out of curiosity, but Fu Junqing's face was gradually turning ugly. I felt a little regretful and asked this question, but it was already too late.
That's right, I originally had a wife. Although there wasn't a wedding between us, our relationship was especially good. He was supposed to give me a big fat son...
And the result? Where's your wife going? Where are you kids now?
They are no longer in this world... Fu Junqing sighed.
Then, I immediately regretted asking. This was obviously causing someone else's sad past.
Sorry, I don't know, I didn't mean to ask you, don't mind …
Fu Junqing shook his head and laughed bitterly, 20 years have passed and I have already forgotten most of the details, so you don't need to mind it. If I say that I do not have the courage, but am still reminiscing about the past, then I am no longer a man. Moreover, that mother and son probably didn't want me to forget them, so that their final mark on the world would be erased.
After obtaining the other party's permission, I continued to ask, "It has been over twenty years, so you were only in your early twenties back then, right?" What had happened?