Chapter 59 - Feelings

Name:Ghost of My Heart Author:Jenzalex
(Warning! This chapter had explicit content. Under 18 are not allowed to read. Read at your own risk!)

"Hue, all that I have said earlier doesn't mean you can sleep with me again. I really need to rest." She said, half screaming, trying to stop him from recalling what had happened between them.

"Everything that happened last night was unintended!" She squealed.

Hue shook his head slowly, "Since I have said to alter everything that had happened in your life, I have to pamper you in bed. It's as easy as drinking water." He said and crawled over her body. At the same time, he pushed her chest before leaning closer to her.

"Just accept me. Don't be scared." He whispered in her ear and licked her earlobe gently which made her body twitched in surprise.

Goosebumps appeared on her body as she trembled in fear on the bed. She gulped hard as she stared at the half-naked man on top of her body.

Gosh, she can't take the pressure! She can't stay calm in this heart-thumping situation!

"I... I am not doing it if...if I'm sober!" She said. However, shortly after that, her face exploded with embarrassment upon realising what she had spouted at his face.

Kyaa, why did she ever said that?! They just met last week and now she sounded like she wants to do 'it' with him!

Hue grinned at her, "That's the opposite of what I like to do...hehehe..." He let out a soft laugh. "I want you to stay sober so you can remember everything, clearly." He said, pressing on the word 'clearly', with determination in his eyes. He wanted her to remember every single detail about what they did in her everyday routine.

He kissed her pale looking lips and his hands roamed her entire body which made the woman flinched at his touch. Then, he shifted his kisses to her neck, leaving a few more new red marks on her skin.

"Hue...stop leaving more marks on my neck..." Jennet said in a soft and stifled voice. She had bitten her own finger to stop herself from letting out sounds that may trigger his desire.

"Hmm..." He just hummed and kissed the valley of her breasts, leaving even redder kiss marks on his trail.

"Hue...stop, hmmm..." She grunted when he took her nipple in his mouth, playing with it.

Her cheeks burned and so does her ears. Her breath becomes even unsteady every time he sucked on her breast. She was so sensitive because she could feel his hot tongue playing with the tip of her nipple.

'Goodness, this is so embarrassing!' She cried in her hearts as her eyes shut tightly.

Her body curled upward, taking him in her embrace, while she tried so hard to hold her voice from coming out.

"Hmmm...!" She grunted while clenching her own jaws. Beads of sweat appeared on her temples.

Hue opened his eyes and it was all red with only a thin circle of jade blue at the outer rim of his irises. His lips curved upward into a mischief smile, looking at the red-faced woman.

Jennet opened her eyes and looked at him. She gasped. "Hue...your eyes..."

She was surprised to see the changes in his eyes. It reminded her of when he was angry at her before.

Hue smiled and kissed her again, "I'm just excited." He whispered and pressed his lips on hers.

Jennet pulled her face away, "Just what are you exactly?" She asked in a soft whisper, getting frightened.

Hue smiled at her, "Don't be scared, my wife. To know me, you have to accept my difference." He added and kissed her chin while at it.

The man then kissed her down to her belly and even further down. The woman was in alarmed when she realized he was about to dip his face between her thighs.

"Hue, don't or I'll not make love with you!" She said, gasping in fright. At the same time, she still had the gut to threaten him.

She clutched tightly to the bedsheets as she eyed him in alarmed. Her heart was thumping even harder!

This feeling felt like she had known him for so long already and felt like she was used to his intimate touch.

Hue motioned his eyes up, towards her but didn't move his face even a bit from her most sensitive body part. His stare with his red eyes was so domineering and she loses her strength when he ignored her, rolled out his tongue and licked her all to his heart content.

Jennet gasped on the bed as beads of sweat appeared on her body. Her chest was moving at an uneven pace at the foreign feeling that she had just discovered.

Hue closed his eyes as he kissed and licked her, making her weak by the minutes. The soft moan from her lips that she tried to hold made him even aroused with unstoppable lust.

Jennet was already too weak to move when he finally stopped. Hue stood up and took off the remaining clothes on his body and tossed it out off the bed.

Crawling up on her body, he kissed her belly, her chests, her neck and lastly her lips. He ran his hand in her hair, pulling her, tightening their kiss.

Another embarrassing moment filled the huge room as to when the woman cried in alarmed again when the man parted her leg apart.

Gazing at him with wide eyes, Jennet can't help but yelp, "No!"

Then she clenched her thighs with her face getting redder and redder. Her heart thumped even intense by the minute and she felt faint.

Hue's red eyes roamed her crimson red face. He tilted his head to the side, "Do you not trust me?" He asked softly.

Jennet stared back at him and said, "It's too...embarrassing to...to look at you...while doing 'it'." She admitted, getting even redder. And now, her ears burned.

Hue chuckled and smiled, he leant forward and whispered in her ear, "Then, just close your eyes and put your arms around my neck."

Jennet hesitated but then, she still did as he said.

"It...hurts...!" Jennet cried as she clawed Hue's back when he entered her. The pain she felt was like poking her own nose with chopsticks.

"I'm sorry," Hue said as he stopped himself from getting even deeper inside her. His back was still painful from her mighty claws from last night.

Jennet looked into his red eyes and said, "I have no idea how we did it so smoothly last night. But, this is too painful!" She cried. Tears flowed down the corner of her eyes down to her temple.

She might have been a superwoman to have the ability to withstand this torturous feeling that she had right now.

Hue looked back at her and said, "I'm sorry but, I have no idea it could hurt you so much like this." He apologised. They are already connected deep inside each other and still had the time to apologize.

"I'll be gentle..." Hue said and kissed her lips, silencing her cries. Then, slowly he moved his body.

Jennet closed her eyes tightly when she wound her arms around his neck again and let him swayed her body with ease. His movement was slow in the beginning and went deeper and even deeper before he thrust her with full force.

However, her voice was muffled as she bit on his collarbone. Whenever she opened her eyes, she would see his red, domineering eyes staring at her. All she could do was to close her eyes and be drowned in his torturous pleasure.

Throughout the night, she was drained out of her energy and was ridden in the bed countless times.

Hue was so domineering when he was sober and she had no time to rest but to be filled with unstoppable pleasure that made her lose her voice.

Then, she understood one thing, making love was a nerve-wracking activity and she would like to avoid to keep doing it every night for the sake of her job!

***

It was hell the next day Jennet went to work. Her entire body aches even worser than the day before. She felt her body creaking like a rusty machine. Also, her mood had been so foul. She just felt so angry but couldn't let it out.

Right now, in her head, was to meet Luca Tybelg and to reject him. She had promised to Hue that she will clear the misunderstanding with Luca Tybelg after she had been 'tortured' mercilessly last night.

However, she found out that Luca Tybelg was away for a business trip to Country N. It means she will meet him there when they go for their company trip!

Arrghh, why is her life so difficult?

Jennet gritted her teeth angrily in front of her computer. She wanted to rant all of her frustration but there's no one to talk to. She turned to her side but found no sign of her friend, Marvina.

Turning her head to the back, she asked the other colleague, "Where is she?" She asked, pointing to Marvina's desk.

The bespectacled woman with the name, Keira, answered, "She had a meeting with her clients. She probably will return in about two hours from now."

"Thanks, Keira." Said Jennet and focused on her computer screen again.

However, her mind was not about her work. The clear steamy moments from last night kept showing up in her head which made her blushed deeply behind her PC.

No matter how she tried to focus, she just couldn't give her full attention towards her work. Everything in her head was already messed up so badly.

She stood up and walked out of the office after informing Keira that she's going to the Human Resource Department. She wanted to apologize for not coming to work yesterday and to ask for overtime as compensation for her absence.

Also, to forget that she had just slept with a man!

As soon as she arrived, Susan Banner was about to leave the office. "Oh, Miss Lockhart. Lucky you come. I was about to see you tell you to get some rest at home."

"Rest? But, I'm fine Mrs Banner," Jennet replied. "I still can work." She added, remembering all about her 'sprained back'.

How did that excuse even appear in the first place? That Hue is so...ugh!

She was frustrated but there was nothing she could do about it and she had to agree to that excuse.

Susan Banner shook her head and replied, "No, no. You have to go home and rest. I've received your sick leave form from the hospital this morning. It's a three days sick leave."

"Ohh..." Jennet exclaimed in confusion. Sick leave form from the hospital? Even for three days?!

How on Earth did she ever have a sick leave from the hospital when she never even went there to get any treatment for her so-called sprained back.

"But, I've never been..."

"Your sprain is not to be taken lightly otherwise it will affect your body when you're expecting your child in the future." Susan Banner interrupted with a smile, snapping her to her senses.

Ex...expecting my child?

Jennet turned bright red the moment she heard those words coming out of her mouth. She staggered on her feet, losing her composure once again.

Hearing the word 'child' made her heart squealed in fright. Her mind went flying again towards what she had done on the previous night.

She had actually spent the night with Hue while she was in her soberness and she had experienced the moment that she forgot on their first night together. It was an intense feeling and torturous as hell.

What will happen to her in the near future if life actually started to beat in her womb after what she went through with Hue?

They've slept twice in two nights now and each night had always been so intense. Last night was even worser.

Hue was indeed trying his hard to impregnate her!

"Ehh, Miss Lockhart, are you okay? Why are you getting so red? Are you sick?" Susan Banner asked as she supported her from falling on her knees.

Jennet forced a smile on her face as she stood up properly on her feet, "I am fine. I... I just felt a bit tired."

"Oh, that's bad. You must go home and get enough sleep. Is there anyone that I can call to pick you up?" Susan Banner asked.

Jennet shook her head. "No, actually I still can work today." She said, trying to reject the idea of sending her home. No one at home is reliable enough to be asked for help.

If she goes home, who knows what that perverted man would do to her. She was a hundred per cent sure that she will be tortured again by him.

Because this morning, he was reluctant to let her leave the bed and still had the time to exhaust her early in the morning though she had begged him to let her rest.

Today, she needed to crash somewhere else or she will never have the rest that she needed the most. She had been planning to not return to the villa for as long as she's allowed to take her rest. Three days away from home...especially from the man called Hue Hedo!

Susan Banner glanced at the face that had now turned a bit pale after it was red before.

"Are you really alright? I fear you will collapse if you continue to be stubborn on continuing to work. You better go home and rest. I'll drive you home." She said, putting a halt to her retaliation.

"That's okay. I'll go home on my own." Jennet said at last. "I will drive by myself. Thanks for your concern, Mrs Banner." She added and smiled.

Susan Banner smiled back at her and handed her a bar of chocolate, "Take it. Eat it when you're feeling down and drive safe." She said softly, giving her a light pat on the shoulder.

Jennet took it with a 'thanks' and headed out of the office. But then, she bumped onto Mira who was walking past her. They collided and the files in Mira's hand fell to the floor.

"Are you blind? Look at where you're going!" Mira hissed at her underneath her breath as she bent down and took the file. Her eyes glint with disgust as she walked.

Jennet stayed silent as she gives way for Mira to walk away. But still, she can hear Mira's sharp words, "Lucky woman. Luca even gave you special treatment to stay at home for your so-called injury when you faked it all. Tch, when someone is cheap they will always be cheap in the eyes of men. So fake!"

Those words flew so smoothly out of the beautiful woman's mouth, bad-mouthing her for her fakeness. Mira disappeared at the corner of the building like raging ogres.

Jennet stood silently by the door as she watched Mira's silhouette disappeared from her view.

Turning to the side, she exhaled a deep sigh. 'Haa...I never faked my illness. I never have the intention to fake it. It's Hue who has been making my life hard from day one!' She grunted alone.

She walked back towards her own department and sat down in front of her PC. However, all of her paperwork on the desk has been cleared.

Frowning in confusion, she can't help it but turn back at her colleague, "Keira, did you see anyone taking the stacks of paper and files from my desk?" She asked Keira.

That paperwork must be done before the company trip because, after the trip, she will have to hand it over to her manager for approvals.

"Mira did because Susan asked her to take over the paperwork since you're going home to rest," Keira answered.

"Ohh..." Jennet was surprised.

She turned to look at her PC but her mind was already picturing Mira's angry face with smooth curses flew out from her mouth.

'Wow, I'm going to be dead after my return. She'll surely pay back three times than now.' She mumbled in her head.

But then, she turned back to look at Keira and asked, "Is there anything I can help you? Photocopy or printing documents?"

She felt guilty if she goes home instantly. It just doesn't feel right!

Keira shook her head, "No thanks. You better go home because if you refuse you'll only trouble the entire company if you collapse. Our Human Resources will be questioned why the employees' welfare were not taken good care of. Do you want to make other people's life harder because of your reluctantness?"

Jennet shook her head. "No," She replied and gulped silently.