Chapter 247： You are not really happy

"A twinkling and a twinkling jingjing, small stars all over the sky, hanging in the sky to brighten up, like tens of millions of small eyes ..."

Thousands of stars disappeared as summer passed, at this time there were no clouds or moons in the middle.

The breeze breeze on the ground, and the flowers and grasses fluttered on the ground. Although it made the night on the mountain very deserted, but I do n’t know why when I heard the singing of the little guy, he seemed to think that a small eye really appeared in the sky, Suddenly let it go.

"What song is this?" Xiao Xu let go of her voice and asked after she sang.

"It's called Xiaoxingxing." Chu Qingyan suddenly thought of something, pulled out a shiny white light from his placket, and held it, smiling at the human side, "Although there are no stars tonight, but Now I have a star in my hand. This is what you gave me. Then I invite you to watch the stars together. "

Xiao Xu turned her eyes to the fluorite stone in her hand. It was his birthday gift to the little one. At this moment, a soft light bloomed in her palm, as if held by her like a real star. .

"You're calling flowers to worship the Buddha." Xiao Xu retracted his gaze, faintly feeling that his eyelids were a little heavy, but still barely opened, trying to sober his drowsy head.

Chu Qingyan grinned at him, "Anyway, you have already sent me this flower, and the ownership is mine. I have the right to possess, use, gain and dispose of it? And you want to be What Buddha? Maitreya? Fight over Buddha?

He has always allowed one's poor mouth to be allowed.

But when she said this series of words, he felt his head heavier and his eyelids were closing.

But the person in the ear suddenly fell into a self-confidence, "But Maitreya always smiled, and you always held a face, which did not conform to you at all. Almost, fighting over the Buddha is a bit like you. It punishes evil and promotes goodness. It does not show kindness to bad people, loves the people like a child, and you have high martial arts. It ’s always boring, is n’t it good for a young man who is only 20 years old? ”

Talking, it became a spit, Xiao Xu felt that this little guy was getting more and more daring, and wanted to raise her hand to give her a chestnut, but she was already weak, and her thoughts slowly dissipated, and she finally fell into endless darkness. in.

The ear was still the little thoughts of the little guy, but it was like a sleep song, which closed his eyes safely.

"Forget it, don't talk about you, otherwise you say I'm not big or small," Chu Qingyan heard no sound in her ears, and wanted to come to the big ice cube and ignored her, and had to give up, but soon She cheered up, "Big ice, I'll sing another song for you, you ..."

As soon as he turned his head, the smile stopped at his lips, Chu Qingyan was relieved, and the big ice cube finally fell asleep.

Tonight she asked the ethereal spirit to take a pack of soothing nerves. She wanted to add all of them to the medicine soup, but worried about the big ice cubes, she added a little to the medicine, and then added some food to her meal and her own clothes. on.

Kong Ling said that the medicine was long-lasting, but it didn't work quickly, so in order to avoid the doubt of the big ice cube, she turned him to appreciate the night sky.

She helped him sort his clothes, then sat up, folded his hands on his knees, and leaned against his side, his face was not as happy as the only one. "Big ice, although you fell asleep, there is a song, I always thought I'll sing it to you, or you'll sleep. "

There was a smile at the corner of his mouth, Chu Qingyan set his sight on the person beside him, and the silver mask exuded a soft silver light in the moonlight.

The smart singing sounded again in the mountains.

"Crying in the crowd,

You just want to turn into a transparent color,

You never again

Dream or pain or heartbeat,

You have decided

You have decided--

You bear it quietly,

Hold tightly in the fist heart yesterday.

And the sweeter the memories,

It just hurts more,

The more you leave in your palm,

Dense knife cuts. "

From childhood to childhood, you have never experienced what a relationship is. Maybe Xi Xuan cared about you before Xiao Ran was born, but with the birth of Xiao Ran, your status was replaced or Xiao Ran got Father's love you never had.

"you are not really happy

Your laugh is just,

The protective color you wear,

You decide not to hate it,

I also decided not to love,

Take your soul,

Locked in the body locked forever,

The world laughed,

So you laughed in groups,

When survival is the rule,

Not your choice,

So you are in tears,

Fluttering and stumbling walking. "

But for so many years, you have never given up your longing for family, and you have accepted it. You strive for opportunities to let everyone see your efforts. You are not a prince who is empty and noble!

But what is the result?

Empress Liang pressed you step by step, and Xi Xuandi's relentless use.

Every misunderstanding, every wrong, you suffer in silence alone.

It has been consistent for two decades.

But even the strongest, the most forbearing, will one day have no strength to move forward.

When the rain rained on his knees all night, it wasn't the truth that came out, but the bell was in prison.

When he walked out of the prison and entered the palace, there was no appeasement but a new mission came.

When the farewell before leaving was closed.

It was always standing as if the mountain that no one could easily overthrow, and finally was crushed by the last straw.

"you are not really happy,

Your injury is never willing,

Complete healing,

I stand on your left,

But like across the Milky Way,

Is it really holding regrets,

Until you get old? "

If you change to another person, you have already been tortured and collapsed, and you just choose to swallow the bitterness alone, and then carry on with your mission on.

Big ice, how can you do this? Always thinking about others, but indifferent to yourself?

Obviously your heart is so warm and tender, but others are slandering your iron heart, cold-blooded and cruel!

Obviously you deserve more praise and appreciation, but you get scolded and vilified.

This way, you have obviously gone so hard, why do those people still drive you to the end and drain your last energy?

"You deserve real happiness,

You should take off,

The protective color you wear,

Why lost

Will be punished,

Can you make it sad,

It all ends at this moment,

Start alive again! "

Big ice cubes, I hope that one day, you can live for yourself. You are truly alive and lightly, not bound by the so-called responsibilities, the things you should do, the things you have to do.

There was a stream of teardrops in his big eyes.

Big ice cube, how can you not make people distressed?

Chu Qingyan couldn't help but reach out and hug him, crying, "Big ice, I know, I know, I want, you are happy!"